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Wah... i DAMN scared about 2mrw lor... 2mrw is the SECOND time i take my grade 5 exam haha... cause i failed my first time... siao la... im going to go crazy if i keep thinkg about the stupid exam la...

Then on Saturday, its my father's turn to get hated by his son, he was being a f***er la... DAMN BLOODy irriTATING!!! see.. it all first started in the morning la, i think my mum told my father something about i got B3 for maths which is very bd TO HER when actually it was an improvement from c6 last term... bloody hell, then she told my father that my result was very bad when it was TWO A1, one b3 and one b4, wtf man?! that was a super duper improvement from last term la, f***tard... Then, on the car to tuition, he started scolding me, it started with ur result not good, then becamse ur attitude, then i dunno how the F*** he actually start talking about wad? the super lonmg ago incidents. he started saying about the last time he saw coach scolding me, when that was LAST YEAR DECEMBER?! U MOTHERF***ER?!?!?! wah... i was damn bloody pissed lor... then he start going about the "bu yao du shu" (dont study) threatening... wth... jus because i was arguing with him that my results improved? wtf la, then he say so u very satisfied la? improve one grade by one grade... WTF?! some morons up to today still dunno that B4 to A1 is THREE GRADE IMPROVEMENT!, C6 to B3 is THREE GRADE IMPROVEMENT, then my geog from a2 to a1, wadehell does he want? a0?! spastic... dunno how he give birh to a genius like me... haiz... ok... bak to the story, then when we reach mr thong's house, he continued scolding me over dunno-wad... wasnt listeninig to the ass spouting shit, then he suddenly start turnining back home... then on the journey home, i was argueing to him about the last time coach scold me incident, cause after he started scolding me, i started to practicing aiming against the little flagpost, then he f***ing said that THAT was wrong! wth... when i was HURTING NO ONE, TOUCHIGN NO ONE?!?!?!?!?! he said that why must i be so special, do different thing from other ppl. then i told him everyone does different things wad.. soem ppl just watch the match, someppl practice passing, shooting etc... then this is the most pissifying part... he started saying with his f***ing twisted logic that i like to do everything different from ppl, so nex time ppl be police, i be thief... i mean WTF?! that is totally different la, he always like to mess all his bloody arguement with daily lives one la... like last time, i said i played piano in the morninig, dun wan to play in the afternoon liao, then he said, u eat in the morning, are u eating in the afternoon? walan... THATS THE PART I HATE MOST ABOUT HIM LA!!! BLOODY NO LOGIC AND HE THINKS THAT HIS LOGIC DAMN BLOODY GOOD AND THAT HE IS DAMn BLOODY REASONABLE! theere is like totally no point arguing with him cause he will always twist and turn until he is correct, cause some ppl dunno how to use logic and BRAIN! Then his other favourite is after scolding u, he will start dao-ing you, then he think we will be very sad, but wad he dosent know is that ALL MY BROTHERS plus me are all fedup with his dumbness, until the point that him ignoring us is like THANK GOD!! he finally shut up!! then after ignoring us for a while, he will come up to us and ask whether we are wrong, then for the sake of convenience , we will just go like yea-you-are-right-and-we-are-wrong-ok? when i grow up man... there is so many things im going to do, once i can support myself, i will pay him back EVERYSINGLE cents for bringing me up, buy milk when i was young, my hongbao, EVERYTHING, so that i wont be indebted to him and can say F*** off to him... bliss and quietness...

Haha... then davin sent a message to all the sec3s about how to improve myself, then chiazh also sent one... and i sent one too, it was damn motivating, i dunno about the rest, but im definietly going to win gold next year!! definetly! im going to train so hard that i will be super big-sized and strong, to win the Nats, and to be stronger than my father (see who more intimidating)

MUST TRAIN SUPER SUPER SUPER HARD!!!!

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Attached below is chiazh's message, i find it more meaningful (no offence davin) cause it focused more on the positiv side of things... thanks all of you...

hey all team mates

i think we've all been there and done that. when it comes to being on the losing end. we've all wanted to throw away our tropheys, punch those ac fuckers, ri bastards in the places that hurts them the most (if they even have lah) but know that by doing that, we'd just be called sore losers. it sucks losing lah. especially for something you spent so much time and effort on. studies are actually nothing extremely important to me, because it doesn't give me a sense of pride when i do it. not like waterpolo. when we win, we get a sense of achievement, and know that we did it on our own, not with any parents' help or whatever shit like that.

seriously, i lost hope for a damn long time, until i realised again, eh what the fuck am i doing? am i just going to sit here and not do something about it, then next time everytime want to insult ac or ri people also have to hide face because in fact, we lost to them? whole day say, "eh, feel damn zibei leh." or "we damn loser leh" i'm not gonna sit here and do no shit about it. i'm not just going to ignore the fact, and wait till next nationals to get thrashed again. i don't care whether every day i go home so tired from training that i just want to sleep and do nothing else, or my muscles ache for every single day of my life, i just wanna win. i want to win so badly, and i know that we all want to win. there's nothing worse than losing to gay niggers lah. and i think, b div is the peak, and if we wanna win, this is the time.

if sandra or kee or whoever's getting on your nerves, just forget about them. they want them to do whatever punishment or whatever shit, just do, and then concentrate on training. since we're burdened with them, just accept it. but we can't let them hinder our training. just cos we wanna avoid kee, then don't come training? heck care. take punishment and don't care them liao. what "double punishment" or "never fufill quota" or what "i'm disappointed in you" or what shit? think we give a fuck?

i think we make a killer team. we have aces in every aspect. if we all buff up and become pros in our own field, we can become a flawless team.

see, we have chingto and zong jun who are getting better (they can, if they do more weights on legs and body to make them bigger) and more practice with keeping;

davin is working his way to changing his position back to centreman, he needs more practice and weights to make him bigger (yes, much much bigger and stronger), and his longshot is just killer, another secret weapon to shock all goalkeepers;

yipyang's swimming and stamina is most imba, and he's working on his turning, (getting better on those sec 1s and 2s) just needs more weights to make him bigger (definitely, he's too skinny now), and more motivation to keep driving and driving and with more awareness of his surrounding (always keeping his head up) he's also putting some creativity (courtesy of gabriel) into his shots, making them unique like basketball "jump shots", he can be the best driver and most effective flank, even a shooting flank;

benjamin, i would still say do more weights, but seeing the broadness of his chest, enough said, his shot is best mid-range, always practising deflecting off the post into the goal, and if he can train long range shot (with more emphasis on the shoulders) he can be another long-range shooter;

mingchong, totally magical inside the 2-3m line (some say it's black magic) he can even score goals when people least expect it, he has the fastest shot (meaning that it surprises even his team mates) he also has the highest energy level of all, driving even when people are like dying at the other half of the pool ( a.k.a. defenders) makes an imba flank also, acceleration very fast, and great to take foul at 5m to shoot, helping davin at the front line. surprisingly, he also can defend, exceptionally good at intercepting the ball (must learn more from him) that means he can also help out at the defending line. the most spontaneous and flexible player on the team.

nicholas, if he actually does more weights and becomes more muscular, he could try out centre position with davin. that would definitely be a plus point for him, because his scoop is exceptional. also, i'm sure everyone would agree that his shot is gay, just that in a match, he cannot use it for dunno what reason. no matter, if he stretches his arm a little higher so get the ball out of the defender's reach, shot harder to block = another long-range weapon.

changpeng and i. i didn't mean to put us together, but we're defenders, right? changpeng is definitely a better defender than i am in terms of skills because he gets the ball away from the forward without a foul more often that i do (my rate is probably 0%) and he can intercept ball well too. have much to learn from him, just that changpeng has to buff up more too, improve in arm strength (because leg strength already very good) so snatching ball will be easier. i myself, definitely, buff up (or else get sunk by centreman) improve leg power, improve reflexes (because i can't intercept balls for nuts, and i need to pass the ball faster) so can jump higher, can push more, also to increase arm strength to push the centreman harder, hopefully to improve my longshot so i won't be useless in attacks.

we've covered every position, because we have skilled players in all of them. if you don't agree we're skilled, then we're gonna train till we get there. we can't just let those ac bastards walk over us like we're trash. we won't stand for this. i for one, will make sure they get thrashed and lose so much face that they can go crying to their girlfriends who are just sluts. make all those ri go back to their school and go take maths competition or chemistry olympiad or something like that instead of coming to play.

i also invite more people come do weights with us. who wants to come, just contact us. get more muscles so that we're all buffed up for next year competition.

if we're not gonna win this, i don't know how we're gonna face people anymore. win this as a team.