haha... for all those who are really confused about the last post, nvm, cause i realized its dumb.
so.. basically, wad actually happened was just that on thursday, we decided to pon 2 periods of assembly cause i mean, assembly is like ULTIMATE BORINGNESS??? dumb dialogues dumb teachers good aircon lol... aiya, so wadever la, then for some reason, we just got screwed because the stooooopided sandratan came and found out and screwed us. and WOW, she make it sound damn bloody serious la, i mean BIG DEAL, we are dismissed at 1130 but we leave abit earlier and zao at 1000 cannot meh? ok la, just punish lor.. but nooooo... she had some bloody smart idea, she decided to call and tell the head of PE wad we did, and try to ban us from the match, ingeniousity by her AS USUAL.. but wadever la.. somehow we were allowed to go to the match and supposed to go back for punishment.. then blablabla... played with outram... lol, first tiem i see a team give up. but hack la.. then when we came back.. WTH she told us that we are in super deep shit... zzz and shes actually trying her best to get us out of deep shit, and i was wondering who was the idiot putting us int deepshit in the first place.. pls la, get some brains la.. she could have just turned a blind eye and maybe pnished us for it la... as if the punishment not good enough liddat... scrub swimming pool tiles for ONE AND A HALF HOUR?! wtf.. cleaniness mistress indeed, next time when i grow up and cant find a job, at least theres something i can fall back on. haha.. but wadever la.. apparently we are getting involved with some big names, but aiya, hack care la.. thinking so much isnt going to change anything, we just have to wait and find out what they can really do to us... i mean.. wad can they do.. ok.. they DID take us away from any awards like outstanding student award.. and so..? not like im goign to get it anyway, if my brother cant.. i seriously dun see how i can lol... and wow.. they take away zhonghan's national team under16 call up? so? no one was intending to go anyway. so i guess we just have to see.. i told my mum about it le la.. as in i told her wad i did and she was like huo gai, u should be punished to scrub... she wasnt that big about it anyway lol.. so i dun see why she should be afterwards cause i told her everything i did le ... so, so much for worrying, im just going to be happy as usual... aiya... and oen more ting, ZHONGHAN, in ur reflection, can u like use some brains, u are NOT the mastermind of anything, dunnid to like take the brunt for anyone, we were all responsible for our own actions so pls pls pls pls... dun need to try to draw more blame on urself. haha.. but again, monday is going to be super intersting.. instant recognition by jefferylim LOL, must remember to wear socks nowadays.. i mean, zzz.. it IS true that i ponned assembly to destress myself wad... and i mean basket ball and playing cards IS a way to destress wad.. and basket ball does not tire the body one la... pls, its like warmups by coach la. aiya.. the school is just overacting la, see jason wong and jeffery lim la... i just say playing cards does not equal to gambling, AND we wer playing bridge and just because he doesnt know how to play dosent mean its gambling. and jason wong is a REASONABLE PERSON.. im going to say i was dman sad because of the wednesday match and i wanted to like take some time off and think about it, which is true... and im really sorry, it was a hasty decision and that we should have informed teachers beforehand. sounds reasonable for a reasonable guy... and if he inisists on some other forms of punishment then so be it lor... i mean i dun intend to get off scotfree either.

and im really really really sorry about how i screwed up against barker and how lousily i played.. its just that they sent the F***ing sec5 jason to take me la.. and hes so freaking big.. i cant cut him AT ALL, he just push and off i go.. im really sorry i cant do anyting to him and im super sorry for that crappy defence that caused us the game.. from now on.. the moment i touch the pool im going to train super hard everytime... i think its because of experinces like this that make us truly reflect and train hard. i love polo. i really do haha... after compeition, studddddy at the same time, im going to spam land training too.. when i make a comeback after exams.. im going to impress all ur stupid seniors... laugh all u want now la.. think u all damn good rite? oyster sean and sadly.. yipkangaroo.. all think u damn good rite? sean cant even score a 1 on zero la... pls la, u look like a sec2 mingchong la, u think u damn good issit poacher.. glory hunt also cant do it properly.. im lucky to have a senior like u.. gives me easier passage to first team. laugh all u want lor, i seriously hate most of ur batch with the exception of a few... just watch it. but now.. apart from land training, its MUGGING.. must mug until msg 2.5 and below for EOy, then wooohoo.. im going to go every single aboy bboy and cboy trainings in nov and dec... and guess wad? im going to kick all of u out of the team.. haha.. maybe not ian cause hes damn good and damn nice to us... yay.. train hard sec4s, cause out time will come again.. train hard and we will make them payback for their comments. and yea.. i think its about time we earn our OWN gold medal next year, lets not look back at all this shit anymore... lets look forwards, trounce whoever is in 3rd 4th playoff and own everyone back next year. land trainings is gay... hmm twice a week will be good, then maybe i can get zhonghan to lend me those nice leg weights for long term use on the treadmill too. arghhhhh... fuck u jason, u think u damn big can push me out from driving rite sec5 nlevel bastard, i will get back, i will train until i can push u back into ur own goalposts.

and WOW.. friday lesson was fun. and gues wad? thong said i was QUIETER THAN USUAL, OMG haha... well at least that was a good end to my friday classes... and i REALLY DID WORK, MORE SURPRISEs LOL... friday classes owns,, cause theres sec3s to own in canceltheline game haha.. and sec4s too =)

sorry for making the mood sound so doomsday-ish the last time... thinking back, theres nothing we can do except await their judgement haha...

and im really sorry.




sigh.. i lost a dream.
im going to dream it back.