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haha u can guess why im not blogging that much, cauess my dad is in singapore STILL -.-

ok, chinese new year was much fun-ner than i expected.. after new years celebration, went to play 4 to 5 hours of lan with chingto zhonghan dharyl and blablabla, naming out random names that u people dont know wont help much eh? but that day was a shit day for lan cause i freaking lost almost every game sigh.. ok i just suck at it i guess.

hmmm then later that day, went my uncles house and eat steamboat, ok, more like, eat the food we COOK during the steamboat. lol.. i know its very lame. but nothing much to that day either, just stuffed myself full since all the people there have no appetite lol.

Chinese new year day was just visiting up visiting down visiting everywhere, sort of lame, i won 2 bucks from blackjack though ^.^ <-- acting cute. but i could have won more if i dint lose 8 bucks on the last round =(.

guess the only fun day was actually chu er, however u want to pronounce that, i slept like 10 hours (realize that this cny i have been sleeping ALOt) this time, my cousins came my house. omg u wouldnt believe how craazy they were. they played with my brother's fish, roll the gymball that was almost as big as them down the stairs, and they littered on the floor -.- sigh.. and my stupid cousin asked whether he can spit on the bed! wth.. they are like little demons la, oh ya oh ya, i know, GREMLINS!! hah if u know what that is. ok, and i won SEVEN bucks from blackjack omg omg omg omg. bringing my cny earnings of blackjack to a grandtotal of NINE BUCKS!! thats EIGHT cans of redbull and TWENTYCENTS LEFTOVER! wow.

and i realized xiaolin showdown had a THIRD SEASON, im going to freaking catch the show, its damn funnnnny. like not the simpsons funny but another kind of stupid funny that will get u laughing like mad. but simpsons is still damn funny. extract from xiaolin showdown.

the dragon, dojo (i think) was pointing to a map and said:

the Bird of paradise, is located in the land of somewhere, beyond the valley of nowhere and between the forest of neither here nor there.

LOL its just freaking funny and retarded the show. and there are cool characters and retarded characters too lol.

yea and i went pasirris park ytd to jog, cool i actually listened to alvin. and i realized how my father can always boast about jogging for 30minutes in a role.. the way he jog is equivalent to me waling briefly la, no joke, and the fact that he can TALK WHEN HE JOG means that hes not exerting, crazy guy, he made me talk and i almost got stitch. and i hate pasirris park, the only fun about there is the giant spacenet thing which i used to think was freaking difficult. however, upon my evolution (or some might say de-evolution) to a monkey, i could scale it with ease. its just like mankey evolving to primeape, oops bad analogy.


ok, cny is over. i mean its not over, it just started, but cny celebrations are over. back to reality. polo nats are in 38days time, nus open league is in 2 days time with the first match probably going to be the most important match, chinese test in in 2 days time luckily taking away my otherwise mundane ct session. valentines day is in 5 days time and i have no idea how to ask that cute girl from ares out... sigh... im screwed.

but polo is coming. i cant screw up. i wont screw up. i dont ever EVER want to be the person who lets down the team. sigh im freaking scared even when comp is 9 weeks away, i cant imagine what if our first match was RJ, im going to pee in my pants man. i CANNOt afford to screw up cause i will screwing up my seniors' senior year. sigh.. they dont know how much this year's nats mean to me either, and how badly i wanted this and how freaking hard i train to climb to where i am. (i dont fucking bootlick to the top like some) im never relieving this position, the only way i can go is up, we are going to freaking win this year. no one can stop our goodlust.


i cannot cry. i cannot lose.
because those that cry or lose,
are deemed as weak.















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i dont know how i feel about u

but i hope that i can clarfiy that soon

do i have the guts to ask u out?