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yay, yesterday wasnt such a bad day after all, feeling all alive when i play better standard polo then all the crap that i have been playing =) hmmm i would rate yesterdat a 6.5 or 7 for performance =| i dunno whether im supposed to feel happy about it though haha.. and i think our play is seriously improving already yay, screens are like much much more defined, not the random babble of bullshit we used to play, and yay, davins finally scoring something from 7m, and yes, our 6 on 5s are getting alot better i admit, compared to what coach used to teach us sigh... if we had alvin for another year, i think we would have been imba already lol. and oh ya, i think our defence is still quite screwed though cause we assume that out opponents will play exactly as we want them to.. crap la, when we play right fall rush, just freaking wait for them to finish driving before going for the usual thing la... zzz.. and its like there are stil at least half of the people not understanding it lor, lol, ian included. gotta work hard guys, 16 days left, 9 trainings left, thats all we've got. keep up the play and keep up the spirit!

hmm and hols are like FINNNALLY HERE, the plan is... study in the morning, train in the afternoon and play in the night. hmmm but seeing that i have "geog makeup" lessons that actually dont exist in the mornings of tuesday and thursday, the plan may change. but importantly, this 5 trainings are definitely going to be the climax of this season's trainings already, pls pls turn up for everything everyone,its like the last 9 trainings for the j2s already. just countdown to seasons' end. sigh.. then thats where reality begins i guess. the super catching up of work i have to do. sigh, but again, my afternoons will be SICK free, when others are having ccas, my ccas are all but over. but yea, im going to miss polo like mad. but yea, look on the bright side of after competition, im freeee to do so many things, like TRAINING FOR NEXT YEAR's COMPETITION WOOHOO, what a large cycle of training lol.

seeing the seniors getting their A's really kinda awakened me, im going to study harder than ever if i want to stand a freaking chance in even getting 2 As in a levels sigh... harder than ever. keep repeating that to myself.and as expected, if u realize that the countdown on my msn isnt moving, its cause my father is in Singapore and he spams his lame ass casino programmes that uses up to like 100% of the pc usage sigh.. until i cant even be bothered to open msn cause it will take like 5 minutes just to log in and stuff u see.

ooooo and i want to watch spiderwick chronicles during hols. and play pool. and eat icecream. and cycle. sigh... so much relaxation, so little time. PLUS i cant do too taxing stuffs in the mornings cause trainings EVERY afternoon hmmmmm. i should require a doubles bicycle =))) haha ok screw myself, wishful thinking.

yay, 2mrw is huangcheng plus class gathering, like a SUPER rare class gathering that i can actually attend lol, say yay. and huangcheng 2mrw nite, lol, oh ya, get to see whether yuntong actually grew taller over the past few months lol. yes, that means i waste another 2/3 of a day. that leaves me with like 1 day today, 1/3 2mrw and 1/3 on monday before my father goes back to cambodia, YAY, thats 1 and 2/3 days left =) leaving my whole march hols free of him yay yay yay. haha u guys would prob think im some asshole whos damn bad to my father, and duh, i have alot of reasons for doing what im doing and u can trying being me if u want lol.

kk thats about it.










its the end of the dream already.
just the last 16 days.
to make it.
or to f*** it.

first match: we are going to fuck acsi real bad
second match: we are going to fuck acjc real bad
third match: we are going to fuck sajc real real real bad/
fourth match: we are going to check out rjc
final match: we are going to fuck rjc real bad



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i've practiced those words a thousand times,
but your possible rejection comes to my mind.
i shall be satisfied with that smile on your face,
and disappear into the shadows without a trace.

omg, they rhyme.