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ok, we lost.
28min left to end of season. 8th april.

haha i dont know whether i can do it anymore. im not doing what im supposed to, whenever any of the seven is playing, we are told to remember that we are playing for all 15 people of the team. haha, i dont think i can live up to that anymore, im just so, so crap when i go down there, i just cant live up to all that expectation ok? oh, and give me more of that u-can-do-it-just-that-u-dont-want crap. when i came out of the match today, i felt damn freaking sad, yea, i could have just cried there. just let me be sad for these few days ok? i will be ok, and yes, i will be fine for the finals.

theres so much wrong today, basics, and all the crap la, please guys, lets buck up, its our last 8 days, no more dumb countdowns, this is it, eight freaking days, we need to regain our confidence, we can stil win it, i know alot of us dint feel the hunger for winning today, but fuck it, in eight days time, we share the stage, we share the game, we are one. when we are on freaking team together, i believe we can play to our best sigh... training this week is going to be the hardest i ever did.

just whats wrong? i dont know anymore. i dont believe anymore. seeing is believeing, but im not seeing it, i dont see how i can do what im expected to do.

for this last 8 days, i must grow. i will learn to believe.














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screw boom, concentrate on ur own campaign