trhdfgh

argh the feeling is just unimaginably lousy.
of not reaching where you want to be
of not being able to do as much as you know you are needed
of not being able to break your limits like they all do in the movies
of making the best day of our lives the worst day too
of not being able to keep the promise of the top
of finally admitting that you have to place your dreams on others
of letting down those you have promised never to let down again
of crushing dreams that were placed on you

ah it sux to be me