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argh i hate life at it is, seriously screw army, my whole life is like a giant uncertainty, ok scrap that, even without army, it is a giant uncertainty, im always waiting and guessing and hoping that something bad WONT happen, frankly it feels like shit. in my case, nothing is ever confirmed, im always just waiting and hoping and waiting and hoping, ok and regretting stupid stuff like why didnt i study harder lol.