since this whole year had been a whole year of changes, ive decided im going to try to change myself for the better and be the man that i've always wanted to be. once this competition is over, im going to train my ass off for the next one. im only going to make promises i can keep. not using what im blessed with is a true sin itself, im going to be known as mr positivity from now on muahahaha, theres only going to be happy yippy and pissed of while playing polo yippy from now on. ive decided im not some desperate little kid, let it come as it come, im only twenty, i should be out being awesome and doing awesome stuff like hanging out with awesome friends, eating awesome delicacy ( i tend to over use awesome alot cause its damn easy to use as a adjective), playing dota, fulfilling my polo dreams while im young. and this post looks damn messy cause i typed all of them out on my itouch and just copy and pasted it over heh.

and i swear those charity dudes are targetting my kind and innocent face.