yesterday night was another awesome new year's eve with the team haha, this tradition gotta carry on forever and ever man. some things are just too good to be changed. but damn helipad cant really see the fireworks, we managed to catch glimpses of the reflections though hahaha. something we all set out to do in year 2012, lets hope by the end of next year we can be happy that we have achieved everything we set out to do. to quit smoking, to wish that we will always be happy together, to find a job, to do well in school, to do well in school, to do well in school (yea it was repeated 3 times assholes), to find a girlfriend, to find a girlfriend (yea that was repeated twice as well, to get into the u23 team, to learn to swim, to get into med school and shit i forgot about junsongs one hahaha. damn but lets hope 2012 is awesome and on nye 2012 we can come together and realize we have achieved at least one thing we set out to do and did it well. oh wait i remembered junsongs one already, he wants to ord in 2012 when his ord date is in 2013 HAHAHA. that accounts for everybody present that night. i hope you have one thing you set out to do too my dear chau, well, at least one thing. for this team of fucking awesome people, no amount of time spent is considered enough for me. ok scratch that, i just remembered that my last years resolution was to cut down on the effs and the c's. so the night went like helipad, then zhihongs dads place then followed by me and zhihong wasting 2 hours plus on the road hahaha. yes life shouldnt always be about rushing somewhere in a hurry or completing something important or learning something at every bloody moment (contrary to what my dad thinks). im only twenty, hectic life can wait, im sure i will get a shit load of it in the future. thinking back, 3 years ago, i was playing drunk chess, karaoking, drinking and laughing with friends that will never leave me and calling the girl of my dreams at midnight, 3 years on, it was proven that they are indeed friends who will never leave, but dreams can be fleeting.

haha its pretty funny actually, how i have to deliberately make write a message that looks like its a spammed one to a particular person when all these years, i have been trying to do it the other way round, writing a spammable message that has a personal touch to it. when in fact all i really want is to write one message so long and so heartfelt that i can make a rock cry with it. hahaha exaggeration max. i dont look forward to finding new love in 2012, but i do look forward to letting lost love die.

to all those reading this too, happy new year, looking forward to another year of sharing my not so mundane life here. i'll think hard about my resolutions and write it down sometime soon. haha gai jayo! i think thats goodbye in korean