im gonna get addicted to the feeling, the feeling of coming up from the water with only the cheers around you to let you know its a goal. its similar to a lob i guess, the breathtaking moment when the ball travels. at that moment, suddenly the shit lot of training and puke like sensations just seem so worth it., reminds me i dont just love the sport, i love the moment in a match, i love this moment in a competition. speaking of that this is prob my first official competition under the name of singapore, might be u23 but nevertheless its an adult competition not some little kid play. first match was ok, 11-2 over thailand, lets hope it gets better for Malaysia and Indonesia. i was nervous like fuckkk before the thai game, i think i must have lost some weight just sweating through my palms when i visualize over and over, but it all left me when the game started when i realized training with the seniors have probably allowed me to play with the best players in south east asia already and theres nothing to worry about. then bam it felt like a fun game to me already. awesomeeee, lets get a first win for (most of our) in national colours! gotta love the game