looking back, i kinda forgot what its like without having polo in my life, dont think i've ever gone more than two weeks without touching the pool for more than 3 weeks. how would my life have been different? i really wonder sometimes, would i be an athlete in a different field? or would i have been much more academic? or would i have been neither and just waste my life away? but i do think it has changed me so much that i really couldnt imagine a life without polo. i doubt i would be as confident as i am now if i didnt play polo. and i doubt i can control my emotion as well too if i havent trained at nat team.

had alot to type but i got distracted by the billboard top 50 of the week so there