guess i dont really have to talk about the crazy as hell haze because anybody in touch with any forms of media that involves singaporeans will probably know about anything and everything they need to know.

watched one of my first full nba game today and oh boy was it exciting.


argh and the fucking haze is killing the training rhythm! barely touched the water these few days, only once on tuesday and thats most definitely not freaking enough! feeling lethargic nowadays and really becoming a slob. used to save all the energy in the day to expend them all out at night, now im just saving them up for... nothing. ok maybe abit of dota, quite a bit of dota i might add hahaha. gosh how i miss polo. only when its gone do i realize how important it is. how it keeps my sanity and all that excess energy i have in check. and how it keeps my mind busy from the very real problems that actually exist outside the pool. I love to live under the delusion that the biggest problem i have in life is the distance i am from being the best player, but well these days of non training have made me realize.. ah yes there are ARE much bigger problems.

im living everyday as if im wearing one of those stupid masks my mum bought. suffocating. suffocating.