So silly to make wishes but sometimes I really find myself doing that. Really wish some people in the world would just disappear, not die, but cease to exist totally. Then there are those that deserves to die horribly hahahah.

Waking up everyday to know that I am the fucked up situation, the wrong option, the mistake, the alternate reality of her truly happy fulfilling loving long lasting and whatever the fuck life. really fuck this.

And I do remember saying that when karma comes one day I'll be ready for it so who am I to whine and complain now. I just.... Didn't think it would come like this. I thought I'm used to all types of hurt but this is new