So much that's going on now. So much so much. Just a week ago I was hit by the sudden realization that maybe life wasn't just about polo anymore with all the things that's coming into my life. A sudden crazy rush of work load. So much career stuff about the future. A person I see myself in the future with. Like over this long cny training break, for once I found that I was a little too busy mentally to think about training. Hahaha but that was to be short lived cause training then resumed and yes it's the best thing ever hah