after 25.5 years alive, i finally realized that my life revolves around inadequacies. Realized that I am inadequate as a player, inadequate as a coach, inadequate as a teammates, inadequate as a student (duh), inadequate as an employee, inadequate as a boyfriend and also inadequate as a son. I try to overcompensate all these inadequacies by "trying very hard" at things but after 25.5 years, i realized that maybe im just shit at all of it