Really should delete social media. Fucking at 5am thinking of all that subtle hints screaming "hey I'm single people, but imma say it in a subtle manner" just makes me feel like I'm in a hurry to be forgotten. Really, fuck me and fuck this whole thing. Said it myself but still having myself affected by all these shit. fucking sick of tears in a foreign land on a foreign bed. Somewhere down inside, I just feel I don't deserve this, that maybe it's enough to lead to this, it wasn't worth that much to you in the first place. And ffs (for fuck sake) I will NOT stand being confronted for what I post here, just reminds me of those fucking assholes back in jc whining and griping to my mum, side note, look, I still kick your asses even now so fuckyou all