sigh... all over again

sigh... my bloody com restarted when im in the middle of doing this post.. really need a new one soon

Sigh... again.. my brother no longer in Singapore liao... left on the fateful 22ndSpetember nite, haha.. that night was truly memorable, around like 6pm, we went to the tampines mall din tai fung there to eat cause my brother likes the xiaolongbao (small dragon buns) there and since it was his last dinner... then my bro's friend, alec or alex, i think, yea, he joined use for dinner and oh my oh my, his muscle is super nice... ok fine, im not gay, just jealous ok? Then we left for the airpot at 745, reaching at 8... with heavy hearts... dunno why we go so early too, the flight is at 10... the atmosphere was still fairly happy then, some of my brother's friend came to say goodbye, hehe... i think he is a popular guy man... there were like 18 friends and 8 realtives (inlcluding me) there sending him goodbye... then after checking in his 30kg luggage, we went to the seats there where he talk some crap and took pictures with his friends there... until 945 when he decided to go in the gates liao... that was a sudden heart-wrenching moment... as in seriously, u can really feel ur heart feeling sad.. esp the time he start hugging everyone goodbye.. sigh... very very sad man... i always thought that it was going to be a routine day... say goodbye with smiley faces and in 3 years time... howdy bro!.. how wrong i was... it was really a sad moment... my mother was crying but pretending to smile, my father was pretending that he wasnt crying, my grandma was crying without holding back, my aunty was... wasnt paying attention to her... and my brother himself was trying to smile with all his tears... sigh... that was a truly unforgettable moment... i was like letting go of a few tears and the corner of my eyes... sore eyes u see... haha.. lame... fine.. see u in 1095 days time brother... oh weight, 10months before his summberbreak.. so lets hope its bearable till then.

Now bak to more pressing stuff at hand... i tihnk my father is joining into the latest pms list... sigh... it was that nite at the airport then he asked me and my second bro to go walk with him.. but then we were busy talking crap so we said no... then he go on his pms spree... start saying that we wont even want to accompany him to walk then why should he do things for u, e.g fetch us to school... wth... super crazy la... then next morning he start telling me and my second bro that we should not talk so much to each other because its very irritating to him... then we should spend more time doing other thing... then i ask him wad about in the car? what can we do? then he said rest lor... BUT THEN TALKING IS A FORM OF OUR RESTING WAD!!! he is damn retareded, he can go around and say we are very irritating to him but he dunno all the crap that he alywas talk to us, his dumb idealogy is DAMN IRRITATING to us also!!! sigh... nothing much more to say about him...

Then my mum is another one.. she was doing her usual chinese tuiton first and complaining after trick... then it was suppose to start at 200 u see... then nicky was abit late.. so fine, start at 226, then want to guess wad time it ended? 6 oclock... wadehell... she was like 1hour 34 minutes late la... then we dint say anything.. then when we play com and overshot by like 5minutes, she will start to make damn damn lot of noise... sigh.. i guess thats how life is... then my father always said how he hated coach becuse coach always let us off damn late after training and dun care about other ppl's planning, then he nvr see his own wife... go hate her la... i wanted to study physics in the afternon after her dumb tuiton one la... fing hell... damn pissed now la... the the woman did more retarded stuffs today, cause there were this container of papayas in the fridge and it was pretty mashed up la... then we ate abit and left abit, then she ask us to finish, then we said we are full... and then she go on her rampage... say not nice then dun want to eat then she eat lor... then no one listening and she still raving about, ddamn obvious trying to make herself pitiful la... reminds me of my cousin... then i covered my ears and she scolded me.. haha... who gives a dman, im going to dao her in this type of situation... sian... realy hate it man... my crazy parents..

On a positive note, I PASSED MY GRADE FIVE 114 MARKS, after failing the last time... lol, improvement of 27 marks... damn happy, and second positive thing is found another POLO BALL WEEE... that 3 polo balls at home now... haha... shiok, and the medicine ball training really improves my shots man... love to go back to training =DDDDDDD


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this should be my LAST POST





until exam is over