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haha im an ass addict, the moment i slept at 12 plus, i was too lazy to get up till around 10. then i sat on the couch for breakfast, and my ass refuse to get up till like 1 plus, until i have burned the tv of all its fucking shows. power rangers jungle fury yay. click (the movie), spongebob and a multitude of spastic shows haha. then when i sit in front of the com. wtf, i just cant get my ass off to sleep or to dinner or to bathe. argh. addict indeed.

and sigh it seems everyone is growing up, wayyyyy too fast, everyone is different now, like since when i first saw them, yea i still remember what everyone were like then haha. cute little buggers =P but now its all so different, we grew, so much, we changed so much, and worst part, we are walking apart from now on. we will (hopefully not) never walk down the same path as one again, its saddening how lifes gonna change. haha and somehow i think im the person who change least, its like 6 years never passed, i just grew taller and bigger and i think just like before hahaha, yea the kid that never grows up. guess life still goes on, a year ago i was preoccupied with much dumber stuff, like hamsters lol, and now im already thinking about farewell to long time friends. 2 years back i probably wasnt thinking at all haha, i dunno, i want time to turn back to 9 months ago and just stay there forever. i want it to be like those days, near the end but not quite the end yet, where everyone cherishes everything more than anything else. but it aint ever gonna turn back i guess. i watched click today, and the beforethenending part was kinda sad, i dont want to be like him, i dont want to have so many words that i am unable to say before i die. i dont want to regret life.

funny. last new years eves feelings were one hundred percent different from this years. but again, u were a hundred percent different too lol.

fuck this shit. I WANT TO PLAY POLO 2MRW