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argh, why must everyday be so weird. totally unawesome at first then it gradually becomes awesome hahaha. weird eh. yea the morning was another day of emooverwhyimsoslow day. seriousllyyy i doubt its because of the weights, how can weights slow u down sooooooo effing much? and u know that when im typing effing, it usually means my parents are around me when im blogging hahaha. anyway. i was swimming with them at first, woo and apart from hongwei i was managing to swim second all the way. then after like 1k, i just fell apart. my arms were really not there anymore la. fuck it la. as in i wasnt breathless at all, my lungs were perfectly fine but my arms ached till mega mad la, then my biceps triceps whateverceps were all hardened like mad la, haha generally infront of the mirror i would love that sight, but when im swimming its mega ache, i couldnt even pull fast la. then when the rest started catching up i gave up haha. no point swimming if u arent in the first few. thats my motto lol. last time it was no point swimming if u arent the first. but aiya guess i lowered my standards. then i just went to do 600m of self swim to loosen up my muscles. fuckkkk this sux, i wasnt even swimming at a good time la, i was doing 1.16s, then 1.17s, then after that i start hitting 1.20s. ccb. i used to get pissed when i do 1.14s la, I HATE GROWING OLD. argh, like really slow. still chasing a shadow which is my past. this is weeeirrdd =( then did some tread water with yiteng which had horrendous effects on my poor legs. oh well maybe it willl pay off. but what the fuck, how is swimming and treading going to help me in army? i cant shout louder, march louder or run louder lol. army is a fucking waste of time i swear.

then night time was birthday dinner with zhihong woo. mega fun as usual, BUT KNN I WAS LATE BY 5min and i was second earliest. fuckkkkkkk everyone whos late hahaha. as usual we talked a shit lot of rubbish and laughed a shit lot and used a shit lot of vulgarities. not me. I DONT USE THEM. then we went drinking by the riverside after that. haha vodkaaaaa with mixers. cb, i said i dont want to drink lor, but apparently if i dint drink the rest would have been drinking more haha, on days like this, we really miss zhonghan lol. but well i drank damn little for the first bottle, then after the first bottle, nick was abit high, edward was lying down. davin was stripping. chingto was stripping. zhihong was tearing. benjamin was incoherent. then guess what ben said. eh i treat u all second bottle. WOOO THERE GOES. second bottle came. drink. GG. nick was not walking straight, edward drank only a little, zhihong was looking ok but not thinking ok. davin was fucking red. chingto was ok. benjamin was fucked. knn. then it was send them home time woohoo. on the cab, nick puked. CAUSE THE FUCKING DRIVER WAS DRIVING OVER SPEED BUMPS. cheebye guy. then after nick puke, ben decided to emulate, and puked too. and guess who held up the plastic bag. for both of them. nice. same bag somemore. PLUS BEN PUKED ABIT ON MY HAND. FUCKKK. haha it was damn funny. dropped ben off. had to see him home cause his constant "i can walk straight" wasnt backed by actual proof. dropped nick off, had to sit with him first cause he wasnt really alright. then dropped edward at his motherfucking big house. like fucking long driveway lol. then went home. guess. how much. 50 bucks for cab fare wtffff, if i was a girl and carried a camera around i would have took a picture of that HAHA. but it was still an awesome night with awesome ppl heh. but when everyone was drunk, they say the most truthful stuff haha, some quite chummy some more heheheheheheh. but i love u ppl loads. hahaha and im not drunk lol.

haha that reminds me of click, u know adam sandler.

will you love me in the morning.

forever and ever babe.

but obviously we are MOSTLY NOT gays. well theres one though. hmmm not talking about nick btw HAHAHA