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i cant believe im doing this but my last 48 hours were awesomely fucked up. i cant believe how fucked it goes. first, man u had to win liverpool and chelsea had to fucking draw BLACKBURN WTF. then, i lost my twenty dollar note the brown one. wtf, fucking stupid, i was supposed to share cab with pradeep sisong and changpeng from the terminal, then they were outside the terminal, i ran out and wtf they took the cab already zomgggg. so oh well i cabbed myself, then i realized i had no fucking cash on me but that note...... well self explanatory after that. then i FUCKING GOT A SILVER FOR IPPT TODAY WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. 61 situps 19 pullups 9.5 shuttle 240 sbj and i ran a fucking b for 2.4. fucking stitch and fuck the drinking of water before exercises. well thats alot i lost, 2 points (chelsea), a gold for ippt, a twenty dollar note and i lost my mind hah. i dunno, what do i expect when karma makes one biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggg fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkking round after 8months. hmm maybe i dint do enough cip. maybe i dint have a choice in the whole fucking thing from the start. argh fuck it, it just fucks my mind up everyday. and i earned the biggest fucking demotion lol. life is getting so fucked up in so many fucking areas that i dont even fucking know what to do with it anymore. i just wanna fucking play polo, there are no lies in there, there are no complications, just desire to win, hah and the ability to do so. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

karma is one helll of a thing to meddle with. maybe revenge too hah.

and i thought my 777th post was going to be a happy one.