argh everything seems so far away don't they? its always like the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. but just wondering, just wondering, what if one day we managed to reached the end of that rainbow and realized that what they are staring at isn't a pot of gold but just an empty hole at the end. when that happens, would we have wished that we have never taken the journey there and rather be fooled by the illusion of the gold forever? and what happens then, when we look back on our journey and realize that it has changed us so much that its no longer ourselves. i dunno, this is my quarter life crisis i guess, of not knowing who i am or what i want. but i read these lyrics from some song, it says, impossible is not a word, its just a reason for not trying. haha perhaps these lyricists really got it right.

life is boring as ever, i really just wish 5 months will pass.