lol im back in noob mode, its the greatest mistake ever i swear. i remembered the time when i caught two falling leaves during field camp before a levels results release, sweet days heh.

ok back to reality, my last 48 hours were freakkkkkkkkkkkkking awesome, although there was a considerable lack of sleep. haha yesterday morning, it was training in the morning and rushing off to lunch with ms lim and willis' batch and my batch for lunch. damn awesome, the lunch really reminded me of why it was so awesome to be young and in school and why part of everybody never wants to grow up. i really loved the old days and the seniors and how we dont have to care about jack shit in the world hehehe.

then i headed over to help chiew with some funny recording thing which i actually spend half the time just laughing like mad.

then after dinner we went to chaus house to play texas and well some of us drank. hahaha fucking sinful night, all the shit we did lolerpops. ok sinful for me, not at all sinful for chingto i guess hahaha. wow wonderful night, then we had supper till like 4 plus and went back and talked shit and all till about. then ben and i talked more shit and slept at like 7plus8 lol. crazy, AND we woke up at 10 to go for polo, ok i woke up at 10 but by the time nick woke up it was 1130. sunday polo was kinda awesome but i still gotta concentrate on my shrugmyshoulder threatening hmmm.

then after lunch, rushed to cine to play pool with s60 classmates, and with 2 hours of sleep only, i think i was fuckkkkkking high today, since polo to lunch to pool to dinner, i was super high dunno why. hahaha dinner was FUCKING EPIC. buffet with the class, ok and i was still high so i think i did lots of stupid things zzzzz lol. anyway i stuffed myself to 50 xiao long baos!!! now i hate the taste of that fucking thing already sigh. gawwwwwd i love my class, my best jc class ever! ok my only jc class ever hahaha. seriously my jc class is a totally different type of friend from the one i normally hang out with and its cool cause i understand them in a different way, plus its nice to see how all of us have changed over these two years. sigh awesome 48 hours, now i need to crassssssssssssh.

haha but thinking about the long talk i had with ben that day. i dunno man, i realized all these time i thought that im finally happy, im actually still a troubled kid after all, using my hyperactiveness to mask over everything sigh. i dont know if i can ever carry out what i was talking to ben about