i should be happy shouldnt i? ive got a uni, ive got a slack army job, im going to get a school job, im going to ord.. i should be shouldnt i? im almost twenty yay.

ok im not, im prettty far off. my polo is WAY fucked up and i have no idea why. im not stupid (i think) but im making fucking stupid mistakes. im messed up.

and when im sad, im damn good at guailanning people, sorry davin HAHAHA.

for my twentieth birthday, im going to learn to let go and let destiny bring us along our own paths