the world is spinning, i always had a focal point in my life where the rest of my life revolves around but lately, i realize that its always changing and always fading man. school, studies, army, polo, lost love or even friends, it keeps changing, its as if theres nothing constant. its like drifting aimlessly away, not even polo is pulling me back omg. i need to seize control of this sad existence i call life seriously, i want to be alone in a quiet black room and hear myself think.

i've finally learnt that to love is to let go. 2 years on and it seems a fitting way to finally close this chapter of my life. nothing matters as long as i know i once loved and was once loved