i just try, try to make as many people around me happy as possible. i realize i just have this something that cannot stand people around me being upset, stranger or not. haha that is of course, unless its someone i dont like, then its another story totally.

sigh schools been no joke man, its stressful but not that bad im still coping. met many awesome people in smu. i realized i really dont regret not going nus, even though i was trying to hard to dsa into that school and all. apart from well having a cool hall life, i realize smu is really convenient, location wise, small school size wise ( i dont have to take a fucking shuttle service just to get to lessons) and maybe just to eat at various places. Friends i met here are awesome, although i guess with my personality, i would probably have made great friends in nus too, but hey i live in the present and i like what its like now =)