what is it like when you lose sight of which side (yea i know right it kinda rhymes)of you. when you mix up your different persona. what do you do then? i know polo keeps me grounded to my most basic aims in life, a constant striving for excellence but everything else changes so fast. it could be any of the secondary traits i used to know about myself (ah the usage of psychology there). food preferences, colour preferences, interest in the arts etc. everything changes so fast, sometimes i dont really know how people keep track of who they really are and what they really want be it material or immaterial. just recently got down to some random thinking and got to these random musings cause im wayyyy fucking bored these days without polo (but dont worry polos back) and i figured people dont want to just come here and read about my polo life and thoughts everyday heh.

but NOW that we are done with that, polo in hwachong today was not bad, i guess the smu team really has some potential but fitness is definitely a problem at the moment. god i dont remember the pool being THAT big, felt like some fucking marathon today. but great to be back i guess.

sometimes i wonder if paths are destined to cross, will they do so more than once, or are they destined for two different worlds once they pass.