as an occasional side note, i realize sometimes why im so drawn into polo. apart from simply loving the sport, i realize it might be my means of salvation. to make up for every other part of this life ive screwed up, i try to be my best at one part of it. to remind myself of a purpose that i wake up for everyday and that i am not a complete fuck up. love, salvation, and maybe even distraction. to draw my thoughts from every other shitty parts of my life. it might be just a sport to some, but its a way of life for others