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yay, one more day to end of school. survival survival. haha and today was damn fun cause th geog lecturer dint come and i had 2 hour break. bliss. and i have also decided to chance my subject combi, now the gcme's C is replaced by chess, not chemistry cause i spent liek damn lot of time playing chess today lol. somehow i play lots of chess in school nowadays. gasp. intellectual influence from chingto. argh. econs is one sick sick sick sick sick sick subject. i hate econsssssssss. its freaking difficult and i freaking hell failed the stupid lecture test again. tmd.. and maths is another sore ass subject cause ever since integration, i havent really been understanding much. damn. i was ok with the rest up till then though. haha but i guess chem and geog is quite ok la although i havent really been doing fantastically well in those 2 subjects... well, here comes holidays. sigh... "holidays" they call it. well, SSR briefing dint exactly give us a wonderful view of the "holidays" cause it was a promise for hell. 8 to 5 monday to friday. one hour break. what. the. hell. what happen to my double helping of lunches? nooooooo dont do this to me school. haha well, i realized that there were actually quite alot of people in SSR. j2s included. supervised self study. what a dumb name. its ironical in the very first place. supervised self studying. means its no longer self studying right? retarded. might just as well change to SLH study like hell.

yay i went basketball finals today! haha well i was late for the girls match cause i had GP. but the last part was like freaking interesting alr. haha from losing to winning. sigh. only if we could have done the same. but the guys match was damn nice, but not exactly thrilling la since the lead was like so freaking big lol. haha but lo and behold basketball got a hell hell hell lot of supporters la, damn. we should have waterpolo matches in a bigger place too sigh.

gahaha watching basketball was like damn interesting. cause it just makes me damn jealous when teams can go up and claim the title of being the best. guess i can never really get over being second best. grrr.. best best best. theres so much behind that freaking four letter word. i dont want to be just some swimming machine. i want to do my part, i wnat to be the best flank and best driver next year. haha its just polo all the way, oh ya, gotta clear blocks first. i dont want regrets from polo anymore. once was enough. and shit all my blogs generally tend to lean towards this subject somehow or the other hahaha. i swear im going to be super serious during real trainings from now on, funny things are reserved for less serious matches. but all training must be treated with the i-must-do-the-exercise-to-my-limit attitude. woohoo and im going to whip everyone into swimming faster so i get a partner flank/drive. hint to changpeng: ur going to die from drowning after the blocks =))