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grrr i feel damn sick today man. sleeping at one o clock finishing the THERMODYNAMICS tutorial... its either im sick.. OR the weather is damn bloody bloody hot today. cause i was sweating like hell today. and my mum is bugging me to revise my stupid oral exam now. damn irritating la, stupid oral. stupid chinese. waste time like mad la, makes me go home at FOUR THIRTY every thursday?! wheres god man. does he exist, how can he let something so evil continue its existence on earth. its like borrrrrring and crap its damn hard to study.

urgh and i feel damn useless today. the pool is like ten times more chlorine? and my eyes were hurting like hell even before passing. and my passes were just crap. and shooting was crap too. haha and game was worse, the coach guy said that i HAVE NO STAMINA. and he prob thinks im some noob. grrr. ok i was relaly quite noob today. but im going to make him eat his words! haha im going to be the bestestestestest. thats like my only aim, im going to train so hard. whatever i dont have in size, i will make it up back in anything and everything.

on a lighter note... I GAINED TWO KGS!! omg after so many extra meals i succeeeded, now i can reach 65kg at the end of the year!!! =))))) haha secret recipe. eat anything during breakfast. recess: nasilemak plus added rice (its free plus coconut milk makes u fat), plus a bowl of anything else. dinner, anything.

haha im FATTTTTTTT. but not as fat as someONE i know. eh?
hahaha wait i know lots of fat ppl sigh. why can fat diffuse?




no one touches heaven in one step.
they climb
they bleed
they fight
they sweat
to reach there.
to me
reaching there is to be the best.