wow my dad damn jian, he had the whole day spending time at home doing nothing ( i assume ) BUT he had to wait for me to reach home at 545 pm and just when i sat down at the com, he'll get up and go iron clothes and give me the "hey even i am doing housework when the maid is gone, dont you think you should help too?" speech. what a cheap trick!!!!!!!

argh i miss polo. sometimes i really wanna kick myself for all the stupid stuff i do. but too bad kick yourself isnt possible unless you do a buttkick which dosent hurt which defeats the purpose of kicking yourself. sorry i digress. i wanna go back to training but i wanna wait for sea games to be over too. sigh contradictory much.


i've been doing some thinking. i guess love isnt the same thing as wanting something you cannot get. not everyone can get the right love and the right time. its either the right love at the wrong time or the other way round. OR you could just be like homersimpson and marge hahaha i dont know how to describe that either. ok im not emoing, im just thinking. i realized i've long got over emoing, im pretty happy nowadays, plus i think my life is pretty awesome with FORTY THREE DAYS TO ORD OMG IM SO HAPPY heh. lifes too short to be sad.