greedy person indeed. i long to be so much as a player. i want the limelight, the highlight reel, and lounge in how victory feels.(bet u didnt notice the short little rhyming there hehehe). i want to be the main event, the reason that people cheer, the player that everybody watching wants to see holding the ball and so much more. im really greedy but i'll work doubly hard or triply hard if i have to. but maybe i should start by not over doing it i guess, its great to be confident but its just a thin line between that and over confidence. this is just gonna be a random mish mash of words and thoughts cause im too lazy for paragraphs and maybe even some punctations. but hopefully not spelling, cant blame it on autocorrect if im using my com haha. so much random things to babble on about. how polo is just so exciting cause theres never a sure way. just when you discover a new "sure score method" it doesnt work almost immediately, theres never ending changes. how the water wakes me up from any type of slumber or lethargy. how studying is a real fucking bitch. i hate studying, but i really enjoy uni cause im actually enjoying some of the lessons nowadays. how for the first time i think, i havent slept more than five hours a day for this week so far. remembered what i said about myself last time: that karma is always a step behind my evil ass, shouldnt be too surprised when it comes.