hmmm really quite a mixed day today, bad at first then it got significantly better.

it actually started out ok, went for smu training. really glad the lads SEEM to be committed, dunno about the long term but fuck that, im happy with what i can get already. taught them some shooting technique, really hope that it will stick and that i can move along to some tactics too. i know zhi told me its really hard to change things in smu but somehow i just feel that i just might be able to no matter how bad they seem at times. Call me optimistic, i dont care, i just try my best.

then the day got fucked up. took a short cab ride (still eight bucks though) to training from queenstown and was late for the league game by around 10 min. Well i told them i was going to be late in advance cause we counted like 7 players who were supposedly able to start the game on time. and it turned out.... they were not on time, for whatever reasons.. and we got walked over. ARE U EFF KIDDING ME....... yea it turned out that way. damn horrible, guess the coach just wanted to teach us a lesson. walked over by some small kid team and ended up just playing friendly with them. wasnt very proud of myself for being really rough to the kids after that though, stupid and mean thing to do but oh well i really needed destress.

then met the guys (and one gf) tonight. oh man, missed hanging out with them. had an awesome (non alcoholic) time with them playing risk, yes PLAYING RISK. had a crazily fun (albeit short-lived) time attacking everybody and anybody, especially mich cause i told her i'll attack her every time ben attacks me. Alas, my genghiskhan tale was not meant to be, i got wiped and surrounded in some small fuck country. AND THEY LEFT ME THERE WITHOUT KILLING ME. with mean phrases like, euthanasia is not allowed here. ha yang, stuck in your cage. go back to your cave. haha lets leave him alive cause hes very funny. ARGH what a terrible end to my conquest. i swear vengeance!