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sigh.. just saw mingchongs blog. haha, makes me kinda miss the time when it was the nine of us in secondary school. yup, im going to miss those days, but life passes on i guess, we cant look back, we just look forward and remember that we are going to be the freaking best in whatever we do. i could still remember the sec school days when we will just camp on the slope after lessons to wait for jiaolian to set goalposts, oops, or rather, for jiao lian to order us to set goalposts, also remember the times when we scrub the f***ing tiles due to us uttering the TRUTH about our teammates. sigh.. those days are so far away i guess. cause they are quickly added on by memories of our latest ventures this year. haha but once a teammate, always a teammate. those are memories which wont fade with time and maybe bonds that wont weaken with age. eh wth why am i talking like its the end of the world shit. gahh, i just realized that its our last year ever playing nationals together next year already, well, i might retain and play with the other batch, but no, its our last year playing TOGETHER already.. sigh... theres jst not enough time la, its almost 6 years already lol.. but i wont regret joining polo ever, WATERpolo sorry, not the horseriding one, haha dont care if it was 4th 3rd or whatever shit we got, well, i WILL regret that i played like shit all these years though, whole day play like shit when it matters sigh.. what an ass. oops, scolding myself now. and i will regret not training hard on all the days that i slack off. i regret not shooting properly during practice, not swimming my best on every set, not passing properly during practice etc. sigh.. freaking hell mingchong, make me talk about such emo stuffs.

and i walked into wall ytd! literally. like wth. i off the light to the hall. then i wanted to go down for a drink. then i was just walking down the corridor, then i thought the wall ended, an i just freaking turned into the wall. WTF. it was damn pain and there was a f***ing cut on the leftside of my eye, omg i could have been blind la. bloooooody hell and it freaking hurts. hmmm i've learnt my lesson now, i shall walk with a helmet next time! its too troublesome to try to on the lights again lol. ok, talking crap AGAIN.

and IM NOT STUDYING ENOUGH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.