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siiiigghh... i think i totally sucked today, for the whole of todays training, the only i did was just improve my grapple hold on the "worst senior award" ... wtf man. the whole training nvr break a freaking personal best also, just fucked around. THEN came polo... omgggggg... i totally sucked like some motherfucker noob la... sory about the language but thats just how freakign sad i feel for myself. uselessssss. i missed everything? penalty also miss.. wtcb, ok, i dun want to elaborate on that new acronym... but aiya, really la.. i was nothing, i pale in comparison to my "counterpart" benjamin on the other team... i dunno wads wrong with me either.. fucccccckkkkkkkkk, and i still want to play wad u16, i should just stay at home and be contented that i got a good form of exercise la...grr.. maybe i should just stop trying all the nonsense i learned on youtube... cause the more i concentrate on doing it, thats the only thing i will do.. gotta make it more like a type of.. instinct? dunno if its the right word.. ok, thats all for polo i guess, gotta find my freaking form, where is it... searching high searching low... guess its actually in me, just that i cant tap down deep enough to find it.. ssigh.. wadever. 2mrws a new day, fridays a new training, and everyday is a new start, and every training is a new determination. gogo.. 17days more to get-ass-kick or kick-ass.
lol, no tuition week feels so weird, feels as if im damn free and i kinda miss tuition lol, cause i got freaking lot of questions to ask my teacher! haiz... and its almost countdown to the lasst few months i spend with u guys (and gals), yea, and counting down to the day i can never see u again =( haha.. i care? gotta empty my mind during polo, cause i gotta remember the pirority thing and sorry, u arent the top.
harry potter and the faggot hairstyle...
now its lychee instead.
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