urty

oh, and thanks guy, but i will be ok.

iuyrr

ok, we lost.
28min left to end of season. 8th april.

haha i dont know whether i can do it anymore. im not doing what im supposed to, whenever any of the seven is playing, we are told to remember that we are playing for all 15 people of the team. haha, i dont think i can live up to that anymore, im just so, so crap when i go down there, i just cant live up to all that expectation ok? oh, and give me more of that u-can-do-it-just-that-u-dont-want crap. when i came out of the match today, i felt damn freaking sad, yea, i could have just cried there. just let me be sad for these few days ok? i will be ok, and yes, i will be fine for the finals.

theres so much wrong today, basics, and all the crap la, please guys, lets buck up, its our last 8 days, no more dumb countdowns, this is it, eight freaking days, we need to regain our confidence, we can stil win it, i know alot of us dint feel the hunger for winning today, but fuck it, in eight days time, we share the stage, we share the game, we are one. when we are on freaking team together, i believe we can play to our best sigh... training this week is going to be the hardest i ever did.

just whats wrong? i dont know anymore. i dont believe anymore. seeing is believeing, but im not seeing it, i dont see how i can do what im expected to do.

for this last 8 days, i must grow. i will learn to believe.














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screw boom, concentrate on ur own campaign

gfdser

eh, ok, im kinda sorry about whatever i posted about other schools. moment of impulse. so pls guys, chill abit, im sorry k?

gfda

56 min left, after 2mrw, its 28 minutes. sigh... its going to end, its going to end, dunno whether im supposed to be happy or sad.

and omg, econs test 2mrw morning and chem test on wednesday. sigh, and im only halfway through the blue notes of econs... gg, crap, and i dont know whether taxes is even tested or not =| but i DO know that theres HEROES season 2 marathon on channel 18, 730am to 1030pm wth. and i DO know that i can play dota. and i DO know that i need to visualize for 2mrw's match. damn, life is full of hard decisions. i think i haven like already went through 24 hours without visualizing, gotta get down to it later hmm. we cant get complacent, its already the last lap. 2 more games, 1 more opponent. we can do it guyyyyys, lets make this year a year of no-regrets. we have come so far under alvin already, lets finish it off. take it. game end. for coach, for alvin, for ourself, for each other, for all the seniors that helped, for all the teachers that cared, and for every single supporter. roarrrrr gearing up for 2mrw, then from 2mrw, its all the way to the finals!

zzz im getting nervous all over again when i think about it.







8th april

may the best team win.
















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will u be elektra?

uoipui

as from today, my blog shall undergo a serious revamp to edit unreadable stuffs cause of certain reasons =(
so pls bear with it

l;kkl

56 min of game time left… and that will be the end of this season.

I dunno whether to be happy or sad =|

kj

and training was bloody hell tiring, just game, but the animal farm today was exceptional, damn powerful, but, haha kinda happy cause can see ourselves improving. damn, yaoxiang aka THE GUY is goood. i must learn how to mark him dammmmit.


















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daresdevil lol

kjhgj

garr pls dont get angry over my posts: to-whoever-who-reads-this ok? they were just passing comments, and no, i wasnt insulting any individuals. oh, and i kinda apologize for any offence taken then =|


yay one more match down today. now its just mondays then finals.

and maths test was totally expectedly scrwed up today. im sorry to all my academic promises i made myself cause im a procrastinating noob

and we won sajc 27-1, sian 10 times 100m swim coming up. but sianner still, rj won them 32-3. sian, looks like we have have an uphill task to go.



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dont get stagefrights =P

lkj

woo i think im either confident, brave or really stupid. with a looming maths test coming up in nine and half hour, i am blogging, i trained, i slept, and im left with 20 plus pages of chapter 5 to go through. crap. and i have a match 2mrw. sigh.. but we do notice: life goes on. ok maybe not, maybe my life is ending this friday on parents day =|

and orphanage is a really really cool movie. cause its freaking scary, or maybe i suck. but its super scary, and the end leaves u super confused. haha but supppper cool, i was watching till i covered one eye, and better still, my brother was covering both eyes and listening, aND ITS A FREAKING SPANISH MOVIE. so basically, he watched like 2 bucks of his 7.50 show HAHA. and ian was kinda spooked too i bet. then at first, it was totally lammme, not scary, but after that, it was IMBA IMBA scary. the music was damn good. and damn cineleisure, they have freaking jammers so i cant sms in the movie. smartasses...

SAJC 2mrw, then rjc, then to the finals.

OH AND I REMEMBERD something damn funny from ytd, like 2 hours before our acjc match, the councillors sms sean and ask him what cheers we would like to hear during the match lol. like dedicating songs on radio.













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yipyang dont

bxvc

haha i feel so high today. but just thinking of finals leaves me damn sianed.


matths test on thursday
bye bye yip, ur DEAD.

,hjfff

haha, SECOND BLOOD, another day another win. we won acjc ARRRGGGH (a primal cry of happiness). god u have nooooo idea how bloody nervous it was today, i woke up like twice in the night, thinking of the match. i have dreams of passing/shooting that will jerk me awake as i flick my wrist. grrr... and during lessons i was just freaking not paying attention, just staring a hole through my paper and doing nothing sigh. then during lunch time and bus ride i was just a super nervous wreck la. haha but the match was a totall different story.

overall i guess it was a good match la. woohoo, we were in the lead all the way, and finally owned them 12-6, haha ian/wenyuan got nicky perma sacked in like ONE quarter wth, imba, but must admit, nicky's left hand shots are seriously quite irritating la. and then after ian's first goal, he just BANKAI and went on to score 7 goals wtf, more than half of what the team scored ALTOGETHER LA. bloody hell lets see whetther rj still want to play one on one with him lol. but yea, today was ian's day, he just owned and owned, and even earned himself a group of groupies HAHA, ok, fine they were just his classmates. but he was just ownage today la. omg, im super inspired, im going to tear down defences just like ian when im j2, or even better, in the finals this year. hah bah wtf, i scored ONE measely goal today, and i love coach lor, first time he see me come tell me i played like shit -.- zzz actually i think today wasnt that bad haha and i realized that it was quite easy to tune out supporters, just focus and poof they SERIOUSLY just dissappear lol

haha sweeeeeeeeet revenge for acjc, for ur stupid 1-0 wins and ur stupid 6-5 wins.

and i cant believe it, this feeling. haha, we actually made it to the finals, i waited 4 long long long long years for this. and we im going to make the best of this wait. bring on rj, bring on sa. bring them all on.








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nervecalming, focusinducing, diabetesgrowing, mouthaching but still really nice BUBBLEGUM =)))

ncbvn

FIRSTBLOOD! haha... win acsi, 15-4 2mrw is acjc. ahhh so fucking scared. theres so much that we can improve today, or rather I can improve on today. 15-4, dammmit la could have been 20-2 or something. and lame, 6 goals is notthing, it could have been 7 or 8 if i wasnt such a fishmonger la (selfish get it?). sigh. acjc. acjc. acjc. everyone says we can win, we should win, we must win. all the more its so bloody hard. so bloody pressurising. sigh.. and then theres SUPPORTERS 2MRW WTF. like theres not enough problems without them. sigh.





I SHALL NOT BE SELFISH
I SHALL SCORE
I SHALL WIN
I SHALL NOT POINT MIDDLE FINGER AT MY OPPONENTS
I SHALL NOT ATTITUDE REFREES

pertqrt

holy shit.. this is freaking irritating, i cant blog properly cause my father is bloody stupid. leaving 3 of his dumb as programs on, PLUS his internet explorer PLUs norton antivirus scan. zzz, and typing like more than 5 letter at one time will cause my firefox to bloody not respond. zzz so im typing on notepad now and i have to copy and paste it on to blogger.

and oh ya, spongebob squarepants is BLOOOOOODY FUNY, i cant stand it, its just freaking freaking retarded to the core. and i cant stand it already lol.

ok back to the main thing, competition is in... ONE DAYS TIME!!!!!!! just one freaking day left. ahaha im freaking excited u know, its like, on land i will be nervous and all, but once in the water, everything washes off, i will feel like i dunno, wonderful? haha. but the feeling of being in control of your fate, being in control of your game is imba nice. haha sad for ppl who dunno what it feels like. love that feeling, prob one of the reasons why i love polo so much. and i guess francis i right, 2mw onwards, no one shall go into the pool with the "as long as we do our best, its all that matters" attitude, cause someday in the straits times, it wont be written as "hwachong gave a valient fight to the eventual winners" it will just be " beat hwachong" thats it. haha im going in there to win every single match, history is about winners, not about could-have-been-winners. lets bloody go in and fuck some acsi ass 2mrw, then on tuesday, we are going to demolish acjc, then we can rest rest rest till finals, then bring on rj.

haha actually its all nervous, scared, excited and all that crap piled on together to form this giant mixed emotion, 2mrw, acsi shall be the first school to feel it. gahahaha, its WAR! after 50 plus days of countdown, its finally finally here.

sian, plus theres tests on tuesday AND friday. this sux.




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its the beginning of the end.

ggg

2 days.
if im say im not afraid. im lying.
give me strength to finish the next 2 matches.





no doubt my father stifles my blogging abilities sigh. till next week.

ggg

2 days.
if im say im not afraid. im lying.
give me strength to finish the next 2 matches.

lkjd

4 days to the beginning.
19 days to the end.
then 369 days to the beginning again.
and 384 days to the end again.
but then that will finally be the very end.

sigh.. polo comps are drawwwing soooo near. i have no idea what to say anymore. i realize i no longer can afford to make smart cracks during matches. its just chiong rest chiong rest. no rubbish. sigh lifes becoming horrible. pls let it come. i cant stand this nervous wait anymore, just bring it on, i dont believe in immortal opponents, even diyan said that zhizhi isnt imba, he can only defend and he even said that he dont think zhizhi can take ian. ithink thats a good thing i guess. its coming its coming, i just cant stand the 4 days wait. and face it man, no matter how scared we are, the opponents are definitly scared to, to a certain extent i guess, so no point just melting down and dying and crying and whining or whatever the fuck these seniors are so prone to do. pfft, breaking down in the finals is hardly a moment of heroicness lol. buck up! and i finally bloody found out whats wrong with the 6on5 we keep playing. the 4 outside man, namely, left flank, usually me or chiazh, right flank, ben or kang, ian, davin, zhihong or wenzhe or nicholas on the outside. when we ge the ball ,we are supposed to press in and go close enough to force the defender to come to u, not pass it around like its some hot potato. sigh.. gotta tell them 2mrw, cause i believe that seriously makes the pop-ups alot more useful. gotta remember to tell 2mrw! and f*** i havent been able to get down to alot of visualising these 2 days, mind freaking full of lots of other stuffs. like CHEM TEST NEXT TUESDAY, MATHS TEST NEXT FRIDAY, AND WORSE STILL, PAREEEENTS DAY NEXT FRIDAY holy shit. well, on the bright side, since maths test is on the same day, my teacher wont be able to mark the papers in time to show my parents =) ok, well, these type of stuffs that keeps my mind busy, and well, maybe other stuffs too that i shant say. and im really really sorry i dint keep my promise to myself =((((

so busy nowadays. random facts now.

the team shirt this year is bloody cool, its like team singapore shirt, since we wear it, we better f***ing not lose.

god, teachers cant sympathize with me, i have comps on monday tuesday thursday and u f***ing want to give me tests. thanks assholes.

i BOUGHT MY GC and i decide i shall learn how to use it soon =)))) thats a definite step towards education.

i saw nigel diyan diyang and yiming at lanshop and i joined them and we got owned by pubbers. shit.

ok, enough random facts. today was CIP DAY, or rather, come to school to play cards till 9 oclock day. haha.. ok we went to some lame old folks home to paint some containers and i must admit my class was really interesting. theres minjun drawing abstract art on the corner of the container, there was juncheng busy trying to be hardworking, eunice trying to pretend to be a girl, xueting insulting me by calling me lazy, guodan running all over the place with paints, liuhao collecting his stupid award, songyi and vinette taking old ladies out for a spin in their wheel chair, lixian showing off his height -.- kwanki pretending to be a boy =) haha, and alot of other retarded stuffs. and of course, when everyone is painting, yipyang was busy getting painted, i had paint every where, samuel chin gave me a smiley on my head wth, not my hair since its gone, MY SCALP SHIT. and dots on my forehead from touchy chiewlin. and random spots of paint everywhere from various accidents and the vengeance of hinyang. sigh... touchy boy, i gave him two stripes only =((( and i used turpentine on my legs my hands my head, my hair wtf, what if it stops growing. im screwed.

garr and i cant believe how dumb my dad is, he leaves FIVE of his casino programs open and running and he wonders why the com lags






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bring it on dammit.

vczxcc

haha im really liking 08S60, i know i sound like an asshole cause this is like my third month here =) but yup, better late than never.

gfdds

6 days. its almost here.
6 days from the competition, we learn trust, to trust ur teammate completely. and to trust that every single one of this 15 wants to freaking win this competition.

haha training was significantly better today, if yesterday the team was at a 40%, i guess today is up to a 65%, but yea, although we could grab a few goals and defend a few attacks and make good use of our tactics, i think there is just like soooo much more to improve on, if today is a 65, just imagine 75%, 85%, 95%, 100%, omg, but thats what we need to win rj and acjc.
haha nothing much to describe about training la, just that swimming was quite ok, and omigosh, wenzhe and sean were exceeding fast today, irritating, keep forcing me to up my speed -.- ok, nothing much, just keep it up 5% at a time. 2mrw 70%, saturday 75%, monday acsi match, 80%, acjc match 85%, sajc match 90%, rj, 95%, finals, 101% i dont fucking care, if we get into the finals, im just going to swim and swim and swim and play and play and play, my life's grandest stage (to date). sigh. pls pls pls, let us get there.
haha amd keptian willis samuel max shenghao and francis are still quite sick lol. i think max and kep are seriously not deproving at all, must be army makes u lousy thats why.



the pressure is piling on.
this is starting to feel like hell.
but back in the pool, we are our own god.
lets just bloody hell make it count.
pls.
pls.








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hgfd

urgh, forgot to add, STOP LAUGHING AT MY HAIR AND STOP TOUCHING MY HAIR WITHOUT INFORMING ME BEFORE HAND

fdddd

its just 7 days.
training was omg. tension run high, temper run high, morale run low. sigh.. its the ultimatum already. from here on, things can only, i repeat, CAN ONLY get better from here. its just like total shit today la, its like the bottomest pit today. our plays today were like total shit la, the defence were like motherfucked la, its like girls playing waterpolo la. and im really sorry for the vulgarities today, i really really need to let them out. ok as i was saying, the attack was just like WTF i dont know la, and i fucking dont want to name names cause i know its like too late to blame anyone. but fuck la, fucking cover when u miss a shot or get a counterfoul leh, u think flankers like me got nothing better to do than to everyday see OH COUNTER, CHIIIONG AH. fuck it la, swim one million fucking times and some idiots will just do the same fucking thing again and make u swim one million and one times la. its damn shit la, then my brother keep telling me to sometimes screen for others, ok, i admit la, i was at fault today, but wth, say la, give me some signs la, u think im a fucking telepath? holy, and i dunno whats wrong with me anymore la, like i get bloody easily intimidated by keptian and max blocks la, urrrgh and i freaking cant shoot from outside today, i have no fuck idea why either la. everyone have their mistakes. live with it.

its 5 years, and 6 years for j2s, 5 years of slogging ur ass over and over again the the pool, esp these 3 months, hell plus hell plus hell to the power of hell. its just crazy la, we even give up our hair, and i think mslim quite inspirational lol. now that all of u cut ur hair, u are no longer individuals, there is only a team. quoting her. but that is like how bloody true. im not going to stand there and fucking lose, as long as i play, i fucking play to win? its just bloody lame la, everyone pointing fingers at everyone and anyone, like, what i feel is like they are all pointing fingers so that they can lessen their own burden. seeing it is fucking irritating, believe me, i feel damn pissed when what they say is fucking just accusive (if theres such a word) and bloody hell not constructive at all. holy shit, ive been using damn lot of f words today. dont worry, more to come. aiya, and when i said all the things i said today, there was a hell lot more that i wanted to say but decided that in this atmosphere theres no point, but whatever i said today, i fucking meant it as a point-to-improve-on rather than fuck-you-why-did-u-do-such-a-thing. haha in fact, i trust almost every single one of the team, ALMOST everyone, if anyone is going to shoot, be it ian of chenfeng, im ready to cover ur fucking ass as u shoot, as long as i know ur trying to score. haha seriously, i trust this team alot, in aboys the relationship gets alot deeper among teams, i dare to trust all of them, ALMOST all of them with my life. sigh.. if only all of u dare to trust each other as much. and i think wenzhe is right, alot of us come to training thinking, i want to survive training, i want to avoid getting scolded by alvin so i cant play first team. the end. but what the fuck? thats why everyone play in some fucking rigid formation, jsut fucking see all those people that stick to whatever alvin just said, its damn obvious to see one la... aiya, of course la, if u break the play u miss u get scolded la, but u break the play 100 times and miss 100 times in training and u score 5 times in the comp, u think alvin is going to remember u missed 100 times? zzz we cant go on like this la, im going training to try my best to make a difference where i play. if i cant score, im going to create, if i cant do both, im going to try harder. aiya fuck it la im just going to try my best la, i just hope we can pull it off this year.

replay my mistakes 100 times a day sigh.
and now when im bored, i can instantly conjure images of cross shots SERIOUS. haha im seriously going crazy over this competition.
im losing everything for this tournament already, i cant lose anymore, 7 days. keep the numbers in mind. 7 days. 3 more trainings. pls guys, a 100% dosent mean, anything but ur best.


i cant wait for this to be over.
i dont want this to be over either.
such confusion from polo sigh.






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adsf

whoa, really starting to feel the heat of the competition coming... just shaving our hair reminds us of how badly we want to win this and claim whats ours. urgh, sacrificing our countless minutes spent in front of the mirror (since we do not even want to see the mirror now). i realize theres nothing i will not sacrifice to win this competition anymore, grrr, whats 3 months of studies compared to 5 years of hardwork, and if u count 5 years for 6 j1s and 6 years for 9 j2s, that... 84 years of hard work, omg, longer than one may even live. its nothing but polo from now on, and to show that i mean it, im going to stop posting those little post-its and the end of my blog that kwanki soooooo loves to comment on. thats it, nothing but polo, not even her. haha... i mean it, im going to like replay scenes after scenes after scenes in my head everyday as long as im free, i think i must have done like 100 replays of cross shots since friday, SERIOUSLY. polo fever. polo crazy. after cross shots, its going to be individual drives and then maybe 5m take foul shots. woohoo, but i can always repeat more if i feel like. for the past few weeks, i almost thought i lost that feeling, that drive to win, haha.. found it back today after shaving, inspirational shave man. i can feel it flowing back into my veins, phew lucky its not gone, now, no more mental barriers, its just pure training. cmon, bring on the most gruelling trainings ever. we will take it, survive it, then own the fuck out of them. haha, yea, although i know not everyone in the team feels the same but im glad i can seriously see it in alot of the team, the drive to win. lets end this season on the high, wait, correction, lets end this season on the highest. the highest of the podium that is.

hmm todays match was ok, guess replaying cross shots over and over in ur head is really working, my cross shots were better today, yay, alvins going to give us scenario trainings next week. and fuck la, theres still some people who fucking shoot like some sec2 la, grr.. not nice to comment la since im his JUNIOR (hint hint).

kk thats about it.

oh, and im fucked, i had macs for breakfast AND lunch and alvin keep keep keep emphasising eat the right food and take care of ur body oops.

and a great observation from zhonghan, on thursday night, the air was 21.8 degrees celsius cold (from the ST), and WHAT THE HELL WE WERE SWIMMING. it must have been like 14 degrees inside the pool la ccb.








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WAR WAR WAR

girls and polo dont mix
until this ends

mnbf

haha im feeling alot better now, today morning i just had a crap feeling day. grr. dunno how to describe but yea, u know those days that u wake up and not knowing what to do or what to think of. haha. well its over now.

hmm went OG outing with the rest today afternoon. haha... theo is an ASSHOLE, she said 2.30pm and she herself arrived at 3plus, and i arived at 250 thinking that i was late -.- shit. then when i reached there was only like me david kuoxing and chiewlin there, so we went to play cards in some godforsaken corner of harbourfront mrt hahaha. freaking lame though. and there are noobs out there who still dont know how to play bridge sigh... then the rest arrived at worse timings like 4 plus and so on and so forth. then there was only like TEN people left of the og, hmmm theo jolene mell chiewlin aran david jacky kuoxing and me. sigh... from 27 to 10, this is worse than sars man. haha... im talking lame now. ok then theo is like ultimate ultimate ultimate ultimate crazy. cause there were these people with those giant soft toy heads then walking around giving out advertisments. then they dared me to tap his shoulder and run away. so i went to tap his shoulder and sneaked off. and that guy dint find me. then we were all joking and discussing about hitting that guy from the back since his head was so big. then what the fuck, theo just freaking went there and hit the guy damn hard from the back! then we were all like WHAT THE FUCK and started running away. its freaking crazy. then of course theo ran also la. but it was blooooooooody funny. then we went carls junior for food, omg carls junior blooooody owns macdonalds, i sweaaaar, and its just like one buck or 2 buck more ex with FREE FLOW drinks whattheeff. why cant my sch be near a carls junior and why must it be near a stupid macs sigh. blame god. blame tan kah kee. blame lee kong chian. then we went to the rooftop or rather, the sky garden to sit. its sick la, the view is damn nice, can see like sentosa? bloooody hell and see the half built IR lol. then we sat down to eat and tried to teach jolene how to play cards, gosh her focus time length is IMBA short, so in the end we learnt neither daidi nor bridge sigh... how can someone who dont know how to paly either game survive in hwachong... lol then we played murderer, and it was damn retarded cause it was more like cheating. and i displayed my matt parkman abilities by catching 2 murderers or murderess before the round started. imba. haha then after a short laps of that retarded game we went to play truth or dare. i realize that our og never never fails to play truth or dare on ANY of our outings. sigh... its really truamatising to some people, and the some people, i mean the members of the public. freaking dumb. theo's dare was to go over to some woman and take picture with her baby, but unfortunately for her and out entertainment, but very very fortunately for the baby and the camera, she was rejected by the baby, imagine being rejected by a baby wth. haha what a NOOB. btw, end score of the day was yy 4 theo 0. noob. then shit, i had a dare, my dare was crap, theres freaking lot of versions of it, first they suggested me breaking up a kissing couple and say practise safesex, then there was go up to the malay woman and ask whether she have seen mas selamat. then finally, the one i did was to go and do 10 pushups in front of a person, or rather gain her attention and do 10 pushups. zzzz lucky for me, i found a baby girl, sian, then i just wavved at her and when she looked i started doing my 10 pushups, AND WTH, NO VIDEO ALLOWED LA. stupid stupid stupid. i feel damn proud of myself today, cause i inspired a little kid to grow up to be tall and strong like yipyang. haha and we are just damn retarded i realize, we got some random indian guy to be judge of whether mell's taller or i am taller and WHAT THE HELL THE INDIAN GUY LIED and said melll was taller sigh. asshole. then we went to eat icecream and go home. haha thats about it though, although like one quarter of the time was spent walking really slowly through vivo lol.

lol we are SHAVING 2MRW sigh.

look hard at these hair, cause its going to be gone. my og have the honour to be the last people to see it.






dont force a pass
dont force a play


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phish food =)

gfdfr

hmm i have noooo idea what to say about todays training. haha i guess today wasnt such a bad day for training after all. my cross shots were pretty ok la, but knncccb i miss that ONE freaking shot that demoralised me for the whole training haha. it was a one on zero shot with nigel sigh. i know this isnt the time to start thinking about all this, but i really question myself whether im good enough to take up the pressure of the competition, i have a million questions. am i good enough? will i dare to do the right thing? will i dodge my responsibility? will i live up to the pressure? some times, confidence isnt the only thing u need in a match, my fluctuating performance is just like _|_ grr.. i dont know anymore, its just TEN freaking days to the competitions openning match and yet im dogged by such retarded questions. i really really want to concentrate on the matches themselves, i really want to give my best, i really want to perform. sigh... i really want to play on the final day, for its going to be the first time i play in a finals, believe it or not. its only when u play in front of your very own supporters waving your very own school flag, playing the game u love so much, and playing opponents u respect so much that u really know what it is to live a life. its a one in the lifetime experience that i dont want to miss sigh. but i dont want to disappoint either, i dont want to go up there and lose it, i want to win i want to win i want to win. these trainings had brought me to the threshold of fatigue already, im numb to physical pain by now, i can take whatever that comes, but i cannot take it if we lose this freaking competition due to some lame shit reason.

ok enough about polo emo. haha that actually rhymes O.o ok, after training we went to forture for dinner, ( i fucking suggested prince but clement wanted forture ) and bloody hell we reached forture at like 815? and the food came at NINE O CLOCK?! wtf.. i freaking hate forture for that, and we played bloody lot of bridge haha, then there was this point of time when we were all freaking pissed with the uncle already, then wenyuan just FUCK ni la uncle damn loudly. omg, the reaction was instantaneous and super similar, it was looking away from wenyuan and covering their ear to express their innocence. haha.. but worse still, the uncle came and collect money IMMEDIATLY after the food was served, what the fuck? treat us like some thieves like that and fucking served their food 45min from the time we order. GRRRR its just damn pissing off. the uncle should seriously just fuck off and die la.

i realize how soon it will be, in maybe just 25 days time, the seniors will be playing their last official match of their lives already. i dont want to part with polo, ever, it will be kind of a mix feeling once this is over. if im going to die im going to die playing polo, maybe 70 years down the road when im 86 years old, i would take sleeping pills and jump into the water? haha i dunno. weird though, very little ppl get to die doing the things they love. bruce lee dint die fighting someone, he died in his sleep, maybe he liked sleeping. guess benjamin will die watching porn. and maybe nicholas will die sharpening. sigh chingto can die playing his com game, too excited then heart attack. davin die from eating too much XP and i dunno about others la. haha i realize the ending of polo season is making me nonsensical, no-link and super emo. i shall just stop blogging here in case i infect you with this stupid aura.




oh, reminder, as the clock struck 12 recently, its 9 days left.







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ironical isnt it? u dare, but i dont.

nmvm

wooo, so far this is like the first day of holidays that i actually woke up late. but alas, it is my duty to report on the unhappy training events of yesterday. sigh... once again, i managed to grasp the full meaning of "u had a bad day". since the start of shooting practice, i sensed something was going to go really wrong today, and indeed. i scored like 2 or 3 out of my 15 or so shots during practice what the fuck. and i want to score more goals in a match, i want to make up half of the team's scoreline (well, thats my eventual goal). GRRR GOT TO BUCK UP, guess ian was right about that morale thing, cause still suffering from the truama of post match shooting, i went to the match hitting the post like 6 or 7 times? motherfishinghell... ARGH, and u know something? COMPETITION IS IN TEN FREAKING DAYS TIME, TEN, keep repeating this number to yourself and u will realize how near it is. its friday, which means its going to be next next monday. omg... noticed how time flies, it felt just like yesterday when i just started my 50 days countdown, now its down to the last 20% already. haha, this is going to be like the most most most important day of my life: april 8th 2008. but before that, i have 10 more days to alvin-ise my self, which means to be more like alvin. according to alvin, we have to close our eyes and visualize situations in a match, haha its good to note that i have imagined thousands of scenarios in a match alr, like damn long ago, haha and concentrating on it is actually damn tiring cause i can think until my palms sweat O.o ok lame info.

and my mum is damn irritating, she keeps nagging at me everytime i use the com, its kinda pissing off noticing that it is the HOLIDAYS. damn damn asshole sigh. not that i can do much about it.

sch is about to reopen sigh... all the funny tests from the dumb lectures are about to start pouring in too. sigh. gotta start REALLY STUDYING ALREADY. oh and i really gotta start understanding whats an asymptope.
















just ten days
i dont want to think abouat anything else either.




















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i wonder if i would have done the same thing.

kjhgfd

Day 3 report
this is going to be very very short. the whole training is summarised by one word, wait, i mean 2 words, FUCKING RAIN.

yay. 2mrws going to be match. going to give my best.










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the awkwardness is always there. sigh

vcxdd

sigh.. its my job to report on the first 2 days of the new OBA, Outward bound Alvin.

day 1 report:
facilitator Alvin was not around for the swimming sessions, sending his assistant keptian loh down to supervise the torture the students. setting impossibly tiring sets at impossibly impossible timings, many wonder what can be on facilitator alvin's mind. openning the session with one of his trademark 400m swim, he sapped the players' strength. then following, he ordered the players to do 20 double laps at f***ing gay timings, then following, he ordered the players to do 20 singles at 100%. it was like crazy. then after the players finished the crazy swimming, facilitator alvin arrived and guided the players through the normal trainings of halfcourt plays and 6on5s, many a time requiring players to swim at their fastest. and after yet another gruelling work out of practices, facilitator alvin came up with a wonderful idea! he thought to himself: "maybe i can be the first coach to kill a player!" and with glee, ordered the players to line up in a straight role and do a crazy sprint set of 100% go there, 5 seconds rest and followed by 100% comeback. grinning to himself as he looks at his trusty stopwatch, the players sprinted their asses out for his sadistic entertainment. furthermore, he decided to look more professional, and required all players to swim at a 200 heartbeat a minute rate. woohoo, but unluckily, every player survived, so facilitator alvin thought to himself, i gotta try harder 2mrw...

day 2 report
picking up from where he left off, facilitator alvin decided to come up with something more creative on day2, after the usual 400m, facilitator alvin decided to lower the player's guards down by only giving them ONE set of doubles. of course, the players' joy was shortlived because he announced that there were TWO FUCKING HARD SETS OF singles. it was the swim there 100% 5 seconds rest and swim back 100% again, just that hmm, there were like TEN SETS OF THAT SHIT. and god all the players almost died, ok, correction, all the players that actually gave their best almost died. as interviewed by one of the unfortunate victim yipyang :" that guy is out of control! i almost died towards the end (seriously) never before had i had such a tough training in my life. (i mean it, wait, he meant it.)

haha and studying in sch was fun.







can we win?







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all the best, a million votes.

bxvb

haha its good for it to be a holiday =)) and my father is leaving today! woohoo good things come in pairs.

hmmm saturday was one borrrrring day, so shant talk about it, yay, sunday! sunday was fun cause i spent 12 hours out of house, i bet it seems damn little cause u guys are OVER PRIVILEGED, face it lol. ok whatever, so i left home at 12 plus to go bukit timah with my class. and i found them playing pool in some godforsaken place =P wth... but seriously u thought 4 years in bukittimah would have taught them somethings, but sigh...... they are crazy, they go to btp for pool which cost 6.80 an hour =| but playing pool with them was more funny than fun, its damn retarded the way they play hahaha freaking funny. retries and cheats and all the nonsense, but damn funny. but still, my class has a freaking bunch of freaking smart ppl in academics.. but they dont even know how to come out of btp the short way GARARRRRR and eunice cant hear the difference between bukit timah PLAZA and bukit timah SHOPPING CENTRE. stupid boy he is. then we went to play lan with equally hilarious results. ahaha then kfc for dinner which was kinda crap cause i think shrooms burger is smaller than my fist and the only thing nice about kfc is CHEESE FRIES! yes, the ultimate pinnacle of fries, pawns twister fries and shaker fries. CHEEEEEESE FRIES. ok, diverging again sorry. then we had to take bus to dunno-where-but-some-where-in-town cause i seriously dont know singapore very well (and u thought 17 years of existence was to know the way). haha and we went to victoria. hmmm then here comes the comments on dress sense =) apparently SOMEONE said i dressed like i was mourning, but apparently SOMEONE dressed like she was going to the beach. and so did lixian, beach couple haha. oh ya but when u say: arent u wearing beach wear, better be careful cause it may be mistaken for the other beach =) then eunice wasnt wearing his tie. oonbeng was wearing his tie but no one cares. jiahong was going to some function apprently with his formal wear. jia sin and jia ning looks pretty casual, guess only they understand casual wear. and LIU HAO WAS WEARING SANDALS AND SHORTS WTH. and ironically, when eunice the boy didnt wear his tie, kwanki the girl was wearing his. sigh... cross dressing has reached a new new low lol. and haha i forgot about the rest. and oh ya zhonghan was going some cross between casual and school wear. quite cute, but OOO evver since AS THE BELL RINGS, zhonghan now wears necklaces and ring 0.o then there was this random girl that i saw that was wearing little red riding hood just that shes neither LITTLE (far from it) nor was she riding. haha so funny i think im lame. then i bumped into jingwei like 3 times in 10minutes. some curse i guess.

OK, main point, WE WENT THERE TO WATCH HUANGCHENG gasppp. haha huangcheng was nice, somewhat nice i meant. the shows have such promising beginnings sigh... but all starts crapping up towards the end. hmm but the last show was kinda nice all the way though. but second show was super cool at the start and the ending was just like wtf. but the actors and actress quite pro la.. with the MUSCULAR want-to-be-national-netball-team-but-didnt-make-it girl weiling omg. i always thought she was more on the fat side HAHA ok joking, scully she bash me up =P then jiawei was really acting quite well too =) and i dont really know the rest so no comments. but i cant stand it, the second show starting was DAMN COOL. zzz but it sucks later though. and first show was just URGH. shant say. but third show was just nice, the guy fell in love with the toy. sigh.. its like a girl falling in love with pinnochio la haha. but still, quite cool, seems that theres no law in the law book that says no unnatual love with toys, only no animals. hwachong ppl sure are creative haha. and of all 3 plays, they all dont have a happy ending zzzzzzzzzz. but third play had imba nice props and imba good acting. and hah soso paintings la. then after the show, there was the CREDITS WOOHOO. and i think credits always look damn nice cause its the real real effort s of everyone, just like when we win gold this year, alvin and coach must be in the credits. haha no link. and daoju zhu for standing ovation, not only from me, but everyone! woohoo. and aahaha i dint buy flowers and dint pluck bougainvilla im a loser. wow then after the play everyone was like crying, the actors and actress just went out crying and hugging, YAN WAN LE they said. and the audiences just hugged them and cried too KAN WAN LE (with a tone of relief) JUST JOKING, pls dont let any huangcheng actors or actress see this or im dead. haha but it was quite touching la hugging all those crying ppl although u dont feel sad nor happy, just sian cause u are thinking of going home so late. but overall must say it was kind of a success la. althought zhonghan will disagree cause hes still ringing the bell =)

yup then went home with yuntong and her friend cause they stay in bukittimah. haha they both look damn alike just that yuntong wasnt wearing her stupid specs but instead was wearing her braces. sigh... if im her i would just wear HIGH HEELS guess why. so there we were one human and 2 hobbits. cause the other human abandoned the fellowship halfway haha. her name was jocelyn or something like that. then the 2 hobbits were crazy, one talks real fast and one keeps laughing. and hobbit number 2, yuntongs-friend-who-refuse-to-say-her-name-although-she-knew-mine was offering me really suicidal advices that i suggest to myself NOT TO TAKE lol. and hobbit number 1 was talking nonsense as usual haha. and hobbit number 1 later WAYLAID ME WHEN WE REACHED TANAHMERAH!!! tried to drag me to the shire with her hahahaha. then i had to run back all the way sigh. bad hobbit number 1.

OOOOO training later , trainng EVERYDAY 4 to 7 , ok at least monday to friday, this is the LAST LAP OF TRAININGS! MOST IMPORTANT ONES GOGOGOGOGOGO. im going to fuck the guy who skips la. train train train. sigh... im really starting to get nervous, i rarely rarely get nervous before comps. but guess this is it, to see whether my existence is worth enough.



sweat we perspire
blood we bleed
tears we cry
victory we grasp

O.o corny.


pls dont be mistaken that this is a quote from O.o corny



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credits.
it was worth it just to see that moment of your happiness =)

gggf

yay, yesterday wasnt such a bad day after all, feeling all alive when i play better standard polo then all the crap that i have been playing =) hmmm i would rate yesterdat a 6.5 or 7 for performance =| i dunno whether im supposed to feel happy about it though haha.. and i think our play is seriously improving already yay, screens are like much much more defined, not the random babble of bullshit we used to play, and yay, davins finally scoring something from 7m, and yes, our 6 on 5s are getting alot better i admit, compared to what coach used to teach us sigh... if we had alvin for another year, i think we would have been imba already lol. and oh ya, i think our defence is still quite screwed though cause we assume that out opponents will play exactly as we want them to.. crap la, when we play right fall rush, just freaking wait for them to finish driving before going for the usual thing la... zzz.. and its like there are stil at least half of the people not understanding it lor, lol, ian included. gotta work hard guys, 16 days left, 9 trainings left, thats all we've got. keep up the play and keep up the spirit!

hmm and hols are like FINNNALLY HERE, the plan is... study in the morning, train in the afternoon and play in the night. hmmm but seeing that i have "geog makeup" lessons that actually dont exist in the mornings of tuesday and thursday, the plan may change. but importantly, this 5 trainings are definitely going to be the climax of this season's trainings already, pls pls turn up for everything everyone,its like the last 9 trainings for the j2s already. just countdown to seasons' end. sigh.. then thats where reality begins i guess. the super catching up of work i have to do. sigh, but again, my afternoons will be SICK free, when others are having ccas, my ccas are all but over. but yea, im going to miss polo like mad. but yea, look on the bright side of after competition, im freeee to do so many things, like TRAINING FOR NEXT YEAR's COMPETITION WOOHOO, what a large cycle of training lol.

seeing the seniors getting their A's really kinda awakened me, im going to study harder than ever if i want to stand a freaking chance in even getting 2 As in a levels sigh... harder than ever. keep repeating that to myself.and as expected, if u realize that the countdown on my msn isnt moving, its cause my father is in Singapore and he spams his lame ass casino programmes that uses up to like 100% of the pc usage sigh.. until i cant even be bothered to open msn cause it will take like 5 minutes just to log in and stuff u see.

ooooo and i want to watch spiderwick chronicles during hols. and play pool. and eat icecream. and cycle. sigh... so much relaxation, so little time. PLUS i cant do too taxing stuffs in the mornings cause trainings EVERY afternoon hmmmmm. i should require a doubles bicycle =))) haha ok screw myself, wishful thinking.

yay, 2mrw is huangcheng plus class gathering, like a SUPER rare class gathering that i can actually attend lol, say yay. and huangcheng 2mrw nite, lol, oh ya, get to see whether yuntong actually grew taller over the past few months lol. yes, that means i waste another 2/3 of a day. that leaves me with like 1 day today, 1/3 2mrw and 1/3 on monday before my father goes back to cambodia, YAY, thats 1 and 2/3 days left =) leaving my whole march hols free of him yay yay yay. haha u guys would prob think im some asshole whos damn bad to my father, and duh, i have alot of reasons for doing what im doing and u can trying being me if u want lol.

kk thats about it.










its the end of the dream already.
just the last 16 days.
to make it.
or to f*** it.

first match: we are going to fuck acsi real bad
second match: we are going to fuck acjc real bad
third match: we are going to fuck sajc real real real bad/
fourth match: we are going to check out rjc
final match: we are going to fuck rjc real bad



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i've practiced those words a thousand times,
but your possible rejection comes to my mind.
i shall be satisfied with that smile on your face,
and disappear into the shadows without a trace.

omg, they rhyme.

ktrr

oops, forgotten to say, F*** YOU MAS SELAMAT BIN KASTARI



wow im feeling polite, i used f*** in stead of f*** which actually means f***

mjhh

sigh, training was imba tiring today sigh.. AS USUAL im sorry lol. and it was f***ing cold today. as usual. but despite all that, i could still win everyone in all the 31 groups of swimming we went hahaha. as usual. lol just joking. as usual. ok, this is lame. haha and practiced some new stuff today... shhhhhh, in case some ppl sees it haha, but i feel that my training performance is always damn shitty, and i only can pick up the performance level at serious matches sigh.. pls pls pls dont fluctuate!

omg and despite the numerous offences i committed, i am proud to announce that... I HAVE ZERO DEMERITS UP TO DATE!!! MUAHAHAHA, damn funny? i got off with the trying-to-throw-bingxiang-into-the-dustbin-thing hahaha, and i got off with the honey star incident! woohoo. lol since the first incident is really really self explanatory, i shall elaborate on incident number 2. uh.. it was really quite lame and as always, the story goes in such a way that im usually not at fault HAHA. so it was a faithful tuesday, actually, just one day ago lol, u see, we were going to training and at the terraces, there was this line of wushu kids running, kids as in i mean sec1234s haha, now im no kid! =) lol ok, then as usual we made some dumb comments about them, then we decided to throw honeystars, oops, i mean wenyuan and i decided to throw honeystars at them since there was a surplus of it from the retarded interact clubs charity giveaway i assume. ok, then we threw it at the runners with GOOD INTENTIONS IN MIND, we were hoping that.
1) they were motivated by the sight of honey stars and run even faster, thus making life easier for their coach.

and

2) they could make good use of the honey stars as being ex high school students, we know how busy the timetable is and they may not have time for lunch.

wth and our kindness were misjudged GASP. sigh.. im like so truamatised, it never pays to be a good person. how could they think we were intending to throw it at them for negative reasons? do they think honeystars are shurikens? sharp pointy objects? HI NICHOLAS =))). or do they think that we intend for them to trip and fall on the honey stars. sigh.. i feel sooooo wronged. haha, still im kinda glad i got off the hook though hehe. if misslim hears about the honeystars incident, im CONFIRM going to hear another speech of o-u-are-so-naughty-how-can-u-even-attempt-to-lead-a-team thing sigh. pray pray pray dont hear about it.

and FRISBEE IS FUN I SWEAR, im going to train frisbeeeeee!

and eunice is defintely a boy. just that the name is kinda misleading.


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laying low.
its polo first im sorry.
i know its stupid to say this but, pls, pls wait for me.

bcvxb

oh crap my mum is going to parent day.

dfsdf

hmmmmm training was crap today, today was possibly the COLDEST DAY i ever experienced since guangzhou already. wtf, since early morning, there was wind there was rain, then, there was training. wtf the pool was IMBA IMBA cold today. sigh i was shivering like mad, not the shiver shiver that u imagine, its the type of ur teeth clatter like hell type of shiver. its just crazy, the usual type of cold can just be warded away by closing ur eyes and taking one deep long breath, but today is GAY COLD, and lets not forget im dressed in nothing more than 2 flimsy pair of trunks covering only my private areas. sigh.. sick.

haha nothing, just complaining about my suffering health.


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let me be the wind, your invisible guide. some times, staying in the background is nice too.

hgf

after nats, im just going to find a free day, do pullups till my arm breaks and then go swim 50 laps in a row. numb my existence in this world, before i must leave my watery terrain to face reality again.

gfdc

haha i dont even know my priorities. its polo. polo. polo.





i really dont want to believe what i've heard

mnb

BATTLE MODE
im officially entering battle mode. kill slay fuck or whatever them.

no mercy! expect none either.


12 days to WAR MODE where we shave our head to reflect our undying support for beijing 101, shit, i mean hwachong.

iyy

haha as expected, no life and no creativity is going to start blogging about trainings and how long more to nats! aaah, if u are me and u realize how freaking freaking near it is, ur going to freak out. sigh.. training today is like wth.. i have no idea how to say la, yea guess there were improvements in techniques, but fuck, i got scolded like mad today, damn sian, back to basics back to basics BACK TO BASICS. fuck, i need to get my basics right, i need to calm down. sigh.. im rushing too much, and my shots are no longer sharp, sigh.. i bet the 2 blackies and the fatty keepers are all laughing at me, grrr, i have 3 weeks to get back to there, im going to peak ALL MY PERFORMANCE!, composure, shots, pass, swim, reaction, everything, just hope im in time. sigh.. today was just one of the days u feel so bloody fucking down that u seriously dont want to play anymore, but again, its a team thing, haha thanks for bringing me up again guys, i realize that i cant just go down like that cause im a part of the team, im going to hang on as hard as i can i swear. sigh and now every training, is just so tiring, we walk in u look at the water and u feel like being sick, but in the end we still swim our asses out, although some people slack all the way till alvin comes sigh... im sure that actually helps for ur performance. and wtf i got bloody hell lot of injuries today, i got one at my KNEE WTF? and we thought waterpolo was a above water game, ya, but shit, it was damn pain, i think it was a cut by a cap in the stuggle. sigh.. and it keeps bleeding effing hell. and i got 3 wolverine scratches on my back from sean and it reaches all the way into the trunks. assssssshole, damn long la. and i got 2 on my chest, one from my brothers fingers and another from his TOENAIL! wth, and whats the point of cutting ur nails in the first place?! hahaha im like a punching bag today, and i tank the alvins scolding sigh.. i swear im going to get better 2mrw, i swear swear swear. sigh since theres no longer god on my side now, we can only finish it with out own hands, fight claw strangle poke pull scratch slash or whatever, i dont care, just freaking get into the finals. then from there we can make our own history. ROAR, we are going to WIN THIS YEAR.


hmm school was kinda good today, i realize my class is damn imba retarded and mrs pow is imba fun also cause shes damn retarded also =) and GP TEST IS ULTIMATE SHIT. sigh... damn hard, like dman damn damn damn damn hard =( im going to die. and my mum is going parents day GASP GASP GASP, time to start acting like a good boy i reckon.


this IS the last lap, its no longer nearing, its eminent, fucking just sprint during training la.








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i hope you already know, because i believe i will never be able to let those words leave my mouth sorry

fdfd

argh, its jsut this last 2 weeks, we can freaking sprint during training, cough, For ALL the sets! lets not destroy what we all hold dear, we are going to freaking own.

i wand to be a player that makes a difference sigh..

fds

aaaaaaahhh. just went i thought polo was getting better, i had a imba imba imba bad day today, wtf, i missed 6 one on zeroes and made countless mispasses -.- double digit mistakes, im dead. seems that i only can play on real match days haha. i realize i only look good when my teammates hesitate to play due to coach pressure or whatever, but on sundays, its different casue my team which consists of all the old dudes just HACKCARE SHOOT AH. then i gg cause i keep swimming up and down like some ass. and i miss super super super super fuucked up shots today, damn damn sian, i think chingto is going to like fucking laugh at me. and WHAT THE FUCK i cant stand sean and prawn alr lor... they are damn fucked, whole day fan the flames of the baseless rumour that i like that ugly bitch. fuck them and pls, sean knows full well the truth. its getting damn over board alr la fuckers, its not even funny, im going to fukck wenyuan when he does that again. cause i cant fuck sean =((((((( this sux. gaaah, its monday 2mrw, prepare for hell, all over again, haha, its damn funny, every monday training we will swim till we break, then we think about tuesday, then we swim till we break, then we think of wonder wednesday, then we swim till we die, then we think of next wendesday ahaha, one loooong vicious cycle eh? monster mondays commming up. sigh, lets hope this pay off, haha brandon chong is in the rj team, time to size up that dude, lets see whos going to be super j1 this year, im going to pawn him ( davin u can go size up tom yet ).


time to tear my attention away from polo, too frustrating, cause theres never a perfect month for me sigh. rating one to ten for ur performance. i can reach 8 (?) for my good days and like minus one for my bad days sigh.. fluctuation, like te stock market, haha not funny.

oops, that was polo.

oh ya, after polo today, went to NLB to study, what the hell u wouldnt believe it la, u have to SNEAK IN TO STUDY?! need to hide ur notes la, freaking stupid, like FREAKING STUPID?! hiding ur notes in ur fullscape is just totally retarded, and i realize the library has IMBA lockers, u can actually put the whole polo bag inside it LOL, like super cool. ok, im just lame, wait not tooo lame later cant swim =) ahaha im super cold. then studied for like ONE AND A HALf HOUR STRAIGHT OMG, thats in my mugging high scores alr la.. im like so imba, can u just believe it, NO CHATTING IN BETWEEN! ARGH, im damn proud of myself. haha then went home, yup and what to say? BUS 14 SUX, wait 20 minutes for a 5 min ride. hi LTA, _|_ i thought only the singapore sercurity sux, seems like u guys arent that bad either eh? AND MAS SELAMAT IS STILL ON THE LOOSE. aaaaaaah what if he crashes hwachong during GP TEST?! what will become of our future? GO MAS SELAMAT, CRASH HWACHONG!! haha ok lame, i seriously hope he chokes on a fishball then the military damn suay, and the interpol also damn suay. haha... or better still choke on his saliva when hes sleeping. another imba funny way to die. hmm or maybe see theophilia's face, thats a real sad way of dying, turning into stone. sigh, i will feel sorry for him too =( but fuck, whatever, fuck u mas selamat just go to hell la, ur hogging the headlines too much already, its about time i got into there.

lol ok i've got kinda back to my lame ways. abit happy about it. but Arrrgh, 22 days to nationals and how the fuck am i supposed to concentrate on happy thoughts eh? ITS 22 DAYS tIME, the clock is ticking and we are still sigh.. TWENTY TWO DAYS, and in 1 hour 5 min time, its going to be 21 DAYS, 3 weeks, 12 trainings, sigh.. are we up to it. does shaving our head makes us invincible? does petty grudges us strong? sigh... its just these 12 trainings, make it or fuck it, cause if u dont make it ur not going to be broken, ur going to get fucked. Argh, its war time, call upon ares for his war power, apollo for his light to guide us, artemis for her instincts, athena for her uselessness! oops. i mean for her wisdom. haha we are going to rock the pool this year. fuck u acsi, ur going down first.

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so close yet so far

hggg

yay, finally, found some meaning in polo again, FINALLY, i stop playing like shit, phew, relaly brought me some relief, in fairness, we were really quite good ytd, we only conceded 2 goals against the noob bboys, and yea, we pawned the old man team too. alvin, the left hand guy and KO, hmm, let me digress a bit, cause i think KO is a damn damn damn cool name, hes called kelvin ong. imagine felicia ong, FO, haha eff off. ok super random. back to the story, we scored lots of super nice goals ytd, and yes, keeping was really on form too. haha, but still, a combo of ko the guy and alvin is still freaking unstoppable, alvin is DAMN sick, and THE GUY (not any ordinary guy but THE GUY) is damn good too, and KO is just basically some imba combo player with either of them la. but we pawn, we won. yay, and of course, not forgetting nicholas' IMBA PROTON CANNON OF THE DAY, the last shot of the day, scored within 15 seconds of the 30 seconds available, nicholas unleashes a unstoppable shot that cut through the air, making a whistling sound as it hits true to its target. woohoo, over exaggeration, make it simple, nicholas made a SHARP shot, pun intended. haha it was damn funny when alvin mentioned it later on though. and we celebrated all the feb and march birthdays ytd! haha.. it was another freaking funny affair though, with clement making his retarded comments about playing outfield and doing under 1min, hmm seeing he dint mention the distance, we can only assume he hope to do under one minute for his 50m lol. crazy noob, i mean crazy FAT noob.

hmm i realize that my blog comes in a standard format, polo, random happeneings in school then the end. haha... and why are u still reading this stupid blog when there are much more important stuffs to attend to? LIKE MAS SELAMAT KASTARI BEING LET LOST IN THE BUIKIT TIMAH AREA? apparently, singaporeans are still more concerned about stupid stuff like hongkong celebrities dying sigh... well, not that I can do anything about it. and naruto nowadays is getting damn cool.

ARGH why am i talkign crap here? I NEED TO STUDY, i freaking need to study, apart from geog, im not catching up with any of the other subjects!!! omg, polo or study or .... cant say haha.. but sigh, i seriously need to do some studying. then i can play polo 2mrw again =))) i freaking love polo. PLUSSS, i need to GET THE BOA ALBUM!!!








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yay, she talked to me =)