想你的心從未改變依然還愛你
我的心跳從這一刻 只為了你呼吸
分離 讓我嘗盡相思的苦
遺忘 該如何忘記

在無人的漆黑夜晚總會想起你
你的愛曾經那麼熟悉 刻骨又銘心
擁抱 我怎能將你放棄
不要 讓我失去你

將我貪婪的愛摧毀了 撕裂了我的心
我只要在你懷裡 永不分離
只要堅守諾言 愛就不會脆弱
如果是你 我想再說我愛你
(乞求真愛 堅持到底 我愛你)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qWynYb9HGec

its just like finals, i really regret it but i never really think about changing it. i want to try to be a friend but i realize i've never really known how to be one

as if in response to the other time i said i hate old people who stomp up to you imperiously and demand that you let them sit on the mrt seat? THEY SEEMED TO HAVE STARTED DOING IT MORE OFTEN WTF WHY? from now on im only giving the seats up to pregnant ladies and kids. only the cute looking kids though. not those who are fucking irritating, ESPECIALLY not those that call you "uncle" (yes i remember you, you little devil)

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH VIDTOMP3.COM THANK GOD FOR THIS

hahaha i felt totally like a teenager again yesterday heh. it was fail but it was damn funnnn

i dont want to just dump all the feelings i have for one person on to another person, i wanna be alone, at least for the time being.

to keep swimming and forget the world..................................................
in order to do that, i will need to buy new goggs first hmm

is skype the new msn????????

wow my dad damn jian, he had the whole day spending time at home doing nothing ( i assume ) BUT he had to wait for me to reach home at 545 pm and just when i sat down at the com, he'll get up and go iron clothes and give me the "hey even i am doing housework when the maid is gone, dont you think you should help too?" speech. what a cheap trick!!!!!!!

argh i miss polo. sometimes i really wanna kick myself for all the stupid stuff i do. but too bad kick yourself isnt possible unless you do a buttkick which dosent hurt which defeats the purpose of kicking yourself. sorry i digress. i wanna go back to training but i wanna wait for sea games to be over too. sigh contradictory much.


i've been doing some thinking. i guess love isnt the same thing as wanting something you cannot get. not everyone can get the right love and the right time. its either the right love at the wrong time or the other way round. OR you could just be like homersimpson and marge hahaha i dont know how to describe that either. ok im not emoing, im just thinking. i realized i've long got over emoing, im pretty happy nowadays, plus i think my life is pretty awesome with FORTY THREE DAYS TO ORD OMG IM SO HAPPY heh. lifes too short to be sad.

life is boring life is free life is sad life is cheerful life is lonely. its all a matter of perspective.

omg i just found a site with the most awesome simpsons quotes!

If you don't like your job, you don't strike! You just go in every day, and do it really half assed. That's the American way. - Homer


No,please don't eat me. I have a wife and kids,eat them. - Homer


Homer: I’m normally not a praying man, but if you’re up there, please save me, Superman.


Homer: Oh, I’m in no condition to drive. Wait a minute. I don’t have to listen to myself. I’m drunk.


Homer: Lisa, vampires are make-believe, like elves, gremlins, and Eskimos.


HOMER (to Lisa): Who the hell are you? The narrator?


Ralph Wiggum: “Hi super nintendo Chalmers.”


Homer: “Ok, brain let’s get things straight. You don’t like me, and i don’t like you, so let’s do this so i can go back to killing you with beer.”


One of my favorite Homer quotes is when he goes to buy a gun and is told there’s a waiting period. He says, “But I’m angry now.”

dont forget when Apu is getting robbed:

*Lights flashing*

“SILENT ALARM ACTIVATED”

actually im just copying and pasting but i cant help it its too funny.

Reverend: We play Bingo,
Homer: Bingo! I love that game but I can’t remember what to say when you win.
Reverend: Bingo?
Homer: Bingo! thats my favorite game but i can’t remember what to say when you win.

Homer – “Shut up boy, your tears aren’t going to bring your dog back. Unless they smell like dog food. So you can sit here eating can after can of dog food until your tears smell enough like dog food, or you can go out and look for him.

Bart – “You’re right!”

Homer – “Damn, I almost had him eating dog food.

Lisa (at powerplant, in cafeteria, by donuts); isn’t there any fruit here?
Homer: This donut has purple in it, purple’s a fruit”


Chief Wiggum: We hereby charge you with the murder of Moe Syzlac and Apu Nahassaa….pema, Apu NaHassa…..just moe, just moe.


Burns: The gazillionaires still laugh at me from their diamond towers.


Homer: (When asked how he tricked Mel Gibson into walking off Mount Rushmore) “He’s Christian; they don’t believe in gravity.”


You are banned from this historical society! You, and your children, and your children’s children …. for 3 months. – Donald Sutherland as curator of Springfield Historical Society.

why do old people like to treat the mrt seats as if its an entitlement, is it compulsory to give up our seats to them? i know i sound like a childish member of the OANR community Obnoxious Asshole w No Respect.  but its not that i MIND giving up my seat (actually sometimes i really do mind), but its the fucking way some of them just stomp right in front of you and give you the fucking FACE and when you get up they will take the seat without a word of thanks or shit like that.

on another note, i actually like the way i turned out and im not going to make any major changes to it. apart from the fact i need more determination. the determination to go to training and give my best. the determination to study hard next year. the determination to queue up for the snsd tickets. the determination to drag my ass from the computer to do other more important stuff.

eyeshield is so fucking inspiring. its only fun when you are winning

i want i want i want to play polo! its so fucking ironical. can we just fast forward to the new year already for fuck sake.

since this whole year had been a whole year of changes, ive decided im going to try to change myself for the better and be the man that i've always wanted to be. once this competition is over, im going to train my ass off for the next one. im only going to make promises i can keep. not using what im blessed with is a true sin itself, im going to be known as mr positivity from now on muahahaha, theres only going to be happy yippy and pissed of while playing polo yippy from now on. ive decided im not some desperate little kid, let it come as it come, im only twenty, i should be out being awesome and doing awesome stuff like hanging out with awesome friends, eating awesome delicacy ( i tend to over use awesome alot cause its damn easy to use as a adjective), playing dota, fulfilling my polo dreams while im young. and this post looks damn messy cause i typed all of them out on my itouch and just copy and pasted it over heh.

and i swear those charity dudes are targetting my kind and innocent face.

zomg im shit tired, but i still managed to start using the com after i came home from polo hahaha. seriously theres something wrong with me, i can always prioritize anything ahead of resting. i hate resting. im born hyperacttttttive.

i need to get back to polo and swimming but i dont know how to go back after my abrupt departure man

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you so much. thank you for teaching me how to live like a man and not love like a coward. thank you for giving me a new friend. thank you for everything.

and ARGH FUCK I GOT MUGGED BY THE SAME CHARITY MAN AGAIN YESTERDAY. its the shake hand and hi5 man, he keeps shaking my hand and hi5-ing me with every few sentences we say example.

shakehandhi5man: hey young man have  you supported us before?
me: uh... (I ACTUALLY DID BUT I FORGOT).. no?
shakehandhi5man: honesty, i like. (shakeshand)

seriously.

and im in such an awesome mood now hahaha.

yesterday night at matts house was a blasstttt too!

im like bursting with stuff to say but when i do see you, i'll be tonguetied haha

learning to be happy one day, one moment at a time

and after all this time, i've never thought i'll be here

but my love for you is blind

sigh my heart still skips a beat whenever that happens

im an optimist, but also a realist haha. so many things to do nowadays but nothing ever seems close to completion fml. SIXTY FOUR DAYS TO ORD OMG