The good thing about being a perfectionist (note: not perfect but aiming to be) is that you'll never be satisfied with improvement or lack thereof, the bad thing about being one is that... You'll never be satisfied with improvement or lack thereof

Loving is not hurting someone on purpose

Qfr sometimes no?

Actually really pretty sick of this topic 

Be the best at what you do, if you are going to be the player who breaks the rules, be the best at breaking the rules

Bad guy. Again.

didnt want to say it but sometimes, the reason is you

Guess in the end I'm always the beggar in this rs

Somebody's gonna get hurt real bad at training, I don't care who 

Can already sense the victimization part on twitter already

Everyone else should be super understanding but did they say you shouldn't be making an effort too

How do you even broach it when he barely even wants you to play polo and work concurrently zzz

Guess I'm fucking unreasonable now huh

Guess I just have this ability to always be the bad guy haha

Fucking one sided shit sigh

In the end, it's always the pool where I seek asylum from my own thoughts. I kinda know where my heart lies towards the decision. But ....

How does it feel if I say the same "wah should have chose so and so instead", "wah should have done so and so instead"

7 hours in two days. Not counting those that I stole on the bus. Just wish I had some fucking peace. 

just damn glad that the smile is back on my face when i train.

I honestly want to. 

When a dream come true, you don't know if you can handle it