Monkey see Monkey do

Monday, June 30, 2008

waef

haha and the actress from the saturday 5pm to 7pm show is quite chio lol. channel u btw =)

wrtgsfd

haha i hate chinese. extended my after-blocks to monday. then i stil have A level oral on wednesday. w.t.f. seriously, its damn gaowei, and its damn boring too. sigh.. my father is also known as mr logical arguements.

Me: whole day study chinese is quite boring what. i just finished my blocks also what.
Dad: if u eat rice in the morning, u eat rice at night also what.

WTF?! u see a link there? cause i dont.

sigh... blocks are coming back waaaaaaayyyyy sooner than expected. phew lucky theres still sabbatical to tank 2 more days of lesson lol.

chinese sux. took away my sunday timeslot =( lol

Sunday, June 29, 2008

waerawer

haha this is post 444, imba. my favourite number. and i've decided im going to wear 4 next year, cause its my last year (hopefully) and i want my favourite number!!! and chinese sux, now i cant go for polo on Sunday morning today. SIGH.....i want sunday polos =) haha next week, im sooooo going to go lol.
ok as we have all realized this post is just made up of random snippets of my dumb life. yes, i did 26.45 seconds on friday wooohoooooooo. kick ass, im going to own alvin when he comes back!! (or so i say). school starts 2mrw. sigh.. but it ends at 12 lol. so who cares. and i have h1 chinese blocks 2mrw -.- wtf. i really hate chineseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

and i really want to change my blog skin but i have no time to do it lol.

Friday, June 27, 2008

aregw

haha crap, we are like averaging ONE session of polo a week for the past 3 wweeks la. this sux. we need more. haha but polo is seriously good for after blocks destress. u kick u pull u whack u elbow u bite. ok, maybe not bite. u just run around doing the most physical stuffs and no one stops u. haha its like therapeutic for after-blocks syndrome.

more polo next week plssssssssssssss

shit i have chinese, cant polo this week =(

hahha ok short post.

i shall talk like chingto now.

so ta.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

qer

haha i love polo ppl cause they remind me that there are other failures along side me LOL.

even 50 years after we graduate, i wont forget the retarded stuff we people do =) never ever ever. playing cards with intensity (not to mention vulgarities). random usage of swear words at unbearable volumes. strutting around the school as if we own it. (wait, dont we own the school?). bullying random people. laughing at random people (ALL TYPE of ppl, adults of higher authority included). being really rude to ppl we should be respecting. not attending stuffs that we should be attending. PLAYING POLO TOGETHER! haha i would be happy to die with u guys by my side. ("go away i dont want to die with u" - famous quote by ***)

werter

sigh.. as blocks wear on, my language becomes increasingly vulgar and uncensored. not that im trying to revert to my old self, i just need a effing place to release the BLOCKed up frustration. haha what a pun. now im getting lame like a lame guy. YES 2MRW IS POLO DAY, PLAY YOUR JUNIOR DAY, BULLY UR JUNIO.. wait, i mean TEACH UR JUNIOR DAY. violence is a mere coincidence in the process of learning guys. take heart, nothing personal there. violence is also a byproduct of fucked up papers. oops, there we go again. sigh... u know, i dont look forward to end of block tests either. lets weigh the pros and cons of block tests.

Pros:
play cards in sch and no one cares, they just call u crazy.
come school late =)
cup noodles spammed, all in the excuse of eating and studying. (cancer beware)
no lessons !!!!!!
ealr dismissal !!!!!
extra sleeping hours (like maths paper)
studying become alot more productive as last-minute panic mode turns on.

Cons:
if blocks are over... THEN THE RESULTS ARE GOING TO COME BACK! and no, i would NOT want that.
NO POLO =((((((((((((((((((((

well thats about all. see, more pros than cons. but i think cons still have a pretty good arguement there lol.

beware, my self-censor mode is not turned on today, pls just replace any f*** with f***. ok, u know what i mean.

econs was ok. but wtf they freaking tested on PRICE DISCRIMINATION?! shit shit shit, of all the crap i dint study? knn... I STUDIED the size of firm the ped yed ced shit, the eos shit AND U GIVE ME PRICE DISCRIMINATION. for ur effing info, i flipped open lecture 14 half an hour before the stupid test. i was busy cramming knowledge of it like 3 min before the test (thanks to my short friend mell). and there was more to come. TAXES. WOOHOO a topic that was FUCKING TIPPED TO NOT (note the word NOT is placed in EXTRA big fonts if possible) COME OUT. WHAT THE SHIT?! but still, i must say my essay was pretty decent considering the amount of stuff i studied for taxes. and till now, i still dont dare to read up on price discrimination cause that will confirm my dismall paper 1 results.

GP WAS LIKE THE BEST OF THE REST ALR. cause u wont know if u are right or wrong lol.

then MATHs. ha..ha...ha...ha...ha...ha...enough said. actually, if the gods are nice and give me full marks for all the questions that i attempted. I MIGHT JUST GET MY E, woohoo!

and today was chemistry. fuck fuck fuck fuck. take note: u have 15min left. and i have 20 mcq questions left. they should have an announcement for last minute la. then i can fill in C for everything else. but alas, i left 3 blanks. part 2: i was doing section C, question 1 was proving to be bloody irritating and took me damn long. finally reaching the end of the page. take note: u have 15min left. ok, next page, on to question 2. flip. question ONE part TWO. fuck. then i ended up rushing through like mad. if the shitty content i wrote isnt going to kill me. dont worry, theres always the back up plan, my handwriting will finish the job sigh.

POLO 2MRW. wait, not forgetting, GEOG 2mrw. sigh...

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

arewr

URGH i really really really really feel like breaking down and crying and hanging myself with my wrist slit and a bottle of poison in my stomach.

i fucking just gave up on maths alr? im like playing random games of hearts on my com now.

omg. sorry for being extremely vulgar today.

werqwe

and we all know how i hardly get stressed over studies. im seriously going in prepared to fail.

thats one U now

were

sigh. im feeling pissed and vulgar now. so.. FUCK MATHS, or rather, MATHS FUCK OFF.

i should just start studying for chem alr

Monday, June 23, 2008

ewf

i sense that GP isnt going to be much better

awerwer

when we polo people say we fail our econs. we mean it. the end. unlike SOME people... if theophillia yong gets U for her econs, im going to dig out my left eyeball and feed it to the high school fishes =D

Saturday, June 21, 2008

awer

the following is the content of my will that should be published in an estimated 7 days after Hwa Chong Institution Block Test for C1 students 2008.

I will all my money i have in my savings to the ITPSIDC association. and since Chau Ching To is the only person who knows what it means, he is the chair man of the ITPSIDC association.

After close consideration, i've decided to donate my Zen to Benjamin Tan Jui Hang of 08S6T for therapeutic purposes. The definition of therapeutic shall not be discussed here. (no doubt the device will be soon filled with maria ozawa's latest singles and MVs) However, the charger will be given to his mother for supervision.

My notes will be donated to my juniors since they are still clean and new and can be put to good use for building foundations.

My numerous stolen waterpolo balls will be donated to Hwa Chong institution waterpolo team A DIVISION (only).

My pails at home will ALL be donated to Ker Wei for extra training purposes.

My team bag, trunks, shirt, pants will be donated to changpeng so he can feel like more of a part of the team.

My happy meals stored in my cupboard shall be donate to ms lim since she loves happy meals so much.

My High metabolism rate body shall be donated to the golden rooster aunty so that she can make good good use of it.

My eyes shall be donated to Chia Zhong Han so he can observe better =P. (lol obito said : "let me be your eyes, let me see your future" ok random.)

My report card (which is the cause of my death) will be donated to the school so that they can reconsider their actions and the consequences it bring about.








zzz ok enough of crap. time to study so that people can say i died while putting up a fight.

fvarg

zzz sorry for that super short reply which was meant to be long yesterday lol. but apparently i got distracted by chingto and his blackpimpled friend. haha wth... and the acjc girl is still super cute lol. and ive decided i want to be christian already.

sorry, missed out on the polo yesterday thing, cut it short cause there were lots of people to chat with lol. shit we got pawned like mad, they have the paultan guy, yaoxiang "the guy", and all the other shits like all those oldies poldies lol. haha but bottom line is that we still got pawned. and i think eugene is a fucker. lol when we ( sec4 plus j1) went to play the old idiot, he was like desperate NOT to play la. and after that when we played the bboys, he just went like SUB SUB SUB SUB SUB.

and my maid is damn dumb also lol. example

Mum: CHRISTINA, I TOLD U NO PEANUT BUTTER, NO JAM
maid: ...
Mum: YESTERDAY NIGHT I STILL POINT TO U AND WAVE, NO JAM
maid: no jam ma'am
Mum: BUT WHY DID U PUT THE PEANUT ButTER

what she meant was prob, WHY THE FUCK DID U PUT PEANUT BUTTER!

Friday, June 20, 2008

araerg

haha SSR is overrrrr sigh. happy or sad? happy or sad? happy or sad? shit what the hell am i talking about. lol i think today was like the most productive of all cause i studied till 6.23pm OMG, and i reached school at like 745am hmmm... i realized i was away from home for like (leave home at 615, reach home at 830) 12 hours and, wait, 14hours 15min wow incredible. but again, i played polo and lunched from 1030 to 1400 lol. so it wasnt that long after all haaha. and haha theres this damn cute girl from cross country there.. haha and i guess it was rude to keep looking at her? lol and shes from acjc saddddd.

and polo today was GAY. all the old fucks. ARGH i got owned realll bad. i swear by next year things will be different for them!!!!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

wera

haha i must admit out of all the SSR, today was THE MOST UNPRODUCTIVE!!!! sigh... and i realize studying in reading room is not bad cause theres alot of girls to look at =P haha ok just joking, no wonder they start to call me mini benjamin LOL

and macdonalds sux. happy meal dont come with upsize.

Me: aunty, yi ge happy meal
Aunty: ok
Me: erm.. upsize
Aunty: happy meal bu ke yi upsize de
Me: huh? then na li you happy?

haha and it took that old woman damn long to realize i was joking. what a joke.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

agrg

shit and i ate 2 bowls of cup noodles today. im dead. overwhelemed by MSG lol

awer

day 3 at SSR boot camp. haha i realize that SSR is actually quite fun lol. u can sleep. u can study. u can talk. u can harass others. u can eat. u can walk around. u can walk in and out. and best part, no one gives a shit. ok, maybe the guy u are harassing gives a shit haha. well no one ELSE does then. zzz shit im not studying enough, but there are ppl out there STUDYING LIKE HELL. im feeling damn scared lol.. ok, fine KIND of scared. ok ,say the truth, just a weeny bit scared only. gah but i hardly get sad over this kind of things remember? lol i realized a interesting trend in studying, lots of ppl come in their CCAs lol, polo ppl, softball ppl, although they congregate at SSR lol. then dance ppl study with dance ppl blablabla. and polo ppl go play hearts! hahaha i think we are damn crazy. well thats who we are. and zhonghan + canoeing-girl-that-i-dont-know-the-name-and-face = something fishy.

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so many days without polo. ok, to be exact, 5 days since last polo!!!

sigh, i think my mum is going to be convinced i need econs tuition after blocks woohoo


Tuesday, June 17, 2008

wer

hhaha i just randomly remembered how retard the sunshine gang ppl are.

remembered act of retardedness: smsing each other when we are barely 3m apart lol.

haha random.

jyt

haha spent another hilariously crazy day in school. i dunno why but when i have no where to go, i really feel like going school lol. and how else do days get crazily hilarious if they are not spent with the POLO PPL woohoo. hey dont get me wrong, i averaged like 5 hours plus of studying in sch today. which is seriously quite a feat, cause it means i only wasted 2 hours plus of SSR time. I FINISHED CHEMISTRY WOOHOOOOO. lecture notes and tutorials though, not tys. it will take me approximately 10 years to finish tys. as the name suggests. haha what crap. hmm ok lets see what did i play in sch today. chapteh tennis, oops to the 71 class cause we destryoed both chaptehs. then shuttle cock tennis. notice that both games are played with TABLETENNIS bats, not tennis racquets. haha shit, then theres normal chapteh. random-run-around-for-insulting-someone. erm.. HEARTS. omg i love playing hearts although i short zero times out of 6 attempts today HAHAHA. cause everyone already knows that i play hearts to shoot lol. if not whats the point. hahaha and im like starting on geog. and it seems that gaomin is trying to horrify reality cause it turns out that THERES A HELL LOT TO STUDY FOR PHYSICAL GEOG. horrify-the-truth-number-2: jolene told me that THERES MORE FOR HUMAN GEOG. _|_ _|_
curiousity kills the monkey. oops i mean cat. i shouldnt have asked la. now im screwed. and mingchou is a retard. he keeps disturbing me during ssr HMPH.

benjamin has SONGS in his ipod =D
LOTS OF THEM =D
LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM =D
he has SONGS in his sister's thumbdrive too =D

lolol more SSR 2mrw.

eff blocks.

Monday, June 16, 2008

645wer

ahh wth SSR isnt as wonderfully effective as i would like it to be. haha all sorts of things went on there. on my left, theres lemuel and david, studying really slowly, but still.. they are like some of the best behavioured ones there already lol. then theres gino on my right who insists that he usually wakes up at 3pm. but wtf he studies damn well, he mug like hell and its damn fast when he mugs. -stares at him in admiration- then theres bx behind me who runs around the whole place flirting with girls. then theres benjamins *cough cough* in front of me who just sleeps or studies with her head on the table lol. zzz i wasnt really studying that fantastically also la damnnnnnn. and i got a f*** load of geog notes to start copying 2mrw. sigh.. its not fun at all. like nooooot fun.

ok im feeling abit random today. hah aso after tuition then i was walking along the linkway to bedok interchange. then i just see those blind people singing and hoping for some money. but frankly i think that they might as well just sit there and beg instead cause their singing KIND OF SUCKED. im sorry. and its worse than mine. seriously. yes, some assholes like chingto and zhonghan would testify that any singing worse than mine is downright criminal already. haha yup, random fact of the day! woots.

no polo until long long long time later =(

sigh.. gotta get my prirorities right, and got to get my spelling of prirorities right too. haha shit i dunno what the hell i have been doing this year anymore, i strayed so far from my initial goals. and i have no idea what im doing anymore. haha guess i should just concentrate on promotion this year then onwards to polo all the way. pls dont sidetrack myself again. hmm i realize this is pretty weird cause im pleading to myself. all well, im crazy. sometimes i dont even know what i want. i just know that i want to play really good polo and promote =)

sometimes, things are just so illusionary. oO a 5 syllabus word. haha, remembered aizen's super cool sword name that sort of sounds quite nice too. the flower in the mirror, the moon in the river. things u can see but never touch lol.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

waef

screw blocks. i dont even feel like blogging cause of it. sigh... after studying, u kinda forget everything u were about to blog lol.

polo polo polo i want to own alvin!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

waef

my slave adventures continues as i wash the socks. what the hell i took like half an hour for 3 pair of socks.. shit and i back is like almost breaking from washing it already. i rather do alvin training lol.

haha YAY 2mRW POLO DAYYYYY. I SHALL NOT SCREW UP

ragr

argh my mum is giving me a headstart in the "maid" career in case i retain and no one wants to employ me. sigh.. mopping thet floor and cleaning the dishes are like imba imba imba tiring lol..

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

gerg

haha just went out with my sunshine fellows lol. like sooo long since i last seen them already. glen is like so unglen already lor, he got nice long hair that looks damn rocker =P like seriously, damn rocker, quite cute though. but overall, glen is still damn glen, quiet quiet one lol, making of a true gangleader. then james is super james la, just james plus long hair, hes still damn like before HAHA, james-like and all his damn retarded remarks LOL. then hmm. germaine is still super germaine like just plus bracers. HAHA and we keep not friend-ing her so shes a loner now in her loner gang LOL. yup, but still damn like germaine. shit, im talking lots of crap. then yuntong is totally yuntong cause shes super yuntong-like HAHA end up everyone is going to be damn like. cause lynette.. is DAMN LYNETTE. shit i know im spelling it wrongly somehow but i dunno where its wrong =P haha but she has shorter hair than james now oO. and then.. glenn is just like glenn. as in glenn is the imba one, TOTALLY like glenn lol. i dunno what im talking already luh. everyone is like themselves HAHAHA shit makes no sense. makes dollars =D lol can still remember our standard process every tuesdays and thursdays. arrive at 730. wait downstairs til 745-8 doing nothing, ok sometimes, playing cards. then go up and tell mr thong that there was traffic jam (everyday). then start lesson. mr thong goes out to print stuffs. start talking nonsense. PLAY CANCEL THE LINE. then talk crap. dream about other stuffs. copy answer. mr thong calls someone out randomly to answer, the unlucky person nudges smart neighbours and end up lots of comedy ensues. then blablabla this carries on till 930pm. starts making subtle signs of wanting to go home lol. then finally gets released. runs down staircase with glenn, occasionally pressing the lifts button. then laughs about it. haha a day (night) at mrthong's lol.
haha sort of miss tuition =( yay im going to go back more often to see mr and mrs thong =)

6 years is too short. i want more time. haha because theres no more next-years any more.

Monday, June 09, 2008

qwerfe

sigh.. just saw mingchongs blog. haha, makes me kinda miss the time when it was the nine of us in secondary school. yup, im going to miss those days, but life passes on i guess, we cant look back, we just look forward and remember that we are going to be the freaking best in whatever we do. i could still remember the sec school days when we will just camp on the slope after lessons to wait for jiaolian to set goalposts, oops, or rather, for jiao lian to order us to set goalposts, also remember the times when we scrub the f***ing tiles due to us uttering the TRUTH about our teammates. sigh.. those days are so far away i guess. cause they are quickly added on by memories of our latest ventures this year. haha but once a teammate, always a teammate. those are memories which wont fade with time and maybe bonds that wont weaken with age. eh wth why am i talking like its the end of the world shit. gahh, i just realized that its our last year ever playing nationals together next year already, well, i might retain and play with the other batch, but no, its our last year playing TOGETHER already.. sigh... theres jst not enough time la, its almost 6 years already lol.. but i wont regret joining polo ever, WATERpolo sorry, not the horseriding one, haha dont care if it was 4th 3rd or whatever shit we got, well, i WILL regret that i played like shit all these years though, whole day play like shit when it matters sigh.. what an ass. oops, scolding myself now. and i will regret not training hard on all the days that i slack off. i regret not shooting properly during practice, not swimming my best on every set, not passing properly during practice etc. sigh.. freaking hell mingchong, make me talk about such emo stuffs.

and i walked into wall ytd! literally. like wth. i off the light to the hall. then i wanted to go down for a drink. then i was just walking down the corridor, then i thought the wall ended, an i just freaking turned into the wall. WTF. it was damn pain and there was a f***ing cut on the leftside of my eye, omg i could have been blind la. bloooooody hell and it freaking hurts. hmmm i've learnt my lesson now, i shall walk with a helmet next time! its too troublesome to try to on the lights again lol. ok, talking crap AGAIN.

and IM NOT STUDYING ENOUGH SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.

fawef

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im feeling damn failure for not mugging enough.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im feeling damn failure cause my polo today was utter utter utter shit. like TOTAL shit... its seriously damn fucked up la, i want to trainnnn i want to freaking train but no one wants to train, everyone wants to study, and i NEED to study. but what i want and what i need is different. i NEED to study. i WANT to play polo cause my polo is damn disgustingly lousy now.. i got blocked by diyan's leg W.T.F. sigh... garrrr such a long way more, im currently at like -100% of my expactations la.. sigh.. blocks first, then promo, then polo. i want to play more polooooo =(((((((((((((


Friday, June 06, 2008

waefawe

my mum is totally reasonable la... wth she kped me cause she say the com was still hot when she got home. then she started saying that i used the come until damn late (which i DID use until quite late but not DAMN late). well i was ok with that, just denied it okay-ly to her. then noooooo she went on an on, she told me i cnat go out on saturday (cause i told her the day before that i wnat to go out on saturday) then she start saying its cause i have alot of outings when my father isnt in singapore. WTH. i hardly go out the whole freaking holiday la, that was what really pissed me off cause i really wanted to go out on saturday, PLUS i only went out once the whole holidays? and that was went my father was in singapore... she was just obviously using the cannot-go-out-thing to exact revenge for the use-com-until-damn-late-thing la... ok lor, dont go dont go lor. im just going to stay at home and piss her off, seriously la, she asked for it la, freaking unreason... wait i mean REASONABLE. cause my dad always tell me i have to talk to her politely, ok lor, so she can talk however whenever whatever to whoever she wants lor... so i must be very polite =) nvm, im dman good at pissing off ppl by being very polite. zzz not that i love to do it, but there must be SOMETHING i can do if i cant go out right... oh, right, study. shes seriously damn ______________ la, _____________ stands for reasonable kind caring and understanding, after all, its just her showing a true loving nature what...

sigh and its the last day of CIP (benjamin has a very very cool meaning of cip), i bought those little buggers chips and drinks. haha im such a nice teacher. and last day of teaching was totally totally slack. cause i hardly teached anything, and we started lesson late and we talked alot of crap during lesson. haha yay my class is quite nice, when i say my class, it refers to ian's class and mine, i adopted them since ian sux at teaching AHAHA. hmm lets see, i dont even need a class list to count the number of students i need to teach la, i just need to use the fingers on one hand? haha erm, theres kian shen the little gangster thats actually quite nice, yanping the girl who talks damn softly and whole day give me the sad face HAHA, then hidaya the inconspicious guy that i hardly notice but eats alot lol, erm.. shafizam the mr AA, like super super AA, but ok la, he has good intentions, i ASSUME. and theres celine the crazy girl lol, shes qutie cute la, just damn bold, reminds me of me when i was in p6, jsut that shes kinda like less vulgar LOL. sigh.. kinda miss them now =( and they arent online either. lol im going to go back to their school before psle to look for them and maybe, just MAYBE give them some real tuitioning. and they made me little cards (the girls) haha and wrote messages to me LOL, and i figured they dont know my name WTH and called me mr dotdotdot, and yanping wrote hers in CHINESE, ooooooh my favourite subject!! so i threw it away upon seeing the curvy meaningless characters on the paper, JUST JOKING, i red it and it was really nice cause she wished me goodluck in my future exams HAHA, well, even kids know i need luck LOL. and kian shen gave me lots of attittude on our last day too.. haha but i had great fun teaching them caues i never get to worry about my langugage, they just happily lap it all up, learning the wrong words too. sigh.. but from the looks of it, im doubting thay any of them will be going hwachong or nanyang lol. im a failure teacher. then zhonghans class got that crazy crazy CRAZY girl called erm.. shit, forgot again, casilyn? shit, dunno how to spell also. shes omg, i dunno how to describe? shes damn crazy, prob worst then my p6 self, haha and she works during the hols can u believe it, 12 years old. and she likes to fight oO kinda likeable luh.. JUST THAT SHE BROKE MY OROCHIMARU key chain on my phone.. grr. and dropped, wait, i mean she THREW my phone countless times, and she offered to pay me 10 cents if i can put my whole phone into my mouth, then when i did it, she gave me 2 bucks and said i no small change WTH. number one, im NOT a street performer, number 2, i dont accept money from student? and number 3, even if she bribed me, theres nothing i can do to benefit her lol. and they were busy taking pictures of us as if we were zoo animals. haha yes and i bet chingto is going to say im a monkey. so zhonghan and i were busy entertaining their camera phones with gayish poses hahaha, more like zhonghan was forced. then there was other students coming up with various nicknames for their teachers (us), like ji dan lao shi? egg teacher. HUH i have no idea where THAT came from. then Se Se lao shit. colour colour teacher? oh thats benjamin, explainable. hahaha funny kids. goodluck for their psle lol. i knew it wasnt a good idea to teach little kids cause i end up missing them sigh... like those kids at leapfrogs. lol... damn.

sigh.. studied danm little these few days, gotta pick up the pace. sigh im only STILL at chem. i think im super screwed. i intend to give up one subject and get U for it lol. but dunno which one also leh =P

GAME ON SUNDAY WOOOOOOOOOOOTs so long never play polo already. its ONE WHOLE WEEK OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

must not shout must not shout must not shout

Thursday, June 05, 2008

yw45yq3

sigh.. so much happened in like just 3 days? sigh.. my grandma's-sister just passed away like a few days ago, i have to use grandma's sister cause i dunno how to say it in english lol. going to the wake seems so unreal, seeing her body inside, lifeless but covered with makeup seems so unnatural too. ppl crying for the loss of u, ppl walking around u as u lay senseless, i realize that for the first time, im actually scared of death haha. shit, i dont want to die, i want to live forever, i want to be an immortal, i dont care if i sound like some evil antagonist of some comic book, sigh.. but after thinking, i realize theres no point living if everyone else that u know are all dead. dilemna, whether to be an immortal or not lol. not that i have a choice, i AM an immortal. yea, in my dreams i guess.

yea, and i realize i really kinda like some of those little kids i teach. althought i shout and scream at them and push their table and (oops) use vulgarities, PLUS teach them lots of things they are not supposed to know. haha.. thats it, im never going to be a teacher when i grow up, i hate it when students just keep leaving u after u have a bond with them lol. lucky this is a five day cip thingi, i wont be seeing them THAT much too. haha and i HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO BUY THEM! last day.. but what.. haha buggers wanted happy meal but thats so totally out of the question cause i cant afford 5 happy meals for 5 kids. plus im saving money now, i want to buy a BMW. lol.. ok talking crap, ferrari only =P haha sigh, its the last day with them 2mrw already. i got their msn! haha wth i dint get msn until sec1 la... high tech kids. haha and no to mention we played soccer everyday with the kids and go back to class late. i think its actually quite fun la.. haha and i play hangman with them everydayyy and release them late and terrorise them by making them raise their hand everytime they want to talk. then i teach them words that they dint know before (OOOOOOPS) like pj which i shant elaborate any further. and i was teaching this girl called celine that in pri sch u play computer games, then sec sch u play sports games, then jc u play guys HAHA shit, i dint have zhonghan around to elaborate by holding his hand LOL. and zhonghan is a PAEDOPHiLE, like benjamin. sigh.. i shall not say why but ya, zhonghan finds every pri sch girl cute.. shit u la, go for sec sch girls at least right. and pri sch girls crowd around zhonghan during recesses! GASP pimping them at such an age HAHAHa. ok shit, im full of nonsense.

YAY POLO ON SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

and shit i havent been doing crunches for 4 days alr.

but i did pullups woohoo

Monday, June 02, 2008

wefew

haha went teaching some kiddos at woodlands primrary, haha they are seriously seriously... erm... not that smart. see, i put it across in a nice way. pls be proud of me guys. woohoo. no vulgarities for a long time and still running. and the little kids are really quite ok once u show damn whos the big guy around, HAHA and since their p4, OBVIOUSLY im the bigger one, but there are also those retarded try-to-be-gangsters one lol. but in actual fact, mr gangster sux at hangman, i gave them rhythm for hangman, no vowels and they were all like omg-we-are-dead. haha and they lost the hangman without guessing a single letter, ok, fine then, its me, im good.

haha and davin zhonghan and chingto are bad friends. they encourage u to climb school gates and injure urself. hmph.

and i keep getting this stupid recurring dream/nightmare that its graduation time already and its time to say goodbye to everyone. and i realize that its hardest to say goodbye to the team and i was blabbering some crap in my sleep. sigh.. GASP, it must have been a vision, it must mean something. maybe some divine being is hinting for me to retain, WEEE looks like i can go fail blocks now!!

Sunday, June 01, 2008

arwe

argh.. week 2. start of the imba week. its 830 to 1230 cip monday to friday for the whole week. woots and its off to sch to lock urself in reading room for the afternoon, and dota at night! haha actually come to think of it holiday seriously is not bad. just that cip is at WOODLANDS. w.t.h. i have to wake up at 645 just to go woodlands la. and pls pls pls dont give me some retard to teach cause im bad enough, another retard is going to screw up my life sigh... pls pls pls.

ok short random post to make up for a longer post count for my blog