The moment when the lob stays in the air and everyone looks at it, your opponents praying it hits the post, you praying it goes in, your teammates praying it goes in but are getting ready to scold you, priceless moment.

Reading 9gag in the hot tub. Heavenly

Hey dude out there that we don't even know each other yet, here's a big fuck you for screwing my life without being in it

Ahhhhhh I'm falling deeper and deeper everyday, I'm actually afraid maybe ldmr does apply to us

I miss Singapore already sigh I need etc :(

The smile after the first time is priceless :)

China china china tomorrow! Excited max! To see new stuff play new teams and have fun! Haven't been overseas since... Wow my last training trip in guangzhou that was like two years ago.

I really like the lucky charm that I got hehew

Coffee dosent wake you up better, being pissed early in the morning does wonders though. I think my mum is being totally unreasonable with the maid. If im a maid, I wouldn't want to work for her either. There's no off say, it's like one fucking long prison sentence. But that's ok since it's part of the contract, then there's the yelling and really shitty scolding my mum gives, sometimes even I really think those scold it's that come out of her mouth is really Insensitive. But that aside the maid has her own fucked up issues also and combining that with my mums volatile temper.. I'm sure there are better ways still

On a funnier note, I smacked my funny bone really hard on Paul's head and now it's really fucking funny. Couldn't feel my last two fingers upon initial contact

<3<3

im actually secretly afraid of china polo

argh still not doing as well as i want to be, have to get rid of this fucking lethargic feeling. its a shit time to get lethargic. cmon work it, my shots are really terrible nowadays, im trying too fucking hard to beat the keeper that im hitting the posts too much or going further than that. need some of those morning training sessions alone again. therapeutic.

just read this somewhere, dont cry because you lost someone you love, one day, he/she will cry because he/she lost someone who loved them.

so many wise quotes nowadays, its better to be hated for who you are than loved for who your are not.

from glenn, theres just too many people in the world to please.

thought quite abit after my convo with (surprise surprise surprise) lynnette-whos-never-going-to-introduce-her-chio-friends-to-me-ever. haha guess im really over giving a fuck to what people thinks about me, somewhere out there, someone thinks the same about them. so heres a big middle finger to all of you out there =)

i cant change the mistakes of the path, but i can learn, yea, theres really too many people to please, the world still spins even if you hate me, dont give a fuck as long as those who truly matter to me dont hate me.

losing is just part of winning, we cannot believe that we will win everytime, the fear of losing is the fear of winning. this is to my juniors who cant get over it yet. i know how it feels bros =)

awesome seriously, the amount of opening up to people im doing nowadays, really people i dont expect to ever open up to, maybe im softening up hahaha.

great birthday party with seriously damn good catering food today, really must plan if i want a birthday party too actually

argh my knee feels busted.

polo finals today, emotional and nostalgic match, its two forty am now, should blog about it another time haha

Open the eyes get the legs up counter attack, theres always something new to work on. Fuckkkkk

counter counter counter counter

looking at a long term, ive decided i wanna play polo way into my twenties and perhaps my thirties, last fridays talk really made me think about the future and made me think that for once, im not playing at the nat team level for myself. ive always thought that in school i really play for my teammate and friends of so many years, but at nat team i play because i want to attain higher level glory, but how wrong i was, i realize that what coach and some of the seniors said was right, that we are always playing for the future of singapores waterpolo. im going to do it =)

and saturday was an awesomeeeeeeeeeeeessssssss day

this countdown is killing me, im not like this, i dont go down without fighting for what i want, its even harder to watch what you want slip your grasp without a fight than to fight with all your life but see it slip by by a hair's width

training wasnt all too good, the weights yesterday really killed me. plus wtf im letting in counter attacks like nothing, if all im good for is swimming, and im losing out in even that, what the hell does that make me? gotta take note of it

its all a long dream

i thought i was bulletproof, but from the inside, anything is breakable

between losing and hurting you , i would rather lose a hundred times

I'm not complaining or anything cause I didn't rule any of this out either, but it just hits too close to home, it reminds me too much of that time when I was at my weakest, I don't like having my emotion tied down but it's exactly how serious I want to be. I don't want to be dependent on anything.

damn bad game today, really terrible plays i have no idea why, we had enough subs, enough quality but our plays are just wtf....

then i realize what its like to be on the recieving end of things, but its not like i dint know what im getting myself into anyway oh well