It's almost impossible to balance exams with overseas trip but somehow I'm never giving this game up. Awesome game

i try and im trying and i will try but sometimes it just so hard. maybe you are only destined to have one love of your life and ive chosen mine since im 13. if its fate that we can only settle for one.

Heartening day :)))))) maybe doing that paper on optimal performance really helps? Haha awesome I knew there would be breakthroughs from bad weeks but this is good!! Awesome wist test of 9.2 perhaps the rest did us well heh. Finding the form and confidence in shooting yessss

I really don't think I'm ready, this past week's form has been terrible. This is more stressing than the fact that I have a paper 19 hours after touchdown

Sigh it's great to have friends but the more friends you have and the closer they are, the more empty you will feel when you eventually part. Whoever said keep your friends close and keep your enemy closer is wrong

I would like to play without having to care about others' judgement on it but at this moment it's pretty impossible

No time for a slump, I know I've experienced bad spells and at times really need the good turn around. But I can't afford it at this time! I want to
Be the best but at times when aiming so high, I feel like I'm falling too. Fuck is wrong with my awareness I really don't know argh

Fuck with me and I'll eventually forget, fuck with my friend and it becomes significantly less likely

in all honesty, i dont feel ready for dubai nor exams

i just try, try to make as many people around me happy as possible. i realize i just have this something that cannot stand people around me being upset, stranger or not. haha that is of course, unless its someone i dont like, then its another story totally.

sigh schools been no joke man, its stressful but not that bad im still coping. met many awesome people in smu. i realized i really dont regret not going nus, even though i was trying to hard to dsa into that school and all. apart from well having a cool hall life, i realize smu is really convenient, location wise, small school size wise ( i dont have to take a fucking shuttle service just to get to lessons) and maybe just to eat at various places. Friends i met here are awesome, although i guess with my personality, i would probably have made great friends in nus too, but hey i live in the present and i like what its like now =)

hmm really torn about whether i should take 5.5 next sem. its supposed to be hard but its a good part of the year to take it though

scratches and bruises all over, just alittle bit more

just sixxxxteeeeen more days! let the heart conquer what the mind and body cannot