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my fucking mp3 just screwed up, it cut off like 700 of my songs =(((((( and all my photos and ALL MY VIDEOS. WTH MY SAMURAI X.

hahaha ok the new zen touch thingi or an itouch???

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POPPPPPP COMING!!!!!!

im the man of steel ahaha

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omfg today is a fucking sleepy day, slept at 2 and woke up at 530 to go qingming ARGHHHHHH. im sleepy but sleeping during bookout is an utter waste of bookout timing. fuckkkkkkk.

this week is going to be a niceeeee week =D slackness galore. gamesdays on wed and good friday on guess what? A FRIDAY WOOHOO. bookout on thurs zomg. sending the darling chau off on friday too FUCKKKKKKK going back just when our block leaves are coming? thats just heartless chau.

but yup, gonna miss him like mad, no, not cause im gay, ok, partially cause im gayand im totally into him. but more cause thats one less crazy fucker in our gatherings of crazy fuckers sigh =( and one less guy to bitch to yup. AND THERE GOES THE ONLY KEEPER FUCK. oh wait theres cute little chia. but wait, we dont even have 7 to play a game anymore =((( and in case u are reading this chaupati, sms us ur flying off time alrighttttttt.

bmt is a fucking shit of a time. BUT ITS ENDING WOOHOOOOO. PEEEEE OHHHHH PEEEEE fuck this shit, no more bmt life ahahaha.

looking back this week, i think i have been more of less of a total fucker. apolgies to any days i spoiled out there due to my imba bad mood brought about my imba bad events, oh wait, but some of you really deserve it, so i guess the apologies extend out to some only. DEFINITELY NOT u chao geng fucker of platoon 1 ahahaha.

step 1. be happy
step 2. stay happy.
step 3. continue being happy.

theres no point being serious ppl, lets just be happy forever and throw away the other side of us heh. the power of optimism. as changpeng says in a dota game where we are getting raped 33-12, " still got hope one, we just up our bkb and butterfly can already". ok but thats abit excess optimism heh.

AND SORRY I COULDNT JOIN SOCCER AT CAGE SECTION 3 PEOPLE I APOLOGIZEEEEE

i learnt 8 songs in camp, 2 more to finish the ten songs goal hahaha

in order, they are

superman
dont wanna miss a thing
thats why u go away
here without you
how to save a life
she will be loved
apologize
blind

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im gonna be happy all my life, i used up enough unhappiness for a lifetime this week. its gonna change now.

WE OWNED QUEENSTOWN AHAHAHA

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polo. thats about all there is to life now anyway

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guess polos the only constant through it all after all

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i just dont feel the same again, this is fucking fucking fucking killing me from inside. i can just hang on like a tard anymore.

for once, 16km route march seems nice, ippt before that and then soc after it. physical pain keeps u away from all that hurts more. ok, but i think route march is really quite on par with it heh.




fml

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a thousand sorries wont make a fucking difference.

a longer wait wont make it come either

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i cant believe im doing this but my last 48 hours were awesomely fucked up. i cant believe how fucked it goes. first, man u had to win liverpool and chelsea had to fucking draw BLACKBURN WTF. then, i lost my twenty dollar note the brown one. wtf, fucking stupid, i was supposed to share cab with pradeep sisong and changpeng from the terminal, then they were outside the terminal, i ran out and wtf they took the cab already zomgggg. so oh well i cabbed myself, then i realized i had no fucking cash on me but that note...... well self explanatory after that. then i FUCKING GOT A SILVER FOR IPPT TODAY WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. 61 situps 19 pullups 9.5 shuttle 240 sbj and i ran a fucking b for 2.4. fucking stitch and fuck the drinking of water before exercises. well thats alot i lost, 2 points (chelsea), a gold for ippt, a twenty dollar note and i lost my mind hah. i dunno, what do i expect when karma makes one biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggg fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkking round after 8months. hmm maybe i dint do enough cip. maybe i dint have a choice in the whole fucking thing from the start. argh fuck it, it just fucks my mind up everyday. and i earned the biggest fucking demotion lol. life is getting so fucked up in so many fucking areas that i dont even fucking know what to do with it anymore. i just wanna fucking play polo, there are no lies in there, there are no complications, just desire to win, hah and the ability to do so. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

karma is one helll of a thing to meddle with. maybe revenge too hah.

and i thought my 777th post was going to be a happy one.

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wteff, naruto is only sixteen years old but hes damn pawnzorrr

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i feel soooooooooooo unwelcomed hah.

and you are welcomed

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im like a littttle bug ahahaha

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army army army suxxxx im in camp now because im confined argh.

extreme pt this week and im really super duper bored so im going to blog more hahaha.

it so so sux to be in here, just cleaned some commanders' bunk shit. mopped the floor. dip it in the pail. let the water turn brown. mop the floor with brown water. repeat. the floor is greyish brown anyway...

but army is super boringgggg, how long more till i can come out and play poloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. we had polo in camp that day ahahaha, polo captains ball, thats what its called, but well, there were some elements of polo there i guess. haha

argh i cant take this shitttttttttttttt, i miss polo so fucking much, i miss polo people so fucking much, and the people i miss arent free to talk or are never able to talk. i want to play play play play play play play play play play play play polo. and ..argh.. nvm. it just sux on all accounts now. it wouldnt be the first time i say it but i really want to sink into the water and forget all the shit that goes on in life. army sux but my bunk mates made it tolerable i swear, without them i would have slit my wrist, eat cookhouse food and hung myself. and they thought me so manny songs that im going to type out cause goign to google and searching and copy and pasting them takes so much longer.

a hundred days has made me older
since the last time that i saw your pretty face
a thousand lies has made me colder
and i dont think i can look at this the same
and all the miles that separate (music)
they disappeared now when im dreaming of your face

im here without you baby,
your still on my lonely mind (this one is going lower tone)
i think about you baby,
and i dream about you all the time
im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams (low tone)
because tonight girl,
its only you and me

the miles just keep rolling,
as the people bid their way to say hello
i've learnt this life is overrated
but i hope that it gets better as we go
(music) oh yea~

im here without you baby,
your still on my lonely mind (goes higher)
i think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
im here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams (high)
cause tonight girl,
its only you and me~

everytime i know,
anywhere i go,
it gets hard but it wont take away my love
when the last piece fall
when its all said and done
it gets hard but it wont take
away
my love~

im here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
i think about you baby,
and i dream about you all the time
im here without you baby,
but your still with me in my dreams
cause tonight girl, its only you and me

ooh typed that in record low time. haha and the most fucked thing happen when i was doing uni app. thanks to facebook, it took me like 2 and a half hours to complete my uni app, including my pretty long discretionary appeal essay. then after i was done, i pressed submit, and they said "session timedout" -.- and i have to redo everything wtf.

argh tonight is going to be some sad and lonely night man. wellllll, on the bright side, i get to withdraw my pay for the first time muahahaha, it feels good to earn your own money man. like fuckkkkking good.

but although im talking so much shit, i just feel like lying down and sleep and pretending the whole world is cut away from me. but again, thats almost literally true. but playing polo would be good too, when results, life, family, ARMY, future dosent play a part. where we just go back to the time when we lived to breathe the chlorine water. its becoming some sort of escape i guess, maybe polo is like drugs, u actually get addicted to playing it and it helps you get all high no matter what your mood is. but drugs dont get you scratches and bruises hahaha. but well, they remind you that you are alive still, and that you can pull through all the shit that opponents throw at you and still win it. what an untrue reflection of life heh. and yes im just talking incoherent gibberish thats about eveything that comes to my mind zzz.

i want a photo of polo ppl, remind me that i aint alone in all this shit. i want another photo, to remind me that even through all this shit, theres still a moment to smile for.

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hahaha just had book out. but this week is one fuck of a week. abrasions are fucking me up left right center, its fucking irritating i swear. and i marched 12km with it plus another 6km of rubbish. my balls are seriouslllly bursting fuck.

played my first open league game today, not bad, i guess, but there were some pretty bad aspects too, gotta reflect, my polo is on some serious decline, but guess its kinda expected since i havent trained or even think about polo much these days thanks to the fucking hectic army. pls let me out and play polo pls pls pls i really need it now hahaha.

yea its funny some times how deja vu works. its working fucking fine right now heh

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for once, its nice to be back in camp. ok, second time, first time was after field camp

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wanna stay in the pool like this forever. cause only in the pool there is no pain. there is no fatigue. no boredom. no sadness. no emotional moments. its another world i guess, far away from the shit of reality. maybe the water's surface is actually a door to reality, staying underneath always seems so surreal, like everything is so fucking muffled. sounds, sight and everything. maybe it tells me im a dreamer since i love it so much. since i suck at about everything else, maybe i can be the best dreamer, please, just let me excel at the one thing i love above others.

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sorry to anyone who tried teaching me math at all. why bother pfft

awefewaf

remember catching? catch. no revenge ahhaha

sgergser

army seriously fucks up ur life totally. i hate army. i hate army i hate army.

i kinda miss all you bros man. i want photos to put in my locker too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but idont know how to develop hehehe.

maybe we can just stay in the pool forever and ever.








oh ya, and alevels are 2mrw oops