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sian booking in soon. never felt this bad since bmt sigh. luckily i got to read fairy tail before i go in heh.

FUCKING RAIN TODAY, superbly organized event and it rained on us wtf. but on a nice note, we had super lot of oldboys and youngboys today hehehe, i guess coach is really really respected after all, i hope i get THAT much respect when i grow old too man.

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omg mediafire is imba power. i have been living in a hole lolol. thanks mingchong loveu

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ok i think im always too hasty with my decisions, i always decide whats best for me too early i think, i think i have the best class best team best bunk mates and refuse to open myself to recieve others. but its just me man. i guess its just my slow descent into being a introvert hehe

procrastinated damn long, gonna get these abs up and running

my biggest wish is that i will never regret in this life again. you know like how sometimes i think back and think, fuck man, if i went back to sec1 c div polo blablabla, if i went back to sec3 polo, or i went back and did this or did that. nah, i never wanna think that again

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i think im the most spoilt soldier in the world ever, fucking course feels just like bmt all over again, minus the really really cool bunkmates i used to have, but ok they are pretty nice too.i really really hate staying in man, maybe its cause my bmt bunkmates set the standard too high for stay in fun life or maybe im just reminded of those endless long teary nights in bmt, fuck that, or maybe im just spoilt like fuck ahaha. its like the longest longest longest week EVER, no training somemore CB.

and yesterday went luonans stagnight, it wasnt much, it was more of just an excuse to get everyone drunk down and dead before they throw people in to the pool with all their clothes on. but hey sentosa is a damn nice place hehe. pool party next time!

and sugar keeps me alive, like how cigs keep chingto alive ahaha

i just dont get it, what the hell is the difference between regular small guy me and the pro small guys, we have similar build but they play a hell lot better, experience isnt magic man, it has to be something else wtf but i just dont know what the fuck is it

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I’ve been letting you down, down
Girl I know I’ve been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should’ve played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should’ve known
She must have altered my senses
’cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand


A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don’t wanna lose you

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sigh say hello to fuckall camp, next monday starts. OH EM EFF GEE SHIT. and no, shit isnt an alphabet hahaha. sigh i dunno, i really pray i can get out to play polo man.

sigh what am i to do if i CANT play, i really dont know, i dont wanna be stuck in camp being a gym junkie. and big question, WHY did i start a new paragraph for this, hmm beats me too.

argh fuck i dont know am i just lonely or am i going crazy, but they surface to the top like memories of yesterday heh.

and in case you havent realize by now, every paragraph is just a random snippet of my life cause im too lazy to blog properly

i want a bb or an iphone, preferably a bb cause its usable in army

i think im really out of touch with the female genders cause i keep thinking ugly girls are passable =(

im objectifying women

the protein isnt helping, but maybe 5 servings isnt enough to grow 15kg

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life sux, im booking in, one piece isnt out, i just ate shitty dinner, im late for booking in but im blogging, im going to be staying in, i cant train, people tend to think i lack commitment because i dont train. fuck man, its like forcibly breaking me apart from the love of my life. its like tearing romeo and juliet apart. its like separating the do from the ta which forms the best word ever dota. fuck this life. but i swear im going to make it =|

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fucking off to the island!

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and it changes, the reason why we play. in sec1, i was curious, in sec3, i was obliged, in jc, i was in love with the game and the team, in army, its for glory, i cant think of any reason but that already. is it still for the love of the game, or is it simply its something i can do well, hence the need to prove it to myself that im good at something. i never asked so many stupid questions about the game before i guess.

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haha maybe im just losing my ability to talk freely with people, there just seems to be a barrier nowadays when i talk to them, i dunno, its just different, maybe i have grown up after all, not just physically. i dunno, this isnt even relevant to life lol

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argh i hate life at it is, seriously screw army, my whole life is like a giant uncertainty, ok scrap that, even without army, it is a giant uncertainty, im always waiting and guessing and hoping that something bad WONT happen, frankly it feels like shit. in my case, nothing is ever confirmed, im always just waiting and hoping and waiting and hoping, ok and regretting stupid stuff like why didnt i study harder lol.

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my mind goes effffing hyper right before i sleep. damn IT.

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yes, new layout, hope you like it, no actually i dont give jackshit if you do or not. i created a new blog too, its a mash of random letters. blogspot.com where i can bitch about anyone and everyone and read to myself, sick perversion eh yea i know.

polo is totally heating up and fucking army isnt helping, imma do things that piss off alot of army personnel but im so sorry this has to be done. no wait, im not sorry actually. its serious injury that could cause my long term future to be in jeopardy. but yes this year im serious about polo. dead serious.

anyway so here are my current resolutions. i will explain them in greater details later

visit teachers i always say i would visit

attend as many training as possible, no more fucking around with other polo places

apologize.

clear up my itunes.

forgive and forget and let go

temper

prioritise

use proper english language

get a hot bod

over the course of years, we always grow up and leave behind memories, p6, sec2, sec4, jc. we always say we would grow up but never forget these friends and teachers, but more often than not that never happens, we gain new friend that we ditch after a few years, our whole life is just about gaining experience and leaving memories. no not like pokemon gaining experience. but yea im going to visit all of them that i can remember hehehe, not all, at least to the best of my abilities.

im dead fucking serious about polo this year and i think the red fonts already say what i want to say. no more fucking around at sp.

oh ho, heres one of my personal favourites. im going to apologize to everyone (once against, that i can remember) who i always tease about, like calling someone fat or gay, or fat AND gay. hehehe im going to actually apologize, hopefully good karma will rain on me.

im going to clear up my itunes! i dont wanna be like davin, knowing one tenth of the songs that i have, and downloading by albums or discography is just too easy and tempting, gotta DELETEEEE

yea this is just some stuff everyones gotta learn. well im not going too deep into details of this.i actually scream about it in my new blog that no one else can read or find. u can try finding lol.

cure my temper problem, i think ever since i started playing for the national team, my temper towards others not from the nat team is disgusting, im turning to some seniors that i always secretly hate and tell myself not to be. yea, curb that fucking temper of mine, i wanna be the jovial type of senior heh.

prioritising, gotta thank nick for this, although i hate this word cause i spell it wrong all the time, even now, i dont know if its right hmm. yes gotta prioritise, polo and studies are joint first. second would be my friendships that i treasure so much. theres no third theres no fourth.

use proper english. civilian conversion course as stated my dominic, we cant forever be throwing ccb knn fuckyou so easily, although i do it in school already, but yes its civilian conversion time. plus my spelling and typing is atrocious as seen above with prioritise.

work out and train, and put in extra effort to get a hot bod hehehehehehe, no particular reason, just that the mirror becomes a closer friend with a hot bod lol.

just joking, this isnt part of my resolutions, im sick of relationships and stuff and what not. fuck whats meant to be is meant to be, what isnt, well i would definitely know, isnt meant to be then. brings me back to prioritise. fuck this, i have better things on my mind now.

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ok fuck, its too effing difficult to change the blogskin, i should have paid more attention to html classes by kent cheong in sec1

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im trying to find a new blog skin for the new year but why the eff is every blog skin about lovey dovey and shit. fuck you nerds sitting at home creating blogskins, buck up pls

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yay its the first post of the new year! unless i blogged when im drunk and im not aware of it, but in THAT case, its not counted. had one hell of a time with the team, ok not the whole team but the rest were there in spirit (they better be) lol. but fucking awesome, i hereby declare this years 31st december BOOKED!

yes and this isnt my all important new years post with all my resolutions and all cause i cant think of it yet haha.

but yup thats all i have to say, i dont need a reply cause i dint expect one, it was just a simple greeting. and frankly, i will be rather surprised if a reply came instead. but yea all the best people. lets hope 2011 isnt as fucked.