aergkljh

haha omg i dint study much today =(((( but holidays is here, like TOMORROW so im sooo going to study like hell. but sigh.. studying companion being jhun boon, chingto, zhonghan etc. i got a really bad feeling about it hahaha. but NO, i shall only study in groups of 3 so that we cannot play bridge or hearts. smart eh.

and theres nooooooooooooooo polooooooooooo for a long long time oh mannnn. what am i supposed to do with my fastwhiteningskin. maybe i should just sleep on the school field at 1pm to 130pm daily, afternoon nap.
ok, APART from not getting a tan. i cant live without playing polo =(((( and im stil banned from sunday polos. what if i shot become seetowlike what if my swimming become as fast as eugene, what if my passing become as bad a daryl's right hand. what if.. what if.. sigh so many what ifs. what if i only can all talk no action like the bboys coach? hahah k joking, later he come down pawn me again. sorry, pawn me. no again cause there wasnt a first time in the first place. sigh so long to polo, so according to mslim, training starts RIGHT after promos, and my promos end on 2october monday. so thats like erm. oh shit, exactly 29 days to end of promos. AAAAAAh and im blogging -.-

woo and playing badminton with my brother is damn retarded but damn tiring. cause we play in a garden with uneven sides and almost-no-rules, well, i guess the only rule is that theres no whacking of ur opponent or something. then we play sets of 5 with 50skipping punishments. woots the loser get to grow taller. sigh who wouldnt want to lose.

argh so boring and i really got nothing to post about. off i go then.

oh YA, and the most important thing i wanted to post was.. FALL FOR YOU BY SECONDHAND SERENADE IS FREAKING GOOD. im like sooooo hooked on it.

awef

woots teachers day today. but i was there spiritually dont worry, although not physically. haha im sure the teachers would appreciate it. and my mums idea of asking me to give gift to my teacher was absolutely bad cause everyone was laughing =( haha but im a good student, SO I BETTER GET AN EXTRA GRADE FOR ALL MY SUBJECT. just a suggestion though.

hols are here! STUDYYY

aert

rsaf open house was totallllll crappppp. its like super boring and super hot. and omg, we waited like one hour just to GET a bus to go back and the trip took like half an hour.. so it totals to... erm... 78hours trip (guess how much i got for maths lecture test) hahah ok that was pretty retarded. well, presently, i was damn pissed by the time i ran my ass off from the carpark to the pool to play 30minutes of polo. haha sorry zhonghan for playing rough. but zhonghan says "wanna play rough not fit for sorry one" so, ok, no sorry cause i still intend to play rough, since im small and weak, i only can use skills and erm.. less orthdox (underhanded) means to play. its polo, well, its a game we all know is not very gently, so ok, take ur time, play ur own style, and grow strong all the same. theres no right or wrong, only the weak and the strong. wow, so maturish and adultish, i feel so grown up now.

awerawer

and cca forum today was really quite lame cause i dont think anything they said was really useful. sigh.. all well, when have mr goodgrammarandenglish ever been good at talking.

qewr

argh, i super dont feel like studying. study until lethargic alr. sigh, just as well, short short day 2mrw PLUS we have teachers day on friday. short break before full force studying kicks in.

adgfawe

life is soooooo retarded cause its not in the bad-zone yet and also not exactly in the good-zone, so i figured inbetweenzone should just be called the retarded zone. haha i got B for the 2 subjects i studied for, econs and chem omgomgomgomg, im like so ownage. but for the ones i dint study for.... ok, im not going to talk about it. sigh this is totally crap cause theres like chem test 2mrw and organic chem is totally totally ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i cant stand it sigh. and 2mrw is (inofficial sportday) cause its the day we will do weights and then play random sports in our (self proclaimed) cute little gang. cute is also, defined as cuteness in the eye of the beholder. we behold our own cuteness hahaha.
so many things to do yet so little time. pw. chem. maths.econs.geog. gp. f*************

i gotta start chioning maths soon. even chingto is pawning sigh.

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no more olympics!!! sigh... but i gotta watch like lots and lots of polo these few days. omg omg hungary is sick. madaras is bloody hot and bloody good. biros is bloody good but bloody fierce looking eee. haha but the finals was really damn sick, all the shots need slow motion cameras to make sense of. and handball is DAMN NICe, its like land polo. omigosh.

kk g2g econs test 2mrw.

Taxes are used to raise the cost of production of demerit goods (which bring about negative externalities) so that they will reach the social welfare optimum level. *proceeds to draw graph about it*

aewr

Haha today wasn’t so bad a day. Sports quiz was SUPER SUPER FUNNY. The primary school quiz part was like omgomgomg damn damn funny. Argh, they think its called the Olympic motto when DUH anyone will know that the Olympics committee would have come up with something way cooler like the Olympic CREED right. And the best one was still reserved for the “who was singapores first olympic medalist?” super funny, first thing that guy said straightaway was, ang peng siong. HAHAHAHA omg kids these days. Tsk tsk.

And after my super incomplete postmortem of polo yesterday, I realize that theres this nasty nasty scratch across my chest. Sigh.. some lucky kid out there is going to be on ebay selling his fingernails claming that it has my tissues inside. Still, that should probably fetch around a few hundred bucks at the least hahaha.

And kwanki is IMBA. If I get A for PW, im going to buy him lots of encyclopedia HAHA.

Sigh. And yes, zhihong DOES make sense (and dollars) and I guess I should really listen to him sigh…

But still, today was damn damn fun. I doubt anyone can find people who play cards (hearts) with more noise, more nonsense, more insults, more vulgarities, more disgusting jokes and more action and drama (usually involving people running around pinching at the other’s chest area hmmm) than us. We are just totally idiots. And I loveeeeee hanging around aimlessly (sometimes aimfully) with u guys hahaha. And no other ppl flirt so shamelessly with the coro aunty like us too hahahaha.

I love poloooooo!

But I gotta promote first =| THEN I can spend all day fooling around AHAHA

qwerqewr

ok fast note.

today is my 500th post!!!!!!
and polo today was SUPPPPPPPPER GOOD CAUSE WE OWNED with a combination of PHELPS, lezak, bernad, taoli and lijiawei in our team HAHAHA

qwer

haha polo is going to be shown on tv =DDDDDDD soon.

and i should not sleep so late sigh. its past 12 again. dammmmmit, and 2mrw morning is the spam-tutorial day sigh.

but theres polo 2mrwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yay and i better better not forget to bring trunks!

omg and theres a hell lot of nice sports on sunday. and theres econs on monday SIGH

and no offence but maybe council would like to sing nicer songs at night hahahaha

aerg

What looong boring days sigh. But im SEVENTEEEEN, im reallllly proud of that fact although half the people I know are older than me lol. Yay and I got a big red bag from my brothers for birthday, supposedly to replace the big black bag I have now. And I got super hip/in/cool/awesome goggles from OG ppl. And SKIPPING ROPES. Wow, all my ambitions, swimming fast and growing tall, these people sure are thoughtful =D sigh and nowadays, my timetable schedule is just so bloody bloody packed. Sigh… Monday got some imba new scheduling and today became like lesson till 4 with half an hour break. Sigh and 2mrw becomes lesson till 5 with one and a half hour break. But yay, staff meeting on Wednesday, means no remedials! Hopefully an afternoon of fun with weights and squash hahaha. Preferably without those really good squash players budging in lol. And high school boys are idiots la, they stopped training so effectively, I DON’T GET TO PLAY POLO UNTIL AFTER PROMOS WTFWTFWTF. By then I will turn lousy and old. And my arms will become saggy. My stamina will become screwed up. My voice will become old and hoarse (no link). My jumps will become nooblike. My shots will become bboys like. My reflexes will become oldman like. Then my hair will lose the chlorine browness =| and then my tan will slowly fade to become the yet-another-geek-colour. Noooooo, I really want to play polo =(( and my dad wont let me go Sunday polos too. Mannnnn not mentioning polo, I don’t even get a chance to SWIM. Guess I will slowly turn less amphibious and more humanoid and then eventually, I might actually get down to studying. Take note, EVENTUALLY, and MIGHT. But promos are so close. And apart from chemistry and econs and human geog, I really just feel like saying “EFF OFF” to maths. Maths lecture test is like catastrophic. I found areas with 4 digits and I drew graphs for 15minutes and I left 2 questions blank. Sigh… maths is like the most URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH (plus lots of vulgarities peppered in between) subject in the world man. Integrate differentiate graphing tech binomial series differential ARGH. What.the.hell.

Zz guess I shall go off soon, zz no polo means no chance to show off my super cool and sleek new goggles to my teammates sigh, they are going to be sooooo jealous cause it has like frames in the form of pink crabs, can u imagine the terror it will strike? “as fearsome as the crabs”. And I have skipping ropes that can make really loud whooshing noises too cool. But bottomline, NO POLO SUXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.

aergag

omg phelps is reallllly good. he finally got his eighth gold. holy macaroni bolognese whatever whatever. haha and the US team is freaking godlike. well, except for hansen. but phelps, peisroll and lezak together is like WTH. its unfair la, they deserve a disqualification for being way too good. but kitojima is freaking freaking good too, he like singlehandedly gave japan a bronze lol.

omg and maths test is 2mrw. just thinking about maths make me go crazy.

i reallly wnat to say... FUCK MATHS. ok, i said it. yay, freedom of speech.

aeh

yay im seventeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. one more year to alocohol and driving and m18 movies. and i feel so loved cause everyone wished me hahahahaha

aergwaerg

44 more minutes!!!

oh, and good job rochte, u finally won ur first individual gold, im sorry my idol phelps is pawning u too much MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, pls dont fly from beijing to singapore to beat me up.

seh

phelps is a monssssssssster. 6 events. 6 gold. 6 world records. and oh, forgotten, and his goggle was filled with water yesterday and didnt do as well as he wanted. sigh.. what a pity eh. and i had stomachache for the third successive day in a role at 1045 (+-5min).. sigh its not my fault that i pass by the fish tank and watched phelps and bernad pawning ppl is it? oh man, i feel damn bad for lying to my various teacher, but hwachong is about pursuing ur own dreams isnt it, well, phelps is like super inspiration for pursuing my own dream haha. now my dream is to appear on tv and have the camera focussing on me wherever i walk, oh and i would like to have a hot body and the title of "best olympian in history" THATS ALL. garrrr. soooo want to own ppl like tv too hahaha. ok ignore me. no, wait, dont, read on. then the fish tank was like packed like some SUPER overcrowded fishtank, i can walk in from the entrance and not see the tv at all, zzzz i have to end up supporting myself on my hands in some retardedly tiring exercise just to WATCH PHELPS SWIM. still, it was damnn nice, but the people were damn noisy... sigh.. only if they show so much enthusiasm towards soccer, we will have soccer riots in school too. grrr. i hate it when people watch swimming for phelps ONLY cause it totally demeans the whole thing hahaha. yay yay yay and singapore is confirm going to win a medal already. oh gosh oh gosh, maybe they will have like a public holiday if singapore wins a gold. ok, for that, ONLY THAT, GO LIJIAWEI AND CO. zzz but even they originate from china. no wonder they flourish so well in beijing haha.

u know some thing cool, chingto is AN ASSHOLE CAUSE HE TOOK MY DIFFERENTIAL EQUATION NOTES HOME WHEN I/WE HAVE A FREAKING TEST ON MONDAY. nice of u there SUCKERRRRR. not like u are going to study as hard as me lolol.

then we had this open house meeting for cca leaders/representative to discuss openhouse stuff cause apparently, they are insecure with the emb cause no one ever reads it fine, CAUSE NO ONE EVER READS IT. ok, then we had this meeting then there was this little group of councillors that brief us blablablabla. then holy shiiiiit, waterpolo's exhibition is like the first one on the left wing. zzz like we can display exhibition matches in school -.- and too bad for open house cause no one is manning the booth cause everyone signed up to be tour guides lol. then the Q&A came and sigh.. we can see that the CCA leaders have become extremely retarded lol. cause the first question i asked (ON BEHALF OF SAMUEL CHIN) was.... "who is the president of the malay cultural club?" then for the sake of us, the councillors asked if the representative from the club was here and ask them to raise thier hand. hahaha AND NO ONE RAISED THEIR HAND. wait, thats not the surprising part, the surprising part was... we found out that THERE WAS A REPRESENTATIVE THERE in the end. hahah then, bingxiang, dunno-what-post in softball asked if they can have the whole field to play softball -.- well, I want the whole pool so that we can play polo, sounds fair dosent it, just that anyone that wants to see polo got to walk a hell of a long way lol.

and polo today was alot alot better than last week i swear, woots, we got a full j1 team plus 2 j2s and 2 sec4s. and we freaking owned them. but arrrrrrrrrrrrggh, we let in 4 goals. if alvin was coaching, we would be swimming our asses off as punishments alr lol. and i dunno why, but im supppper hyper in the pool today, the phelps-inspiration thing must have been still in me sheesh. but we pawned them despite having hyper-wannabe-phelps persona still in me. woots, i did so many little stunts today that i lost count of them, walao, and kerwei piss off everyone 0.0 mr enemy maker. then i did this super perfect act-dumb trick that kerwei pretended he saw-through la. when the ball flew over, i pretended i dint know and keep looking around the sky as if looking for the ball, then all the while i was holding some sec3s hand underwater to buy time for some idiot that let his man go free. zzzzz, i bet kerwei dint actually see me do it, he just had a hunch and decided to sack me lol. but according to nicholas the liar "it was actually very obvious u are holding him" cheating is one hell of a art and no one appreciates it anymore, cause if not, i would have been like van gogh of cheating already.
and THANKS GUYS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE TODAY WAS MY BIRTHDAY. and thanks for the chocolate cake, although i prefer abalone cake with braised mushroom topping with sharkfins soup. oh well, we cant always have what we want. sigh and i had sooooooooooo many wishes to make before blowing the candle, so being not-greedy, i decided to settle on like the top five hundred wishes. and without even ASKING i bet all of u know wish number one, no its nothing to do with girls, i.want.to.get.the.gold.next.year. isnt that non-greedy or what. ok, its what i guess. zz lazy to list my next four hundred and ninety nine wishes. haha and hopefully she can poof online like NOW. see? wish didnt come true sigh.

zzzzzzzzzz now i have to study INTEGRATION ONLY thanks to someone.

holy shit, i realize phelps is setting lots of new records even though other competitors cant beat his old records lol. he is going to be ooooooooone rich guy.

ok, i shall go continue dreaming about being famous and good

artawer

argh. i hate studying. my lessons were like from 8 to 1700 with half an hour break in between. and i can read maths till i feel like dying cause i dont understand shit about integration. sigh... and then theres econs. chemistry. GP. and at the back of my head, the nagging feeling to study geog too. urgh. stress stress stress. i soooooooo look forward to polo every fridays. stress relieving time =DDDDDDDDD

acwe

and nicholas just reminded me what an asshole benjamin is. he tricked binglin into watching lolita by telling him thats the latin word for comedy WTF.

areg

go go go phelps. 5 events 5 gold 5 worldrecords. woooooooooooooots. make it 8.

and the fishtank is getting overcrowded, as we learn in pri school, overcrowding will cause a competition for oxygen, so more plants should be put into the tank to produce enough oxygen hahaha.

wth and i have loads of tests coming upp. sigh.... maths is just some killerkiller subject. i was reading integration till i got bloody stressed cause i need differentiation to do integration, then i need integration to do differential equation. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

gra

phelps is goooooooooooooood. i meant god, not good. he is just imba la. the fish tank was like crowded like hell today with everyone, ranging from guys to girls, all there to see PHELPS. but the prc were there to cheer any swimmers with the china logo beside their names though. haha phelps just drop world records like NOTHING. ok, not nothing, he drop them like world records. haha and aaron peisrol is another monster. omg 52seconds for 100 back. gaaaaaaaaah, like for the first time in 5 years, i suddenly remember how exciting swimming can become hahaha. damn, i want to do a 26.00 by end of this year. after promos its pureeeee training. argh, but theres always the "after promos" part sighhhhhhh. why is everyone so good at swimming =( and yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, they are showing waterpolo from quarterfinals onwards.. woohooooooooo, goodjob starhub, when i grow up im going to buy ur stocks and subscribe to ur mobile phone plans and internet plans. i seriously mean it lol.

but school is ok nowadays. but i really really really dont understand organic chem =(( and i really need to understand organic chem if i want to promote lol. sigh, and physical geog is a bitch too. huamn geog is ok though =P and maths is the ultimate ultimate ultimate. i dunno why other people whole day say maths is the easiest to score, they havent excatly seen my maths score lol.

oh no, i think what i did was infinitely stuppppppppppppid. sigh. ok, live with it, i did it.

aef

phelps is owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnage. men 4*100 relay is super nice, it was just like.. erm.. BREATHTAKING. im still at a loss for word about the relay now. gasp.... gasp... wheeze. argh, it was just imba cool, wait, let me see if its on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMXUDQWFP9c

pretty crappy quality but the content is like nerve wrecking brain damaging heart stoppingly good. argh, and phelps is like some freak cause hes damn good. i lovvvvvvvve phelps from now on, no more ian thorpe alr, my idol is PHELPS!

zzzzz and they MIGHT not show waterpolo on tv. WTH, they have like 6 channels on starhub showing olympics events and they DONT SHOW WATERPOLO AT ALL. grrrr. its like so much more exciting then retardedly mundane sports such as FENCING? ARCHERY? and oh i know, the most retarded one, WEIGHTLIFTING WTH. whats so nice about weight lifting, i bet everyone watch it cause they secretly hope that guy injure himself or something like that. theres like NO spirit of competition whatsoever lorrrrrr. and then they dont show nice gentle sportingly sporting sports like judo or WATERPOLO. grrr. oh and theres another interesting-like-hell sport they would like to show. EQUESTARIAN. WTH, u just ride the horse around and around spastic obstacles, and its not even a race la. this is so sucky.

argh, i want to play in national team cause its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool. train hard train hard train hard. have to be v v v serious x3 v during training lol.

zzz but now its still studying time. SIGH with extra loug SSSSSSSSSSS before the sigh.

after promos im going to train burst sprints like mad so i can burn the flank and make the water boil!!!!. like my idol PHHHHHHHHHHHHELPS

awef

and tao li is dammmmmn good. she just broke asian record omg.

sadfe

man.. my father just hit me with the you-are-supposed-to-feel-really-guilty-about-your-results speech today. so im supposed to walk around looking really guilty i guess. sigh... need.... to... study....

and polo yesterday was.... hmmm... disastrous lol. it was just pure crap. grrr im damn lousy alr, like since nats im deproving deproving deproving sigh... after hols im going to go school training combins sch training and bboys training until my limbs fall off and shrivel up hahaha. im going to owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn.

but i need to study now.

agrarw

omg and i love portgas D Ace, go google image him, hes imbbbbbbba cool

egarg

studdddddyyyyyy. heh stay in school to study till 9 again. omg i actually did issues and ideas. im like doing all types of homework now la. well, except for maths, cause some where in back of my head, i gave up on maths alr hahaha. sorry for all the help mr ng gave me, im feeling guilty now.

yay 2mrw got slack school =D guys, bring team shirt and trunks and blablabla i dont care about the rest.

zz we are going to get owned by the bboys 2mrw. they can score 3 on zero shots alr lor. and 2 on zero shots. and they can even wear pajamas and hide weapons inside their shirt. ggggg we are soooo screwed.

come online plssssssssssss

agr

haha i stayed in school to study until 9plus today again ROARRRR im jut that damn concentrated on studying i cant help it. lol. ok joking, but i feel super sleepy today. but towards night time i get damn energetic lol, weeeeiiiirrrrdddd. and todays got to be my pe shirt's most stinkiest day cause i played squash, stupid-tennis, running-around-trying-to-catch-chingto and weights in it. woohoo. sigh, short post today sorrrry cause its like 12plus now. AM.
and shes not online agaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnn =(((((((((((((((((((((

asdv

wow the school is damn cool. the timetable system is also awfully useful cause now my life is carved out in blocks of one hours. thats like so cool isnt it. so example, at monday 10pm SHARP, i must drop all my stuffs at study geography straightaway. no buts, timetable said so. innovative and useful isnt it? see, notice i only dare to praise the school cause i do not want to get another 8 demerit points for DISREPECT.

damn, i still have pw to do now, oh wait, as kwanki says, ".... pw to do NAO" as spelled by kwanki lol.

the pw trials today was damn damn retarded CAUSE I HAD TO WEAR WHITE SHIRT WITH PINK TIE WTH? at least joker got something cool like purple coat white shirt green tie right? and the interviews were damn retarded cause everytime i screw up i will end up pointing that prominent third finger at the video camera lol. lucky kwanki knows how to cut and edit videos phew. haha chingto and zhonghan just stand behind and make snide remarks about my vocabulary, claiming that my favourite starts with F. wth, coming from chingto? cause HE thought zelai how to use the word cb. sigh... my untainted innocent pure prc friend is now incorrigibly corrupted by chingto. oh oh oh and zhonghan was mothereffing good (see my it starts with E, not F) at faking interviews, he act until DAMN GOOD hahaha, no wonder they pay him money to make the bell ring. and there was this girl jiasin found too that lie unexplainably well too, lol what is this world coming too, liars everywhere. chenkai is imba good at chemistry but his interviewing skills, or rather, his being-interviewed skills is like OMG lol.

*sometime during, note, DURING the interview*

Me (being a reporter): hi chenkai, whats this game you are playing?
CK (bent over a nintendo ds): uh.. i dont know

hAHAHAHA i was like omg then we all started laughing into the camera Lololol.

AND I GOT A BEEEEEEEEEE FOR CHEMISTRY. OWNAGE OWNAGE OWNAGE MUAHAHAHAHA, from U to B omg im damn good =DDDDDDDDDDD, wait, i mean omg im damn good =BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

agfaer

chingto my attorney/advisor/consultant/strategist/accomplice/beneficiary/goalkeeper says that if u go talk to her on the first day u add her, u are despo, so i.. must.. control.. ahahahaha

asdfaewf

and i actually attended geog tutorial today =) goodjob me. although it was pretty much wasted cause i dint exactly hear everything mr white was saying... haha

afwef

ARGH, screw the im-not-blogging. not blogging is really very irritating cause u just suddenly think of something to blog then u cant do it then u will feel very irritated. like trying to clear ur bowels and not being able to. ok short form, constipation. i dont want to say the even shorter, ruder form.

haha ok actually i have nothing to say except for, CHEM TEST IS DAMN EASY. woohoo maybe cause i studied my ass out during the weekend. i told jiahong that if i dont get A im going to do 50pushups in the middle of next mondays econs lecture. pray pray pray gimme A.

and i sort of realize that ACHILLES IS DAMN COOl. was watching troy that day, and omg omg omg omg achilles is damn cool. ok, maybe its cause brad pitt is cool i dunno. haha but the concept of achilles is just waaaaaaaaaay cool. maybe we can call ourselves the hwachong achilles next year hahahahaha. bet no one is going to agree =P but i don care, how cool is that? haha the achilles without heels.

and achilles is damn cool.
cool quotes from achilles.
"Here lies the fool who thought he killed achilles"
"there are no pacts between men and lions"
cool quotes from bradpitt
"im really rich u know"
"i love foreign babies"

hahaha they dint say that im lying. fine, achilles said that but mr pitt dint


shit im damn random, so random that im actually thinking of our next years mascot hahaha. promos faster go away, season faster comeeeeeeeee, sigh, but im sort of wishing nationals come faster and part of me dont want it to come, cause this is going to be the last nationals ever with this team =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

ta, back to studying.

itpsidc

sigh seems that this blog is going to stop on this 479th post for quite a while, as expected, my mum meeting my teacher was not exactly going to turn out very well. sigh.. now its allllll studying for me. yes yes remedial here remedial there remedial everywheeeere, monday tuitions tuesday remedials wednesday remedials with double dosage, thursday remedials with lessons till 430 with only half hour break, friday with remedial with pow. sigh, life just gotta get better cause now i need to arrange time for peer tutoring and im going to get econs tuition on saturdays woohoo. but now that its mentioned, this is starting to look really really bad cause i have like 7/8 weeks for promos and i really need to promote, cause, erm... school fees are expensive? what a good reason. so its study study study study, wait, no, as mr quek says, study SMART, study SMART study SMART. so , this is going prob going to be the last post before promos start, unless something truly upsetting or truly happy-fying happens along the way. studyyyyyyy, cause chem lecture test is coming. damn, and i really wanted to add her on msn, but guess this itpsidc thing just came at the wrongest wrongest wrongest time ever. but no, i can only do that after promos, motivation motivation lol, see, i provided myself with motivation to study again, what a great motivator i am. and im really really really sorry to jianrui jialin xiaotian and whoever tried to persuade me to go inspire run cause i dont think im going to be there (well at least the money was donated), cause my mum found out that my econs was bottom of level =( as muchh as i would looooooooove to be at inspire run FOR THE SUNSHINE AND EXERCISE ONLY, i cant cause my mother is pawning me left right centre up down insideout. maybe there will be another time =P

and as everyone can see it, im not in the mood for some smart ass post today so lets get it straight to the point.

and i just hate it when people assumes im not worried just because i dont look worried. what do i have to do? bite my finger nails? tear at my hair? tap my feet anxiously? start mugging even when im on the bus? just because i look happy on the outside does not mean that i dont know how fucked up my results are ok? i mean emoing and throwing random tantrums isnt going to get me anywhere is it? but if im forever cheerful, at least ppl around can benefit from that one little bit. so screw it, im never going to emo. yes yes i AM bloody worried (i only used worried because i dont feel like spamming the f word) about my results, and i AM studying like fuck everyday. so i fucking dont need someone to be nagging and giving me constant reminder in the background in an undertone while im studying because its fucking not going to help, just say it all in my face for like 5mins and let me go off after that la dammit. and she wonders why i buy earphones for, i dont mind having earphones but no mp3 just to let her know that im not listening to all that shit she says. but as much as i try to block out her retarded words, i still hear it inevitably and its really quite pissing off to hear the shit she says. i think her main aim is to see me flustered and all, cause apparently if u go about the day smiling and slouching and being happy, people dont get the feeling that u are worried, but if u go around with furrowed eyebrows and ur mouth twisted into a frown of frustration, it means u are studying really hard. wow what a logic. i really think confidence is important cause if i dont believe i can actually study to promote then there no point even starting to study for it, its just like polo in a sense lol. sigh life is about being confident and having the ability to back it up i guess. and my teacher apparently think that im trying to "be cool" by being cheerful when i talk to teacher, what. the. fuck fish. cause i really dont give a shit anymore to what they think, i just want to promote with a CDES and C for gp, i need at least S for maths cause if not i have to drop to h1. sigh looks like i cant just study really hard 3 other subjects lol. go go study time!

sigh and as im talking here, the pre olympics waterpolo friendly is going on and im missing out on some of the nicest matches ever =(((((((((((((((((( but polo later, study now first.

so till then guys, after promos =D life would be a million percent better alr.

and eunice is damn retarded, she smsed me "so was it headshot, or open fire?" when i was talking (more like getting scolded) my mum.

and lets hear a word of advice from the loser who got 4U's for his block test. in life, dont care what you do, just win at it.

and i also want to say sorry to all the ppl i drag down to play polo with yesterday despite the opponents being some noob little kids cause i got a feeling that its going to be the last time im playing polo in quite a while and the next time i play polo again, im going to be disgustingly lousy. but eoy polo is going to be a blast especially during holidays woohoo. the road to immortality is long, but we will earn it eventually dont worry.





itpsidc!!!!!!!!!! but i really really have to wait before i try. sorry yipyang.