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I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO DRIVE! I WANT TO BLAST MUSIC IN A BIG CAR ( not necessarily expensive)!!!!!!

haha and polo nowadays is just lol, its still fun, improvements still there, but im slowly converting back to the i-hate-passing-to-anyone-else days man =(

and work is becoming OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG . im alive now. but i dunno what i'll be in 10 days time.

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lol this week is one mega effed up week with its happy moments. all in all, the week has all type of shit, shitty army life, shitty polo due to the cancellation of the competition, shitty time management sigh. BUT it was fun cause i met up with lots of crazy people and had lots of crazy time ahaha.

met og6 on friday for supper AFTER training lol. i was going to die already seriously, and theophillia almost confirmed that. ok but i must first tell everyone BRANDON HAS A DAMN NICE CAR, OMG ITS DAMN BIG, its a rover i think. haha ok and it was even nicer cause he fetched me to 6ave lol. but ok back to og6, after meeting them, we had supper while talkiing rubbish, and seriously, wtf the uncle calls that BAKED RICE?! its just tomato mashed shit with rice. which is well, self explanatory. hahaha then we went to the play ground to play sparklers. OMG WHAT THE HELL. NEVER EVER PLAY WITH THEOPHiLLIA, shes crazy, she will light her sparkler damn impatiently then when it actually catches fire and starts whistling, she gets damn scared and throw it away. WITHOUT LOOKING HAHAHHAH. but it was awesome fun for everyone i think. had icecream and udders after that, trying out best to get theo drunk on alcoholic icecream ahahaha, but oh well, guess we wont have much og6 stuff with theo the leader and mell the shorty around =((((. but it was still awesome fun ahaha.

went to m4m today for crazy session again HAHAHAHAHa. omg we did loads of shit as usual. and after sitting in tess' car, im inspired to compile a playlist of songs that i would want to blast in my car when i get one cause having a car is just sooooooo fucking awesome. but no, tess driving and cutting the taxidriver isnt cool. neither is chingto refusing to sing with me cool too.

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WHAT THE EFFFFFFFFFFFF COMMONWEALTH WHERE ART THOU?!?!?!?!

argh life is suddenly taking a plunge AGAIN. whyyy is everything good being taken away. fucking hell, and its not even the first time. knnnnnnnnnn

i dunno man i neeeed help, some divine intervention with lots of wads cash dropping down and maybe some instant sucess will help.

sometimes i wonder why people like to make themselves sound so sorrry, is it to gain sympathy? or is it to let themselves think that they truly understand how its like to hurt. but really, do they really think it works that way?

maybe being playful and crazy and unstoppably cheerful is my real self. not that emo piece of shit deep down inside. i need to get back in touch with happy before-everything-happened yipyang.

vavdad

lol i was asked if the nationals then even mattered to me now anymore, i really kinda thought about me, i was like, well if we won, i would definitely say it matters, but since we lost, nope nope, it dosent matter anymore haha. but i thought about it really and i realized its actually abit of both, it dosent matter that we dint win shit for the school at all, but it mattered to me that the last time i could play with the dudes competitively wasnt a victory. hah.

anyway had fun with m4m gang yesterday at dinner. loaaddddsss of fun hahhahaha, miss tuition but no i dont miss maths, i still loathe it as much as before.

and on the other hand, HEY GUYS IM REALLY GOING FORWARD WITH THE TEAM TSHIRT THING AND IF ITS REALLY A GOOD BARGAIN, I THINK WE GET A JACKET INSTEAD. FUCKING COOL. BUT YEA, JUNIORS ARE INCLUDED (TO MAKE THE COST CHEAPER), TOLD YIDA TO INFORM THEM. THE NUMBERS THEY GET ARE THE ONES THEY WORE FOR OUR (EXTRA CAPS) FINALS. NO CHOICE HAHAHAHA.

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This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know

So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you
This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry

Any other girl, I'd let you walk away
Any other girl, I'm sure I'd be ok

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you

What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life

When you apologize, no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know

So that I can get over you

Other girls will come along, they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you, tell me

Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you


lol westlife, songs from another era. but yea westlife songs are awesome, unlike jaychou, u can actually grab the lyrics lol.

anyway, today passed by FUCKING slowly. apart from the fact i got fucked for my hair sigh. and 2mrw is going to be hideous, kfnawlksnfsadlknalkrn what a TOTAL waste of off days man. i realize im sooooo free in camp that i can reply smses in an instant. haha shit life is passing soo sooo sooo soo sooo bloody slowly. ord seems one million years away. but actually it all depends on how you look at it, if im looking at it from the perspective that chingtos leaving on 1st oct, time just seems to fly man. but if u are looking at ord, it crawlssssssssss like a zhonghanswimmingfreestyle. HAHAHA hes in brunei, so not a chance he will see this heehee.

and in case you dint realize by now, this post is just a random mash of whatever that comes to my mind.

so heres a list of whats on my mind.

commonwealth polo!
new team bag for the bros before chingto flies
organizing dinner thats sooooo hard

sgsdf

alright, im here now, now its time to make sure i dont end up a total disgrace lol

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ok i saw this pretty cool "like" on my fb page.

its in chinese, so im translating it for all prcs reading.

to meet a person, we only need a minute. to like a person, we only need one moment. to love a person, we only need an hour. but to forget a person, we need a lifetime.

who said chinese isnt cool

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do we threaten to make the keeper move where we originally intended to shoot, or do we threaten and shoot accordingly to how the keeper moves?

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and did i mention i hate tues and thurs gym..

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and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind, to me it happens all the time

saergaer

and after the awesome weekend, its back to the shitty days of waking up and thinking "fuckkkkk is it time already".
waking up every morning is like getting a hangover man.

and asssholes reading this, please tell me if you all interested in another team bag! get one before chingto goes!

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omg excitttttttteee stillll, jacket measurements omg.

hahaha and i still cant get over how cool maf was, the once a year event where hwachong turns to zouk. minus the aircon.

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fearlessness is a style too, to not judge your opponents by their achievements and accomplishments but by every move they make.

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im going to do everything i can, cross to the dark side if its necessary, anything, now that im given this chance. i'll give anything to play well from now on. its as if its all that matters in life i guess.

and did i just mention how awesome my og is

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and did i mention my teammates are REAL dickheads..

tsxget

years since i blogged, ok, i was over exaggerating, where should i start from. how pawaii is still fucking with my life? how i hate army. and army food? how life is also actually starting to look good again? or how freaking fun was maf. ahahaha. ok exciting max my life.

ok where where to start from.

hahaha ok pawaii IS still fucking with my life. as usual, i never liked that place. awesomelly fun people who do REALLY awesome stuff AND send me awesome psp games ahaha. but ok i hate army food, whats there to say about THAT, it sux. the end hahahaha. i cant really disclose the army menu cause you know, its confidential, the enemies might deduce from our menu our nutrition level and how to attack us. but basically, it goes like. monday sux. tue sux. wed sux. thurs good. fri sux. thats it. wow.

BUT on the other hand, life is really looking better nowadays, omggggggg im going to play in the biggest polo games of my life. i must say thats really enough isnt it. but im fucking excited for it, cant raelly say how much im looking forward/being nervous/dreading it, but yea, its this giant mix of feelings, idk, but i never give up, not until its really impossible. but even then, i do secretly still harbor some false hopes haha. im just like this, but wow, indiaaaaaaaaaaaa here i come.

and maf was fun shit, pvsp was quite fun but the weather was fucking fucking fucking hot, makes the fatigue double up which realy sux, but whatever we really werent that good. BUT BUTBUT got people pangseh for the damn fucked up reasons sigh pie. hahaha but maf itself was FUCKING AWESOME. met up with lots and lots and lots of people. walked around the school like one million times. had awesome time with the polo people in reading room. had one hell of a dance and song session with the most crazy og ever hahahaha, awesome shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, PLUS my mega goodmood did help to drive me high. and combined with the fucking sunburned face, i actually look drunk fml hahha. plus i matchmade eden tay AGAIN lol. haha but fun, realized maf has always been fun, last year it was just the polo people and matchmaking eden and having fun cause we are supposed to be studying for prelims. then last last year was wonderful memories yet again, 2 years ago we all seemed so different, younger, much less complex, much more happy, genuinely. not just masks and facades where we hide the layers and layers of shit we have deep inside. its not just me, its alot of people i know, my teammates, my friends, i dunno but i hope my juniors are having THEIR time of their lives too. its too late for us already heh. its so fun being young, and yea, maf is different when its viewed from a seventeen year old's eyes, its less of nostalgia, just pure wild fun. and maybe a little romance here and there. but now its thick nostalgia as we experience life outside of our happy little garden, its envy and the young ones and gratitudes to the teachers and experiencing friendship as you see the least expected friends of your life heh. wow thats different.

cause its something unpredictable and in the end its right, i hope you had the time of your life.

its like i have a platter of memories that can each paint out different emotions, just from one person. but i realize i love me too much to love you.

gsdgserg

the only way to play is better. way better.






i always thought hating was an easy thing to do, just a summary of evil emotions, but it aint just like that. we cant just hate what we used to love, but maybe thats what makes it easier

aewfads

what type of life is this man, every morning when you wake up, all you can think of is "wtf, its already time to wake up?" and when you reach home, its "wtf, almost bed time already?". how can one person hate life so much. but i bet all army dudes think of this too. sigh, life really sux. i know i said this a thousand times, but polo is the only saving grace. and having friends is the only reason we smile sometimes, cause i hate people to think that im not happy.

well, its all about the mask we wear and when we will take it off, or if we will ever.

fasfaew

slowly and slowlyyyy, i think im getting better at that fucked up swim set ahaha. ok i can feel the improvement coming in, but the bloody improvements are wasted the moment i go up one effing shift.

actually i always think about many things emo/non emo to talk about before i sleep, but i always end up forgetting.

and what the hell i cant sleep now, i feel effffing energetic now, 40 times 40 swimming and i dont feel tired woooooohoooo