playing the best polo of my life at the moment, never been as happy with it as now ^^ it might not be much to some, but to me it means alot already

dubaiiii is comingggg. excited like hell. i dont just wanna rock the region, lets rock the continent

looking back, i kinda forgot what its like without having polo in my life, dont think i've ever gone more than two weeks without touching the pool for more than 3 weeks. how would my life have been different? i really wonder sometimes, would i be an athlete in a different field? or would i have been much more academic? or would i have been neither and just waste my life away? but i do think it has changed me so much that i really couldnt imagine a life without polo. i doubt i would be as confident as i am now if i didnt play polo. and i doubt i can control my emotion as well too if i havent trained at nat team.

had alot to type but i got distracted by the billboard top 50 of the week so there

motherfucking tiring. school is stressful as fuck too

guangzhou was awesomeeeeeeee. only that level of polo against someone who is marginally superior to us can really make me excited about going down to play everyday. really a crazy trip but apart from the niggling feeling of fucking up my mid terms for LTB and being so far away from my loved ones, it was a fucking hell of a trip. been awesome from day one. although i complain that the water is cold everyday and that my body aches after and before every session, truth is, i look forward to jumping in and play every twice a day heh. i know i know what a hypocrite =P awesome team bonding, awesome food, awesome polo, awesome little junior to carry our stuff and an awesome fun time, what IS there not to like about overseas trip man.

and i realize results ARE important, really gotta cut down on things like lazing around and dota from now on, i'll give almost everything to compete at this top level (or even higher) for as many years as possible!

cant fall again, cant fall again. this week is all type of bad, i just need some polo to keep sane

Im proud that one year later I'm no longer the wreck I used to be