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fuck i seriously hate studying but i have no freaking choice to do it. zzz i think if i had seriously started studying as hard as i had one and a half week ago, i might seriously just stand a chance of getting decent passes, but stil, its too late. but aim for prelims!!

and my com was liek down for so freaking many days (actually it was just 3)

sigh sigh sigh sigh im damn scared for block how, my studying schedule is fucking packed, like super, maybe if u come to me i'll show u my super plan for studying sigh.

fuck maths fuck maths but its getting better yayyyy

AND THANK YOU MARIE AKA SNOW"WHITE" AND LENNIS THE DENNIS THE MENNIS THE PENN... hahaha nothing.

and its so cool to see everyone studying seriously all of a sudden, except for nicholas cause its not cool, no difference at all seriously, just normal lol. sigh im soooo scared for blocks.































it seems just like yesterday that we crumbled and cry.

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yay played polo today!!!!!!!!!!!!

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we are just too fucking awesome =)

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wtf, alevel year and they are releasing godlike games on psp, tekken6 soulcaliber devilmaycry dissidia monsterhunter wtffffffff

agrasg

i looked at the photos countless times, but the memories dont go away.

they were bad days, but also the best days.

hah it still haunts us, one way or another

shserh

fuck u math. fuck u. fuck u. fuck u. fuck u.

fuck that sigma dude too.

think about it, i think i shouldnt leave maclaurin out. fuck u dude. i even took the time to google ur name, colin maclaurin, what did i do to u huh? why did u have to create some fucked up series?

fuck math.

gsdfgser

argh holidays are almost as bad as school, ALMOST.

study study, fuck, i really really cannot study at home i think. like shit serious, i just cant study, i think i really need to go school study. shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. i need to study. save me nicholas, heilaoshi taishifu, ouyang chryoline peichin, save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ok i sincerely pray that all those teachers that i missed out here dont read it.

and old man nowadays are just rude. i offered an old man a seat today and he just took it without a thanks and gave me the i-deserve-this-seat-in-the-first-place. like seriously, wtf, i dont owe u anything, next time im sticking to pretending to be asleep.

and and and i found this uber cool thing on the softball cabinet, its cool cool cool and inspirational.

I'm a high school player. I'm a team player. I play with my friends and with some of my enemies, but I respect everyone when it comes to my sport. I know I'm not going to get a multi-million dollar contract to play professionally. I know I may not even get my name in the paper. I play for love of the game. For the pride and honor, for the blood, sweat, and tears it takes to make the team, to earn the spot, to win the game. I play because I can, I play because I know that my life would be empty without the sport I play. I would have a lack of everything my sport gives me... integrity, courage, talent, fearlessness, pride, strength, stamina, will, and the heart of a champion. If I didn't play, I would lose a part of me. I'm an athlete. I'm a girl. I'm a champion, not because my team always wins, but because when we don't, we learn from our mistakes. We try to fix them, and most of all because we have fun. I have built lifelong friendships and memories because of my being an athlete. I leave everything on the field or court and continue to push myself. I am never happy with second place, but I have learned to accept it. I have learned to get over and through my anger and be the athlete and player I have always dreamed of being. I don't play for my parents, for my family, for my friends; I don't play for my coach or my teachers or my school. I play for myself but when I'm playing I represent them. It isn't about winning or losing, but I hate to lose. I won't settle for a tie, and I am not satisfied with 100%. To play, you have to sacrifice everything, your body, your time, your sweat, blood, and tears, everything... for your team. I am a player, and athlete and a champion, not because I know what it is like to win, but because I know what it is like to lose. I know what it is like to feel the anger and pain that comes along with "second best." I have been that girl with tears in her eyes, walking out to receive the second place trophy and clapping as the other team, my opponents, receive the first place one. I know what it is like to lose, to win, to want to quit, to want to cry, to not want to get up. I know what it is like to hear the cheers and yells for you. I know what it is like to feel the pressure of everyone on your shoulders, and I know what it is like to choke under that pressure. I know what it means to be an athlete, a true player, and that is why I play. I am an athlete, a champion, a true player

agraerga

its cool to be in the pool.
its where u know u are truly alive.

a ball in the hand beats a chem file in the hand

awefasd

yay played polo todayyyyyyy. super fun, like duh its polo. but im so slow and slugggggggish now. its seriously slow and sluggish, argh. i need to play more polo seriously. its one million times more fun than dota, and 2 times more fun than tictactoe.

haha more studying 2mrw. and bloody moch, photoshoot on saturday!! now im doing situps everyday so that i wont look fat wth.

awefaead

someone watch dance subaru with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone compile all the snsd mvs for mee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone gather all the ppl so i can play polo!!!!!!!!!!

hehtaet

haha im in a reflecccctive mood today. i have reflected really hard upon the mirror and decided that... IM GOING TO PASS ECONS AND MATHS FOR BLOCKS AT LEAST. and im going to get atleast a c for econs!!!! all inspiration goes out to nicholas, im warnning u two, zhonghan and nicholas, if any of u lose to me in econs.. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

and today is a good day in school, caught up abit with timothy in the morning, hahahaha, yea our similarities run deeeeep man.

and then had a unfruitful consult with mr ng.

and then played basketball

and then went for consult with the black teacher marie, and grandteacher lennis hahaha, ok i think both of them teach 5million times better than mr ng. sorry mr ng. and they are kinda more funny than u too. oh well, dont be sad, u ARE getting old after all...

hahaha i shall have a parting song

im a little teapot short and stout (why does this sound like davin?)
here is my handle, here is my spout
when i get all steamed up, here me shout
tip me over and pour me out!
(sang in the im-a-little-teapot-tune)

yes, and today was a nice day with no bad memories heh.

oh man i pray pray pray i can play on sundayyyy plsplsplsplsplsplsplspls.

hwtrhw

haha, was thinking about it, ironical that i felt happy the day i got a bronze and i felt like shit when i got silver

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haha was just looking through finals pictures just now, courtesy of kian keong, wow, its breath taking man, the shots are damn well taken. heh and the memories are damn well etched.

no matter where i play from now on, i play for u guys

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hahah ok a weeny bit more to add to the post.

my back is fucking fucking pain thanks to carrying the newspaper, i have to walk with my chest puffed up like some pompous ass sigh.

and i swear shopping centre toilets train ur posture, caues u can bend or they will freaking flush the toilet bowl which is like wtshit.

and this damn embarrassing happened cause i was standing in front of the dustbin then some man bend down to throw rubbish then i jumped back cause in school, ppl bending down towards me with their hands outstretched usually means they are having a go at ur family jewels which is not nice.

aaaaand dance subaru is damn nice, thet trailer is damn cool, i like those childhood dream movies and the girl is so chick, im going to watch it, thats going to be my first dance movie everrrr.

and i realize the problem with the famine camp is that the time is too short for u to mix around with ur friends. but the stupid thing is, no one is going to mention it cause no idiot wants to starve for longer hahaha, im such a revolutionist =P

gaerga

just got back from 30 hours of starvation. hahaha it was actually pretty good a camp, the activities were actually quite lame but the ppl u meet there are nice =D

haha the first day was already quite a disaster itself, supposed to be fun but the very first activity was boring to the core already hahaha, like REALLY boring to the core =P the stupid build-your-shelter-in-the-hot-sun and pray that u dont die to heat stroke activity heh. and it was really quite quiet at first cause no one knows each other and i only know david lol, so pretty boring, haha guess we all need time to warm up to being friendly, me included =P then they had this uber dumb get-a-job thingi then u have to try different job to earn money for your family hahaha, and it was really quite lame, but a weeeeeny bit realistic. delivering drugs never felt so fun, oh well since i will never get to do the real thing D: heh then there was the uber lame HIV shit caused by the prostitute job ppl lolol, wrap u in a trash bag and dont allow u to do anything awwww. and the prostitute jobs were super lame, my virginity only worth like what, 5 icecream sticks grrr and they give girls 7 for theirs wth. ok actually apart from those 2 jobs, i dint really do anything else. oh oh oh there was my job as a healer where i use the marker to help ppl change their status hahahah, oh well whats a game if theres no way to cheat, these types of things make games so much more interesting eh.

then by then it was like evening and we had a wonderful dinner of A CAN OF HUNDRED PLUS wooohooo imagine my joy of having such a filling dinner -.- and it wasnt even cold la wth. but oh well we had to treasure it cause it definitely taste better than bottled-mineral-water-that-is-9-months-old, since F1 man wtheck. haha then after dinner it was crap talking and blablablablablablablablabla, all about aids hiv sad cases blablabla, well we get the idea, dont understand why they go to such extents to force the idea into our brains -.- then we even had to walk around the freaking place and look at pictures of victims and more blablabla, half the time u feel like sleeping cause i was just so fucking hungry. but the ppl were damn retarded , esp the barker ppl, sherwyn nicholas(chi) and justin and the retarded facilitators lol. well then after the tour-of-sad-pictures, we went back to the audi for MORE blablabla, note that blablabla usually mean i forgot whats happening cause im prob talking, gazing at random ppl, waving hi to random ppl, playing david's phone, play weizhe's iphone, sleeping and walking to the toilet AGAIN. then i only remembered there was this candle thing that represented u want to make a difference, looks like some sorta ritual though, and it was DAMN funny when they tried to put it out, cause the fire just went explosively high hahahaha! then lights out at 12 o clock and they let us of. oh oh and i jus realized barker actually has quite a nice swimming pool cooooool. haha then we had to sleep in the basketball court and the lights actually really went out at like what? 2 am? and even then there were retards like benjamin and changpeng still playing chinese chess under their psp light. and wtf i crushed the right side of my ear phones while i was sleeping, now its soundless DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD::: sigh im screwed.

yea and next morning was as expected, grumpy frumpy, waking up at 630 after sleeping at 230, wtheck. was in a dead mode, early in the morning u feel like just walking and sleeping at the same time, and it didnt help when they gave u soya bean that tasted like greenbean juice. hahha but i purchased the narcotic waking up drugs from the canteen called RIBENA MuAHAHA, ribena for breakfast omgg omgo mg omg it was damn freaking good. i loooooved it hahaha. AND JUST TO ADD, TOH **** CHEATED BY BUYING SANDWICH FROM THE VENDING MACHINE!!!!! PLS CUT HIS CIP HOURS oh wait i cant give his full name incase someone actually go cut his cip hours lolol. then they briefed us on the newspaper collection trip in tampines. w.t.h.hhhhhhhh. it was awesomely sianed to know u are going to do it. but oh well, guess it was no problem with my overwhelming charisma to persuade those dudes and gals to donate newspaper and old clothings. haha so we went about doing it and o.m.g it was damn tiring, my back was really damn close to breaking, had to bend down to carry those omfg heavy stuffs and have to keep trying to keep up with hardcore david who just spam carrys stuffs. haha but it was quite fun i guess, cause number 1, everyone is sleeping on saturday morning so less work to do, and number 2, u get to see ppl in their various grumpy state as they go to open the door, hahaha and number 3 there were the RETARDED DOGS HAHAHA, the freaking dog that stood very still and only when chengen+jiamin open the door then it barked like the crazy bitch it is. damn retarded. AND i insist im tall. AND i insist that i have the most charisma of the whole group hmph! but it was fun cause we went tampines mall to slack after that and wtshit the milk shake tasted heavenly when u are hungry like shit and milo never tasted better. aaaaahhh the ectasy of drinking it... haha then we played some coolio polar bear game that is KINDA like but not like murderer, pretty fun and i LEARNED EVERYONES NAME!!!! im so proud of myself although i still tend to give them nicknames sigh. haha but the game was uber fun cause u get to talk alot of crap and play mindgames lol =P yup that back to camp (barker road) for lots of blablabla, then cleaning up, my group was damn good at cleaning up cause we dint do anything at all except for taking photos hahah, camwhore plus slackers heh. then its almost the end, and we thought it was going to end on a wonderful note UNTILLLL the cheer competition, but to be truthful it was actually damn funny cause of josh and the barker ppl cause they kept laughing at the indian who kept wanting to say thirty but said THORTY (in an indian accent) instead and it was just fucking hilarious. then there was the disgusting little girl who just have a problem with her mouth and then theres this hc-that-i-dont-want-to-name-who who FREAKING LOOKS LIKE A PIG, uh lucky to be in j2, btw im hinting that shes j1. but our thailand cheer was only good at the last part when we said sawadika hahaha, iron ladies ftw =P yay yay then its time to send us off the very last part in downtown east woooo and during the last part when everyone was sent off i was uh.. gazing.. uh at ppl haha. oh well not nice to say since im such a shy and innocent boy sigh. so off we go to downtown east and listen to amei sing, but it was damn funny cause we kept wanting her to sing badboys haha and the barker ppl behind were imba at making stupid comments and there was a cute girl two rows in front hahaha and there was this fucking disgusting fat dancer who is damn gay. and i dont understand how come amei gets this shit load of reception for being an ambassador when i bet she dint even starved -.- like not at all sigh. lifes unfair. then she FINALLY FINISHED SINGING, and the camp FINALLY ENDED WOOTS.
so off we go to eat DISGUSTINGLY COOKED NASI LEMAK TO BREAK FAST WOOOOOOOOO, dont we love it. only the chilli tasted decent. then went kfc for a large pepsi and chicken omg heavenly. so THE END OF FAMINE CAMP and they all live happily hungrily after lol.

to add random notes: cool there were so many ppl i met at famine camp like glenn nikki and blabalba so many ppl that u never expect to meet haha, lots of hc ppl too lol.

and I REMEMBER ALL THE NAMES EVEN AFTER 24 HOURS!!!
lemme try: sherwyn justin nicholas david cyrus celeste jiamin chengen furong meiqi, not forgetting the retarded yubin and the super cool me hahahaha


yay long post today lols, im proud of myself.

aerhbaerg

pologloriousdays.blogspot.com is the most awesome blog ever

agrarg

wow swimming is nice. the pool is a cool place to call it ur sanctuary. the watery depths is like another world, detached from the trouble of reality, somewhere i know i have some true worth again heh.

and went out with the sunshine gang today but so many ppl dint come DDDDDDDD: like ultra sadded cause dint get to see the glenns again sigh, i really miss those days, like really really.

and IM NOT SHALLOW

NOT AN ASSHOLE

NOT A MALE CHAUVINIST PIG







something cool.

victory is memorable, losing is unforgettable

agasdf

life is just one weird piece of shit.

one fucking weird piece of shit