vcz

zzz not only is alvin a crazy guy who looks forward to the day we die through overstressed lungs and limbs, he is a liar who creates FALSE, BASELESS rumours, what the hell, hes trying to create false scandals now sigh... and somemore cant find a chio-er person to scandal me with, what a noob, no wonder i pawn him.



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it IS kinda boring not talking to you, only realized it when it happened.

nbvmm

im afraid my next step will kill me
thats how a coward thinks
but it dosent matter as long as i know what i want

fasdf

what can i say... but TRAINING WAS JUST AS FREAKING TIRING AS USUAL. alvin is a crazy, guy, he made us swim like MAD! and said it was GOING TO BE more tiring, meaning more swimming sigh. and the practices were crap today, gotta buck up man. and polo seriously sows discord, im sorry for my very violent play today, cause i was seriously quite frustrated with some people and ya, sorry to opponents, namely zhonghan for kicking him numerous times for no real reason, haha, and yea, i think violence is seriously getting into my nature, all thanks to ian who encouraged it.

sorry nothing to say much today.

sigh.. nationals in just 26 days time, we are really really running short of time.



training is hell.
but in order to reach paradise, we have to tread through hell first.

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just sooo tired, dont know what im supposed to do now either

vzc

aaaaaaawwww. dunno what to say about today also. haha... training was kinda crappy today i guess, of course the usual highs and lows in trainings, but guess my shooting DO have to improve if not im going to get fucked out of the team. oh well, first f word used, no point doing damage control already. ah, guess i shant talk about training today then. cause swimming for the past 2 days were TOTALLY FUCKED, u wont know what i mean cause ur not that, but i mean FUCKED, as in FUCKED, cause u can swim till u feel like vomitting SERIOUSLY and u wake up in the morning with ur legs aching all over and ur stomach cramping all over. yes, its as bad as i day it is. and alvin got a new theory! if u think u can do it, u can do it. and he proved it to us today in a rather retarded fashion cause some things just cant be proven -.- haha.. but its quite lame, it just sort of mean u go into every shot and every pass with 100% confidence! yea, and i can turn alvin and be the king of the world so long as i believe in it.

hmm, ytd orientation + post orientation party was fun yay, but more like orientation was skipped and pop was fun haha.. ok, FINE, more like HALF of pop was fun cause the other half was spent training.. sigh.. training is social life draining, u spend ur whole day training then after that u spend the rest of the time nursing training injuries and for my case, thinking about training ahaha.. i think im turning crazy. but after pop which was quite cool cause ares dance seriously owns athena's one and i have nothing to say about that lol. ok, after that, we had og gathering at serene, hmmm well, about half the people turned up and even yijing turned up... but its damn retarded cause she was writing this boarding school form and she just made up some random ms chew name and signed on it lol. hmmm.. well, and people like aran and theo and yijing were being A TAD more retarded than usual.. doing... god-knows-what. and og6 is really really crazy about truth or dare... haha, and truth or dare for me, i can only imagine whats the truth question about, so DUHHH i choose dare, and they dared me to slide down the railings outside island creamery, sigh... i felt so disappointed, too easy i guess. and ah, me and my bigmouth, some ppl just have to freaking thank me for anyhow mouthing off dumb questions that got them off the TRUTH hook lol. ok im a idiot cant help it. and theo sux la i swear, she creates stupid dares like guys kissing guys, its jus called disgusting lor... hmmmm.. it makes us wonder about her sexuality... oh ya, but cant cause theres always zha..... oops, cant say sorry. and im going to find a reason to slap aran atsuo shanmugaratnam. uh no reason, or rather reason that i cant disclose. and one more fun facy, theo's mouth must be measured with metre rules cause its DAMN DAMN BIG. yay, and hurray for david too hor finally ceasing to an introvert hahaha. OH ya, and we all owe jolene money! 1.40 each, haha, looks like shes going to have ALOT of coins lol. and i super love og6! so ive decided that im going to wear cap number 6 this year for nats, see, solves the problem for wenyuan who wants my favoured cap number 4 lol. yay, number 6!!

ok, nothing much to blog about anymore today then.

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haha sorry for the awkward moments. i really really wanted to avoid it

ffffff

sigh... over these few days, out of all the aspects of polo e.g shooting swimming passing, the only thing i improved in was BOO, blaming on others. crap, thinking back, i cnanot remember the last time i made a really good play in the whole pf past week, today included. frankly, we played liek shit today, scoring many goals against some old people isnt something that deserves JOB WELL DONE or whatever. its just damn crap la, seeing the way we get so damn satisfied with ourselves over dumb wins. and yea, i know about myself better than all of u know about me pls, i know i have played like total crap, missing the most scorable shots and the only time i could score its a obvious shooting position and my shots arent even sharp or accurate anymore. they are just lame. ever since the stupid nus open league, i think i start over estimating myself, stupid overconfident guy.. sigh, i thought that goals can come as easily as that lame league, i dont even aim as sharply as before, i just go for stupid shots and hope they go in.. wtf i really dont know. and i keep blaming others for failed plays, like screening, instead of scolding the guy when they dint pass after ur screen, i could have just waited before screening. but NOOO i had to blame someone. and yea, i think i should just stop shouting out and telling others their mistakes and telling them what to do, i dont even know if what im saying is correct sigh... i cant go on like this.. i cant i cant i cant, i must pick myself up and go on. i dont want to be a stupid guy wasting space in the team and wasting the trust thats placed in me. sigh.. but yea, its easier said than done, i really want to do lots of thing, fly to the moon, earn a trillion dollars etc. but how many of that can i do? argh im just going to give it my freaking best every training, no more dumb things in matches, no more whole day underwater and stupid trying to jump for balls. i want to make a difference in the positive sense.

on a lighter side.. CHEM TEST 2MRW AND I HAVENT STUDIED! say hi to mr procrastination. or rather mr lastminutepanic or rather, mr slack. sigh but what do u want me to do, after every bad training, i get restless and the only way i can cure restlessness is by immersing myself in water lol.talk about waterhorse.

and on a lighter lighter side, BOA's album is coming out on the 27th.

and on the lighest side, my brother's bday is on 28th, so if i buy my brother a present, the oppourtunity cost of it will be boa's cd, and vice versa. sigh.. so confusing.

better go study chem instead.

and POP! promises to be an embarssment for me cause i cant dance for nuts.

woohoo and athena raked up a grandtotal of ONEHUNDRED-divided-by-five-minus-twenty points



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grow wings to carry you when your down
grow strong for you to lean when your weak
grow courage and stop blogging things where you wont see

gfd

alternate weekends are usually reduced to random blogging and bits of studying. since my father is in singapore sigh... dominance over the computer is totally against the democratic society of singapore. haha, well i read (also pronounced as red since theres no past tense for read) this quite cool quote from dunno-where-i-forgotten :"out on the streets, adults fight for democracy and freedom but at home, they tell their children to be obedient" haha. dunno where i got it but yea, it sure speaks loads about being disobedient eh.

ive found a really really good reason not to do homework at home (as much as the name suggests that it SHOULD be done at home): leaving home at 630 and reaching home at 9 on majority of my school days, a full 14 and a half hours are dedicated to my holistic education in buildings with a weird theme consisting of traditional and modern called school. sigh... as such, upon reaching home, including my 7 hours of sleep, i have 2 and a half hours left. and including my breakfast time from 6 to 630, thats 2 hours left. thus the remaining 2 hours should be spent on my family time which i have been neglecting =) haha. what a wonderful load of bullshit i conjured.

sigh.. although being in a good mood these few days, reality still gives u a real kick in the ass when u wake up.. ilp due on monday which is really quite sad since we are done for, chemistry test on monday which is really quite sad since i havent really understood topic 2 and 3. post orientation party which is really quite sad since my understanding of the fac dance is closer to minus one than zero. trainings which is really quite sad since i will be having orientation plus lots of geog makeup sessions and will miss some of my already very limited trainings. Chinese homeworks, which is really quite sad since i have a hell load of them and i havent really started much. GP which is really quite sad since i need to have REMEDIAL lessons for having 9 upon 20 for language. sigh... well the happy thing to note is that... I MANAGED A POST WITHOUT USING THE F WORD, NOR THE CENSORED FORM, NOR THE MIS-SPELLED FORM.



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this team is forged through rain and sun for 5 years, lets not break it with fucked up petty quarrels. notice that the post ends above so this word isnt counted.

vzxcv

URGH fuck it. ytd was ultimate bad training day, like super play-like-crap day, gaaarrrrr. missed super lot of shots and lost super lots of ball. it looks like the bboys are improving, or maybe they ARE , but actually, its just that we are playing like crap. sigh... cant even swim properly ytd =((((( and i think those ppl who just slack when alvin isnt around can just fuck off too =). cant go on at this rate, if not we are going to get fucked. sunday screening!! haha no one will uds this apart from polo ppl, SCREENING PRACTICE ON SUNDAY!

ILP and CHEM ON MONDAY AAAAAAAAAAhh!!!!!

changpeng should just get ready for after-nats-training, im going to make u swim like maaaaad, not m.a.d, just MAD. haha. ok lameee...

fuck, another orientation on monday, AGAIN, just how many of that crap do we need, as if u dont know ur class well enough.. well, theres gonna be 2 more students i guess.

AND haha although i dint get the combi PLUS class i wanted, i only got the combi i wanted, thats half a wish completed, yay, thanks to divine intervention and tang kl for helping me. must be good karma for me refraining from bullying my juniors =) i think im turning out to be a model student after all due to my polite attitude and wonderful behaviour.. sigh.. why cant everyone be as good a student as me. ok, apart from the fact i overslept and dint go for my lecture.. but STILL, i crashed lectures, frekaing unbelievable isnt it.

well to be fair, god was pretty good to me this week alr =)









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haha, another fake foot note.































now that its over, i can just stand back and smile

gfdd

sigh.. another random day.

well, guess it was kinda fun cause i missed LOTS of lesson today, i was late for gp cause i "went to see teacher" or rather went to see the teacher then went for a chit chat then went for breakfast with zelai. then i skipped maths tutorial cause i was hungry =( how is a person supposed to study with an empty stomach i ask u. plus, the relief maths teacher sux, mr ng was a guy who talked to himself, but the relief teacher talks to herself but no one can even hear what shes saying. THEN, i missed chem tutorial cause i fell asleep during my 3 period break and overslept OOPs, sounds like someone i have been tormentting for the past 2 years =P sigh, gotta pick up the pace, study hard haha.

TRAINING 2MRW! GAME DAY, HAHA, we are dead, the bboys are going to clap us to death. omgomgomgomg. prepare for a humiliating defeat aboys, our doom draws near. -stifle a sniggle- but YAY, after bboys we get to play the old national team noobs, like those ppl we are sooooo going to thrash. seriously.

2mrw is judgement dayyyyyy! make or break, going to get my class, lets hope i get gcme, cause i dont care where i will go lol. just not to some mothereff class which consist of the type off ppl who tend to draw me towards bullying them haha.

haha, i shant worry even if i dont get my subs or classes since i have since this day coming ANYWAY. somethings u cant fight, haha.. i cant fight the school admin can i? but i sure can fight rj.

and changpeng is fine company to have, hes damn retarded.. just like the OLD me, notice its OLD me, now its SUPER RETARDED hahaha.. kk this post is full of randomness.







NATIONALS in 33 days time. i shant i shant i shant i SHANT be the one who screws up. i gotta train harder harder and even harder. i can bleed dry. i can sweat dry. but no, no tears shall be involved on the final day. so much more to learn, so much more to improve, i cant be the perfect player im sorry, and i dont have the perfect temper, but yea, i will be my best player i swear.







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foot notes are down there


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still searching, i hope i led theo on a wild goose chase =)

































now what?

gfgs

haha.. finally a load off my mind. its good to see you smile for real again =)

lol... but whatever god gives you in your prayers, he will take away something equally important, haha, im prepared, take what u want, or rather, take what you can cause i wont give up without a fight.

sigh... hwachong sux la.. effing admin dont want to give me the subject i want to take sigh... it seriously seriously quite irritating lor.. they keep saying the freaking science lab only got 26 places, BUT WTF THERES 2 EMPTY SPACES AT THE END OF THE SCIENCE LAB! whats THAT for? bags? or casper? sigh.. screw you man stupid teacher, im just going to ask him why cant i go science class cause i think 27 is ok, not too taxing for the teacher because my sec sch teacher spent more time and had more students -.- lol... GOOD LUCK ME 2MRW.

and todays training was... UTTER HELL. we did 10*100m fast ones, then 10*40m faster ones then 10*20m fastest ones. its bloody crazy. long dist is long period pain, short dist is excruciating pain but short period. its damn sick, but i still pawned every one MUAHAHA i did average 1.12/1.13 for 100m? last one 1.04 LOL imba.. i did 1.03 ytd though. then 10*40 i did average 25 secs and last one 23 O.o, then 10*20m was best, average 12sec/11sec and last one TEN seconds WOOO. but yea, swimming is the moment of exhilaration but u pay all the consequences for ur body after the swim, its damn sick, ur lungs seriously wants to burst but ur ribcage is holding it there. grrr.. then we did lots of crazy technique stuff that is actually DAMN imba helpful, haha and my small area controlling is not bad i guess, cause small area can use both hands =) lol... quite crazy la training, but its damn fun still hahahaha. and warning to any bboys that actually reads this: if u dont buck up ur last month of training, ur going to get RAPED by acs barker, cause they have people swimming faster than me and they can own acjc ppl. careful there. but again, u guys can win anyone with the fearsome hwachong clap i see. hahahahaha goodluck clapping ur opponents to death there.

arghhhh looks like this year we have to work extra extra hard.. sigh.. and the whole team is like what the eff la, so many little problems here and there, i cant stand it and i cant say it wtf, its quite irritating cause i dunno la... cause if this freaking goes on, we are CONFIRM not going to win. thats all i can say since i've promised all the different groups not to divulge anything already.

08s6zero is quite a nice class, haha sorry for being an asshole to all of you before, but now i realize i really kinda like u guys.

ARGH, POLO IS IN 33 DAYS TIME!!!!!! ACSI coming up first. ib idiots, we are going to take u down to hell, sorry for being your first opponents, cause ur going into the nationals super demoralised.

GRR CMON WE CAN WIN THIS, with our own hands nevertheless, we dont need refrees siding us, i dont care how we play either, but please, let it be a match-winning play, i almost have no hope in next year, so pls pls pls let this be the year i can win the gold with my own hands, with my own blood, with my own sweat. i dont care now, i can give up anything, ANYTHING for this last(?) tournament.



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congrats

fdf

sigh. totally no mood to blog. i rather not have bubble tea from nj. haha, seeing u in sch is good enough =)

asdf

ARGH, sorry, im damn busy today. cant post much, just that HWACHONG SUX. SERIOUS, SHITTY ADMIN

haha it sorts of pains me to see u like this. but i guess theres nothing i can do to help except to try putting that superficial smile on your face even though i can tell from ur eyes that ur sad beyond measures. sigh, no right to tell you not to be sad since i wont be able to understand what you feel, apart from the part where u work damn hard but still screw up due to certain reason. but haha, im already grateful for letting me put that smile up there, even for a second. dont worry u will stay, if u say it enough times and with enough conviction, u will definitely stay.

adsf

aaaah.... training was killer today, TWENTY TIMES HUNDRED, OMG, first ten was ok, second ten was killlller, but still, managed to fair pretty well.

sigh... today is both happy and sad i guess.


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think of something nice

asdfadsf

alas, i didnt study much SIGH.

vcx

haha.. ytd was crap, i scored ONE miserly goal out of the 22 that we put past the helpless sajc. sigh... and we conceded 2 goals. crap... there goes top-scorer-for-the-tournament-wish... 4 4 6 then... 1! lol. ok, so long as hwachong pwns them, im fine i guess. Oo and they even provided free food there, lots of free food hahaha.. highlights of the whole competition was the chocolate eclairs. they were super nice. zzz next week is going to be hell.... a promised super swim set -.- lol... anyway im kinda sick of polo for this week already, matches galore, there are like.. uh.. training on monday wed friday, matches on monday tuesday wednesday friday, haha lucky no more 2mrw.

went to watch jumpers today, OMG, jumpers was SUPER COOOOOL.. like super super cool, but true enough, the plot was kinda sucky, cause there wasnt much of a plot ANYWAY, just poof, poof, biff blablabla. super hero, discover his powers, got shocked about it and get the girl, pwn the badguy and the end. not much difference. well the nice part was when he was about the rob the bank. then he said ," come on, i was 15 then, what would YOU have done?" but its really damn cool, the way they fight, the guy can freaking teleport a bus over to be used a weapon. its super cool. and L change the world is going to be cool. talking about l change the world. there was this retarded conversation with wenzhe.

me: L change the world is damn cool. im going to watch it.
wenzhe: its L, subtitle, change the world. but basically, thats a grammatical mistake cause it should be L changes the world.
me: fine, im going to watch, L, subtitle, changes the world.
wenzhe: no, its L, subtitle, change the world because the word L wasnt inside the subtitle.

lol.. ok it dosent sounds funny but wenzhe is a bastard who preys on EVERYTHING u say wrong. actually, i would like to do that too if i wasnt the one making the mistakes myself HAHA.
ok, so after movie, we went to ians house to eat. WOOHOO, his family had a super caterer cause the food was SUPER GOOd, for caterer standard that is. haha.. but its damn nice, with good fruit punch. then we went upstairs to play cards/talk crap/play zhihongs psp. lol then ians parents keep spamming us with food, which explains why ian is so imba bigsize. haha.. and dont ever talk to benjamin, he can make any topic sound dirty. like ARGH, i dont want to talk about it. but its seriously ANY topic.

sigh.. this weekend is called catch up with lots of work weekend. loads and loads of hw to do this weekend sigh... im sooo screwed.





ive decided not to wish for polo gold this year after all. i dont need to WISH for it, cause wishing sort of make it sounds like divine intervention, cause we are going to draw blood with our own hands this year, no other help, ROAR, blood and gore galore. cool. rhymes.

yea, but my wish now instead, is just as good as yours, haha, for no other reason but to let a much better and much more deserving student than me to stay. come on, lets be frank, i stay in school for polo, and if im in, there should be one student out there who deserves it alot more than me.





after that very inspirational message, i can go study in peace cause i have been wanting to post that for quite long but keep forgetting =)





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cheeeeer up

bv

my parents are irritating.... my father send me lame and retarded emails and sms and expects me to reply while my mother nags at me the whole day and tells me lots of nonsense i dont feel like hearing. its really quite pissing off.

Oo today was valentine's day, a special day to highlight the uselessness of yipyang as he fails to give a flower to a girl from the distance of 1m. what a loser. haha, furthermore, he forgets to bring his valentine's day presents for his mortal and his angel. clap clap clap. he spends more time talking crap then celebrating the miracles of friendship. while others are commemorating the wonderfulness of their classes, yipyang wonders whether his new class is going to good. haha but he DID achieve something, he finished a WHOLE apple, only leaving the stem behind. ok.. not very useful though.

eh shit, lets stop the third person perspective shit. damn sian.. i got maths tutorial 5a to do, econs worksheet to do, chem tutorial to do and chinese compo omg. ALL BY 2MRW, and i think im procrAAstinating too much and i should faster complete my maths chopters. as quoted by dear mr ng. i guess i have to do econs. zzz whatever im quite scrwed. this weekend is catching up week.

training 2mrw is cool.
training.
play against animal farm.
play against sajc -.-
siannnnn another freaking freaking long day.


fun fact of the day, in Swaziland, people live to an average 32 years old. wow.. see what you learn when you actually pay attention in geog?




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i dont know when i will be done creating lame excuses for myself

fasdf

DAMN WE DREW NUS A TEAM

SHITTTTT,
IT WAS MY FAULT I SWEAR, THE 2 STUPID FUCKING GOALS THAT I LET IN. 13 - 13.

haha but i realized i scored like 14 goals in the last 3 games lol

sigh.. on a lighter note, I GOT 3 apoint 12 for ECONS LECTURE TEST!! CLAP

soorry, real tired, maybe 2mrw.




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just dont hate me. thats enough i guess.

fdsf

yipyang cant stop smiling. its my inborn superpower. not even when i lose. i will smile, but it will be sad though, cause no crazy idiot will smile happily when he loses. because crying is an act of showing weakness.




i swear the team will never lose because of me again. never never never again. fuck that barker match.

fdf

i just want to play good polo.
the rest im willing to forgo, its almost here already, the end of our journey this year... i cannot, cannot, cannot be distracted from this journey.

swim.shoot.pass.observe.teamwork.turn.underwater.defend.block.

haha im sorry but yea, i cant catch up to you, only if i can chase as fast as i can swim, but alas, no. sorry for screwing up your name by associating it with me. and sorry for boring u with my lame life haha... but dont worry, u will stay. im sure of it.




i will be wishing u well

from afar

as a friend no doubt

haha, still, that was a really stupid move by me.

gdfg

sigh... we lost to nus today, FREAKING CLOSE FIGHT!

fuck man.. i missed alot today but i think we should really reflect on our shooting cause its 80% shit, 10% luck, and 10% windblow lol.

sigh... WE ARE GOING TO OWN NUS A TEAM 2MRW!!




i know im a loser on land, thats why i cannot afford to lose in the water!

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i guess wishing you the best from afar will be the smartest choice.

we belong to 2 different worlds

gsdfg

omg worse news.

im balding.

my hair is going to die.

and for the ppl that think that i WAS already balding, NO, that was jut a HAIR CUT.

zzz im getting cancer. sigh...

nbvn

haha.. today was ok i guess, im a very very bad boy cause i ponned econs today.. u know im so dissapointed with my behaviour that i think... i SHOULD DO IT MORE OFTEN YAY.
ok. school wasnt the most interesting thing of the day la.. kinda interesting though.. the way u see the hwachong spirit at work, information spreads faster than wildfire esp thanks to certain people that have really really big mouth. lol.. no, im not pissed at them la, just peeved, wadever that means. and the only lesson i remember today was GP tutorial cause i was playing with lixians electronic english dictionary which is damn cool. for example, u nvr knew asshole was a slang for calling someone stupid or annoying eh? haha.. quite fun. just that it was kinda a stupid move cause I HAVE GP TEST 2MRW! crap. haha and im blogging. badder move.

ok, training was quite crazy today, cause alvin was damn assssss... he keep swimming with us and say whoever loses to him will get it. dont know what he means but no doubt its a ANGPAO. oh wait, thats next week. but wth then he swim the sets that he want then all the crap he dont want to do he just make us swim alone and he took timings. then he decide to join in for the last 100 and he told us.. i should be hitting a one oh six, ( and implying from previously, u all cannot lose to me) wth right. THEN I PAWNED HIM, not exacttttly pawn him, but i win him first lap, then second of five lap he caught up we were level, then third lap we levelled, but fourth lap he inched forward abit, then the last lap i just fucking chiong the whole thing but he was still in front at first, so i was trying to inch nearer to pull him (SERIOUSLY) in case i lose, BUT I WON. OMGOMGOMGOMG, I WON ALVIN LEEE. im so damn proud of myself. and all that sore loser said was: good. LOL just jk about sore loser but hes damn good for a old man lor. then we swim like mad dogs for training, and WOW we had no dinner before going to nus for match. wth again right.

match was another thing though.. dont know whether its considered a good match cause i made fucking lot of mistakes. and screw the spotlights also, its freaking irritatin i cant catch the ball. but i did some retarded shots that went in cause the keeper suck big time lol. and omgomg, suck, i missed fucking lot of shots and aiya i feel damn sad la, i scored like less than 50% of what i shot. and chingto was SURPRISINGLY GOOD TODAY.aiya but damn sad lai just cant stand it, and i let in a stupid motherfucker shot which was totally totally my fault and i passed alot of crap when im not supposed to. zzzzzz and my eye itched like mad. and i talked alot of crap though. haha but i must admit, my fenging not bad. AND WE DID IT AGAIN, BY SAYING you are fucking going to miss this shot, the players cannot score the penalty LOLOLOL, damn funny, 100% success rate.

yay and i would like to thank IANS DAD FOR SAVING ONE HOUR yay. cause he fetched me from nus to aljunied which is super super super good. when i grow up im going to give him a free trip around singapore to wherever he wants to go! haha... ok joking.

k thats about it.

and i think i should minimise vulgarities, cause i muttered a VERY uncouth word when i missed a shot today.

Special Report: in a bid to increase Singapore's english language standard, SMRT has come out with a superbly fabulous way to correct BASIC GRAMMAR. instead of saying, "doors closing", they now say... "doors ARE closing" omgomg, i mean oh my god oh my god. it seems that not only chinese is cool, so is english!





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looking back, i dont know whether i regret even asking.

vxzcv

haha u can guess why im not blogging that much, cauess my dad is in singapore STILL -.-

ok, chinese new year was much fun-ner than i expected.. after new years celebration, went to play 4 to 5 hours of lan with chingto zhonghan dharyl and blablabla, naming out random names that u people dont know wont help much eh? but that day was a shit day for lan cause i freaking lost almost every game sigh.. ok i just suck at it i guess.

hmmm then later that day, went my uncles house and eat steamboat, ok, more like, eat the food we COOK during the steamboat. lol.. i know its very lame. but nothing much to that day either, just stuffed myself full since all the people there have no appetite lol.

Chinese new year day was just visiting up visiting down visiting everywhere, sort of lame, i won 2 bucks from blackjack though ^.^ <-- acting cute. but i could have won more if i dint lose 8 bucks on the last round =(.

guess the only fun day was actually chu er, however u want to pronounce that, i slept like 10 hours (realize that this cny i have been sleeping ALOt) this time, my cousins came my house. omg u wouldnt believe how craazy they were. they played with my brother's fish, roll the gymball that was almost as big as them down the stairs, and they littered on the floor -.- sigh.. and my stupid cousin asked whether he can spit on the bed! wth.. they are like little demons la, oh ya oh ya, i know, GREMLINS!! hah if u know what that is. ok, and i won SEVEN bucks from blackjack omg omg omg omg. bringing my cny earnings of blackjack to a grandtotal of NINE BUCKS!! thats EIGHT cans of redbull and TWENTYCENTS LEFTOVER! wow.

and i realized xiaolin showdown had a THIRD SEASON, im going to freaking catch the show, its damn funnnnny. like not the simpsons funny but another kind of stupid funny that will get u laughing like mad. but simpsons is still damn funny. extract from xiaolin showdown.

the dragon, dojo (i think) was pointing to a map and said:

the Bird of paradise, is located in the land of somewhere, beyond the valley of nowhere and between the forest of neither here nor there.

LOL its just freaking funny and retarded the show. and there are cool characters and retarded characters too lol.

yea and i went pasirris park ytd to jog, cool i actually listened to alvin. and i realized how my father can always boast about jogging for 30minutes in a role.. the way he jog is equivalent to me waling briefly la, no joke, and the fact that he can TALK WHEN HE JOG means that hes not exerting, crazy guy, he made me talk and i almost got stitch. and i hate pasirris park, the only fun about there is the giant spacenet thing which i used to think was freaking difficult. however, upon my evolution (or some might say de-evolution) to a monkey, i could scale it with ease. its just like mankey evolving to primeape, oops bad analogy.


ok, cny is over. i mean its not over, it just started, but cny celebrations are over. back to reality. polo nats are in 38days time, nus open league is in 2 days time with the first match probably going to be the most important match, chinese test in in 2 days time luckily taking away my otherwise mundane ct session. valentines day is in 5 days time and i have no idea how to ask that cute girl from ares out... sigh... im screwed.

but polo is coming. i cant screw up. i wont screw up. i dont ever EVER want to be the person who lets down the team. sigh im freaking scared even when comp is 9 weeks away, i cant imagine what if our first match was RJ, im going to pee in my pants man. i CANNOt afford to screw up cause i will screwing up my seniors' senior year. sigh.. they dont know how much this year's nats mean to me either, and how badly i wanted this and how freaking hard i train to climb to where i am. (i dont fucking bootlick to the top like some) im never relieving this position, the only way i can go is up, we are going to freaking win this year. no one can stop our goodlust.


i cannot cry. i cannot lose.
because those that cry or lose,
are deemed as weak.















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i dont know how i feel about u

but i hope that i can clarfiy that soon

do i have the guts to ask u out?

bvx

lol chinese new year is cooooming, nationals is commmming, NUS OPEN is NEXT WEEK!!!!! new class is coming too and i have no effing idea where im going, SEE, I MADE A GENUINE attempt to not use the F word. clap all clap all.

haha the stupid mothereffing receptionist just simply simply REFUSE to let me see the teacher in charge of classes -.- haha... guess life dont always go ur way lol.

and training is being a bitch... but haha sad to say, i still like it cause i have no effing reason why. but shit, this team is going to fall apart if we are not careful i swear.

hmmmm i just realized that HOXINYI IS A FREAKING SLACKEr, i thought i was the worst lab partner during physics lab already, but she freaking needed to prove me wrong, SHE DIRTIED MY BAGGGGG and shes slack -.- so we ended up copying other ppls answer sigh.

haha and my mortal is damnnnnn nice, she writes in little cute letters, sigh, i still prefer if she writes on fullscape and give me mentos lol.

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sigh im a loser at this.













pls, dont let her be booked

fdsf

gosh.. this is where life starts getting interesting.

lots of things going to come on, NUS OPEN LEAGUE!! WOOHOOO
MORE TRAINING WOOHOO
CNY BOOO
VISITING COACHS HOUSE WOOHOO
gp essay -.-
VALENTINES DAY ok i suck at this one

sigh.. what a hectic schedule ahead.. i realize im freaking sustaining a hell lot of injury even during normal trainings, and yea.. alvin is one hell of a good coach, just that we kinda suck im SORRY ALVIN. haha and there are some ppl in the team that are like i dunno how to describe la.. not very pleasent i guess, the best way i can put it already. haha i swear im going to play better, im sorry for everyone else out there vying for a first team place, but this is already my year, its now or never, im going to go all out for it this year, and i doubt anyone from this team is anywhere near as desperate as i am to play this year lol.. sorry im not despo, im just freaking eager to play thats all lol.

yes and incase ur wondering why i dont sign on or blog as often these few days, its cause my father is back home lol.

and grrrrrr i freaking hope i can get into the class i wnat cause aiya.. i dunno la... but seems that this hope is kinda shattered, yay, now we can die together chiewlin lol. oh, and aran too lol. dang wo men zhuo zai yi qi zai yi qi zai yi qi... sorry im getting damn lame, but not too lame cause if im too lame i cant play waterpolo alr lol... SHIT BLAME MY MORTAL FOR THIS, shes making me supppppper lame. and i tell u ah, hwachong ppl are freaking assholes, the moment u talk to a girl or walk with a girl, they think u that thats ur crush or u gf or something -.- fucking hell.... AND FUCK U SAMUEL AND ARAN, i think the school is going to know about the thing alr la cbbbbbbbbbb.




i cant afford to make mistakes.
cause i dont want to drag down the team.
i train to be perfect.
i WILL play perfectly.
im going to be perfect.
not in the terms of academics lol.



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how am i supposed to ask about valentines day??
just gimme a minute with u plsss

nb

haha polo is fun, no doubts about that. sunday training is damn funnnn and haha g2g for for early reunion dinner now. sorry guys. i love my team, they are damn DAMN funny.

sometimes i get scared of polo, first time ever. cause every mistake is a team thing. im so freaking scared i will screw up during tournament

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i have no idea how to say it out
i have no idea whether u will accept it
i have no idea whether im good enough
i have no idea whether i can make u happy

but i do know that i like you alot.