Lol really, like I would feel this way if not for you little lines

Actually enjoying the break from polo, but I miss polo like fuck too argh

Just really satisfied at the moment. Let me rest for a while, I'll be back. The most popular most memorable games might be over but there's still one unfinished one that I have a stake in more than ever

I live for the limelight, but im willing to dedicate my life to live for those moments 

its been a long road and i'm really proud of where i am today. the 28th sea games have been truly freaking unbelievable. A lifetime worth of experience and a high which i have never experienced before. I consider myself fucking lucky to have went through this experience and now i fully understand what the hype about playing on homeground is about. probably the best team i have ever played with and sadly, might be the best team that i will ever play with, but i am glad that i managed to play with you guys all the same. of course, there are people i like more outside of this team but its really not my place nor my job to comment on such matters.

its been a long road for me and possibly my penultimate sea games but i guess if anyone told you to give up because you are too slow, too weak, too small, too bad at passing or too bad at shooting, Dont. because fortune only favors the brave. Quoting a senior of mine (who probably quoted someone else) "If its not ok, its not the end" and for whatever excuses you have for yourself, be it time, age, problems with management or anything, it is truly your passion to be a better player that will make you stay, if you are in this sport for anything else like money, and glory and recognition, then you arent getting it in Singapore. Passion.

Damn ridiculous. Everytime I'm unhappy with something, this happens -.-

I always knew it but I chose to believe otherwise. 

I always knew too that I got where I am with hardwork and determination, not because I have support or friends or love

Fuck am I doing with my life. I rather be in Myanmar now

Would like to think I'm experienced enough to separate pool life and real life 

not going to focus on our past achievements or the relatively bleak future of the team, for now, we live and win in the present first. 4 days to our first game.