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sigh i have no idea wtf my teachers said at ptg... and i was like so many million fucking times more well behaved this year?! it never pays to be good i guess. i think my teacher said something like my basic calculation or something sux. wth i always thought my mum told me results dosent matter, as long as u try. lol, irony. zzzzzz looks like i cnat use the com for a long long long time.

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argh, havent been blogging in damn long (no doubt its attributed to my dad being an asshole) but as usual, smart resourceful me have saved it down in my phone to remember to blog it.

ok lets start with campfire night, hahaha it was a super super super night, met up with og 6 on campfire night to uh.. remember our og days? it was imba fun, we danced like retards la, and we sang like retards, and we ran around in the train shape like retards and we did many more things like retards. hahaha i totally dont know most of the songs, just busy anyhow shouting rubbish to feel in the lyrics. hahaha, and my mass dance just SUCKED like hell, nvm its ok, the fish cant dance it either muahahaha, im totally going to audition for mad bboys hahaha. but as usual, my dad had to screw up the night by coming really early to fetch me home sigh. heh well but it was a really fun night =D

and last wed it was raining like some rainy day. so we had to do land training... what.the.hell, it totally sucks?! did pushups (plus saimeng counting) till my arms hurt for 5-6 days?! and the team was totally totally funny when it comes down to tryin to make dumbass remarks to make each other laugh during bridge hahaha. HAHAHA and chingto and zhihong were totally idiots, i guess it was what they mean by revenge when they bought all the mango drinks at the vending machine so that saimeng couldnt drink it lol, then he was uber funny when it came to it. actually saimeng is just a damn funny (fat) guy la. haha and he bought ALL the mango and poolside the next day to treat us hahaha, uber nice =D then there was the saturday training, he started with "theres bad news and good news today"

us: ok bad news first
him: we aer swimming 5k today
us: (wtf) whats the good news?
him: i will scrap (wait with abaited breath) the 200m warmup.....
us: ..........

it was damn funny at first. but when the swimming started.... things went TOTALLY awry. i was doing ok for the first 16 hundreds lor.. then the stupid wenyuan came in and i was totally screwed cause my timing went way off for trying to chase his timing.

and nationals is in like ONE month time. omg like seriously wth, ONE more month isnt enough. isnt isnt isnt enough...... i still want years and years to play with u guys, its really hard to just see all off u go like this sigh. its feels like just a few days ago when we were still under the zhong regime, everyday wishing that training will end earlier or that we can faster grow up to become b/a boys, but now that the time has come for it, i realize that i really dont want training to end anymore, i dont want swimming to end too, i dont want any of this to end, as much as i want nationals to come, i dont want it to come. i dont know whats this feeling but i really dont want this to end at all, school polo is actually finally coming to an end. haha, lets wrap this dream up all in gold hehehe im so corny today.

k g2g, school work is totally busy nowadays too =P

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argh mondays suck big big big big time, school till 330, training starts at 4, end at 7, tuition starts at 730 ends at 930 and i reach home at 10 and i still have to bathe and settle down wtf. and i have a shit load of econs homework to do sigh sigh sigh. and sigh.

argh and polo today was akhflkjanm,awiuahwioughadsfkbvaelirtuaher frustrating. i dont know how to describe it but its just f***ing irritating, like u know something stuck in your head and u cant get it out and u keep thinking of it. sigh.. gotta talk to some people man seriousz.

oh man its just 2 more months!!!!!!!

heh heh off to econs

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argh, im damn lousy, i cant complete 14c without calling zhonghan 204750298375 times in one afternoon. oh wait, even after calling him times, i STILL cant complete.

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training yesterday was good/bad, swimming part was good, i was totally on fire muahaha. and it helps that saimeng stand by the side and goad at me everytime im done with a lap, i averaged 12/13 for every lap of 10*100 muahahahaha. but the second 10 was bad, around 14 average sigh. and polo was CRAP yesterday, everyone played like shit, and he dint let me play half of it wtf wtf wtf.

lets hope 2mrw is better, im going to do maths and chem today!!!!!!!

and im so very sad i woke up late and couldnt go mad auditions =((( now all my hopes to dance are crushed, my dreams shattered.... NOT, i hate dancing muahaha

and saturday is like the bestest day ever everrrr

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haha ok too long without blogging, so many things to blog about, stroed them all in my phone, praise me someone for being smart and resourceful =D and i realize that after a week plus of not blogging, there is actually ALOT to crap about, my mind is indeed the ultimate rubbish churning press.

haha k, visited my brother's workplace, some dessert shop in katong, the dessert was pretty ok, and it was damn funny to see my brother working lol, and he wore this apron that had a POUCH, no other meaning intended. haha then it was new years day, went to my grandmas house to do the usual new year day rubbish, played murderer with my little cousins hahah they were really really damn retarded when it comes to playing murderer. they cant wink for nuts, and they are super predictable. u know like they are usually like noisy as hell, then when one of them is the murderer, he will go exceptionally quiet, and its super duper obvious when they do it haha. and it totally sux when the maid run away and u have to stay at home to do chores on new year. BUT lucky me i got the job of ironing, ironing is actually duper uber cool cause its like second to playing with fire already hahaha, and since i dont really get to play with fire these days like when i was young, i super appreciated my chances haha. sorry, just browsing through the main points. then watched this stephen chow movie on new year, it was IMBA FUNNY AND IMBA CRUDE, which is totally the type of show i like to watch yay.
hmm then really nothing much happened till about like wed, went og outing which was really like a 5 ppl show, cool eh, i dont go class outings with lots of ppl but go to og outing with 5 ppl, goes to show im a quiet person yay. haha and we went theos house and found out about her true fetish for screwing around at playgrounds. then went mels house and played at the play ground there, wow wasnt it cool. then i tried the !#$%@$%& swing and fell of it... and got these imba cuts on my legs wtf. haha but im a good sport and continued playing catching despite that, and the lil angmoh kids there were OMG DAMN CUTEEEEEEE, sigh too bad i dont get to go there too often haha. then when i got home it was bleeding like anything, then my dad grew a negative brain and decided to put cotton wool with disinfectant on it!!! wow, the next day when i had to take it off to bathe, imagine WTF i felt when i realized the cotton wool dried and got stuck on the wound, then i had to peel it off bit by bit. seriously f*** his super nice ideas. ARGH and things suck now cause i cant go some uber cool youth polo training thingi which is at night cause my parents think im training too much already damn damn damn damn it. and they dont like saturday trainings. said that they are going to write on whatever fuck feedback the school wants to give. but u know what, no one gives a f** about their feedbacks too actually haha.

and I WANT TO PLAY WITH MY LEFT HAND. that is my new short term long term goal!!! and i wasted one hour plus doing rubbish like facebook and blogging already ARGH