hstr

yay went to watch band concert yesterday, it was quite good actually, maybe it was very good just that i suck at appreciating stuffs like that. haha, but aran sux ALOT at it. cause aran SLEPT wth. haha but it was quite funny la, i shall not recount what we were doing at the back cause its totally evil and any band ppl that chance upon this blog will become really pissed. haha no la, actually not that bad, but we DID play chopsticks =)) haha and i realize our og sux cause out of the 8 ppl (?), wait... out of the 9 ppl that attended, only one bothered trying to listening ahahaha such assholes we are. actually nemo was more of like trying to find mell but she couldnt cause she was too SHORT. sorry, nemo refers to fish and refers to chiewlin. and i was busy harassing the person in front of me. and theo was doing dunno, anything but listening, then aran was.. well.. sleeping, with like several different positions, abit like modelling for pajaymas. jacky and kuoxing was half sleeping and david prob couldnt hear a thing cause theo was TALKing infront with zhaorui, and i must add, VERY LOUDLY HAHAHA. and there was ms i-have-concert-etiquette-just-that-i-need-to-sms jolene who shhhhhhh us if not we would have been chased out. and fishie was prob still looking for mell even after the show ended lol. sigh we suck big time. haha maybe thats why yijing had such a headache taking us. WAIT, what am i doing, im diverting from the main attraction of friday night, guess... nope its not zhonghan and i walking around holding hands, no, its not zhonghans controversial girlfriend either, but its... THEO's SUPER HOT BROTHER. hahahi have no idea why im gushing over him like SOMEONE does... haha but still he looks super cool/hot/whatever, maybe theo would look good too if shes a guy haHAH. and he even has a cool like hell name, timotheus OMG. im going thailand for sex change.. haha this sux, im turning gay. no, i must remain true to zhonghan, wait, thats STILL gay. shit.

haha and i think im an asshole cause i keep shouting at u guys... i really really tried to say less lor.. but haha sucker me cant control myself SORRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY. i shall stop by the next time we train, which is kinda long later sigh.. no more trainings SIGHHHH and i think we really sucked like hell on friday cause .. erm.. i dunno, cause we sucked. oh ya, i know how to define suck alr, cause we let them score like 7 to 8 goals? i think alvin will die from a heart attack if he knows la, the non full team bboys scoring 7 to 8 goals against us SIGH, and he will kill us for some of the plays we did hahahaha like SERIOUSLY we did some real crap, including me. looks like everyone has a hell lot more to improve. and SOMEONE (no idea who) needs to control his mouth from shouting at everyone else sigh.

and kerwei is a IMBA coach

some idiot take a foul. second idiot go tackle him after a few seconds.

kerwei:*blows a sack*
idiot number 2: what? 3 seconds already what
kerwei:*ferociously blow a perma sack*
Kerwei: WHO ARE U TO TELL THE REFREE WHAT TO DO? HUH? *trademark* GET OUT!

some idiot practicing throwing a ball at the wall (oO it rhymes) lost his ball into the water.

idiot: *give stunned look cause ball's in the water*
kerwei: WHAT ARE U DOING?
idiot: i lost the ball
kewei: WHAT ARE U DOING THEN? GET ANOTHER BALL?
idiot: *asks me for a ball since i was nearby*
me: *asks changpeng to give him one ball since i was using big ball*
changpeng: *ABOUT to give him ball*
kewei: WHY CANT U TAKE IT YOURSELF, WHY DO U NEED UR SENIORS TO TAKE FOR U?
idiot: *finally gets a ball*
idiot: *shows kerwei his shoot-the-wall-technique which actually represents an attempt at playing noobball (i made that up)
kewei: IS THAT WHAT U WANTED TO SHOW ME? U CALL THAT SHOOTING? GO PRACTICE MORE!

im not making up the caps. if kewei had a speech bubble he will be having caps plus bold plus increase font size AHAHA

ok about all for today. no training for the week. but pretend u are having it in ur mind haha. i imagine matches in my mind all the time. according to zhihong im zhou huo ru mo. shit.

ert

i've decided to have anger-control and be a very nice calm teammate in a game or in practice =)

tyuert

haha thats IT. im going to study 2mrw. study study study. and im going to study before any of u suckers, namely chingto zhonghan come and disrupt me from my studies. once i get into my momentum, i doubt u can do anything to stop me from studying ahahaha. actually disrupting me = appearing. just by appearing, u retards bring out the fun loving ever hyperactive side of me that just wants to PLAY PLAY PLAY. haha sucks la, 4 ppl get together = cards. then if u dont join in, u looks like some villain because 3 que 1 then cannot zao. haha but im not complaining cause playing hearts is super fun, and super thrilling. and playing chess or playing bridge or playing ANYTHING with ur teammates are damn fun cause just being with u guys are already addictive ahaha. 2mrw im going to STUDY. damn. and i hate it when u retarded ppl whole day try to lure me into a state of embarassment, LIKE IN CORO TODAY, assholes. wait till i get my turn u losers. haha wait, but talking about it, i DO get my turns and i have been exploiting them shamelessly, esp like benjamin. ok, i take it back then, i deserved it hahaha. and benjamin sux at hearts. like TOTALLY suck at it.

grrr training was jut crap today. well, weights was ok, cause apparently doing weights in the morning feels less tiring then doing weights in the afternoon. FEELS. but in actual fact, its the same. yea yea, i did everything today, PLUS pull ups. woohoo and i dont feel tired. then i went in to swim with satan's revered adriel, supposedly unstoppable machine that can dislocate people's elbow with a slight swim-into-him. i was filled with fear as i cowered beside him. but uh... without warm up i still pawned the ass out of all the little kids. haha, i did 27, omg, my form owns. and thats without warm up. zz then we practiced shooting and passing. SHIT, my shooting is just like... as i just said, shit. sigh... i have no idea whats wrong la, i tread high and all those shit, only towards the end it was ok, but at the start it was pure pure crap. and our 6 on 5 is like...erm... crap? i dunno, maybe its because we not chiong enough yet. but sigh.. i just dont like the feeling of not owning little kids. it just feels like we are performing below expactations. its not that i love to shout at people when they make mistake lor... its like DUH i shout in the hopes of the team becoming better right (not because i have an excess of saliva). haha no la, i just think that its not right to just say that cause its not season so we can lax abit, but i think its like i dunno. just weird to go in and not give our best la. i think its kind of a waste la if u get me, zz no offence for anyone i screamed at today, im not some angel too la, i make dumb fuck mistakes that till now, i scream at myself not too. i even know my own weaknesses, too showy, too solo, shitty passsing (which is the result of too solo cause u hardly pass the ball around), talk too much during match, weak defense. haha maybe its ok for us to slack now before its season too la. but i dont care, cause i want to train my bestestestest everytime im in the pool, so sorry la, i do get frustrated some times cause im just not doing what i want my self to do, so i sort of get pissed at u guys haha. nah, i know u guys dont take it too heart but yup, i dont feel that good also la after screaming my ass off. but i really do wnat to do my best every training because i just feel that i wasnt able to do what was expected of me this year la, i think i played quite a big part in us losing so i guess i wont be honey mooning around because i really really want to make sure that i can make up for all the shit i did this year and all the crap i passed and all the crap i shot and all the crap i did la. maybe. just maybe, by training harder i wont feel so guilty haha. ya i think im such a idiot cause training dosent matter, its only the results that people see. but i dont care, i believe in hard work cause i dont think im talented at all, (maybe i dont believe in hardwork in studying, for THAT, i believe more in luck) haha im just going to work my freaking best. well, i CAN loosen up once in a while i guess. haha and where the hell have i went to, i was talking about training grr.. digressing. ya and i heard aaron pawned some robber who had a scissors LOL. to save his gf. *imagines the type of "my hero <3"* scene that u see in those retarded to the max advertisments. haha why dont anyone rob me when im in a totally fucked up mood too sigh. because i was busying teaching aaron nonsensical moves (that actually makes sense) to kill people. but uh... thats abit too violent cause i was thinking more along the line of paralyze the guy haha, definitely nc16 lol. and which robber would rob a school boy and a school girl of their BAGS? what? mugger robber? fetish for books? run out of fuel to feed the fire? well, i can think of a thousand and one excuses for a robber to rob a student but i shall stop here. the robber prob just wanted to rob him of his secret savings in his pencil case or something. shit, there i go again. haha, please rob me someone! correction, pls rob me someone-that-is-weaker-than-me-and-have-some-small-weapon when im in a super bad mood. hmm thats better. never ask for more than u can take on hahaha. i think im full of crap.

hmm thats about all for today then, while i leave my maplestory to install. SHIT i should be studying.

*smash my head against wall, screaming repeatedly, "STUDY"*
*bleeds*
*dies*

crap im talking nonsense AGAIN.

more training at toapayoh on thursday yay.

study 2mrw i must. (in the most yoda voice i can muster)

tyw

sigh... im feeling damn lousy now. i realize i get upset most frequently over polo only lol... well, there are weirdo people out there who get upset over integration though, i also know people who get upset over retarded stuff like ur-gf-daoing u type of thing. haha back to the topic. played with the old man today, and i realize jianming (? not sure thats his name since they call him jiandao) is damn good, and if thats his JC2 standard cause i doubt he actually trains anymore, then theres so much more space to improve. and what the f*, my shots today were imba lousy to the max, its like freaking freaking crap la, i cant even cai up to shoot. not mentioning being a good player, im deproving wtf. argh, gotta analyze what the hell go wrong everytime, why i get turned so easily, im not even aiming to be like them, im aiming to be better than them. i dont care whether hes some hwachong legend. sigh... how much more to i have to put in to be the best, i realize all that weeny bit of effort that i thought was alot wasnt enough, not at all, what else must i give, put in, to become the best. why dont god just give me a definite answer? i dont mind travelling to the end of the world if it was to obtain that answer, then i can travel back to achieve it. but just how much more? sigh... looks like its limitless, i just have to train harder to make sure i can do what i set out to do. i dont want to be just a flank, i want to be able to cover other positions for the team too. but i DO want to be the best flank. haha, so much more to learn, learning from these old guys are actually quite useful, learnt some tricks from the way they play too lol. like duck and jianming both use the same trick to turn, let u go in too deep into his side, then wrist flick and move at the same time. haha, next week they are in for a surprise man i swear. zzz i got over the fact that im no tensai (genius, just thought it sounds more cool in jap lol), the only thing im good for is swimming, haha thats why i have to work extra extra hard, im going to get all my top corners and btm corners and donuts, and im going to drive even those damn bao li ppl that alvin invites to play with us. im going to be the best, i dont care even if im the lousiest now, but i will reach there.

sigh polo makes me so sian of talking about happy stuffs lol.
cant think of much happy stuff to say anyway.


-----------------------THE END----------------------------

tyjrty

woohoo, im blogging later and later. usually its at 12.00 but today, its at 12.20. and i have no idea why my mum is not in one of her moods today and chase me off the com lol. oh wait, im not complaining either cause i get to stay on the com haha. shit, i really gotta concentrate on studying, or even i got to study. cause im not studying much at all. sigh... shit i should stop using the com. i red like erm... 276 chapters of slamdunk in one week, haha and slamdunk has a super cool ending. like super cool. gah... im like so inspired now so i shall go train more 2mrw haha, cause even a tensai needs hardwork lol. hmmm.. i DO notice that this isnt leading me anywhere near studying still eh? shit shit shit, i must find something to inspire me to start studying. damnnnnn. and i feel damn bad cause my class is going for class outing 2mrw while im going to play polo haha. what an ass i am. wait, do i care? naaaah. and i realized i havent done weights for the whole week already. shiiit, so much for killer abs. im going to do them before i sleep. and yea, i know im typing out some damn random stuffs now haha. maybe thats what i have been filling my blog with for the past few years lol. and cool, i realize i can finally type on my blog while watching the tv at the same time.

and to further lower my intelligence, as i type, im watching some super super SUPER dumb jackie chan show on tv. and channel switching with some super super SUPER dumb taiwanese talk show that is just erm.. uhm... dumb.

flip a coin lol

faewf

lol training yesterday was so totally unfun cause we dint get to do weights AGAIN thanks to that ********************** lifeguard. like seriously asshole . and the game was quite ok la, just that we let in THREEEEEE goals. wtf. and i conceded one of them sigh. eh and im really sorry for shouting at u guys as if im ur boss lol. i know im not that imba perfect too, but i just shouted cause i thought that it would help =P sorry man, cause i dont think i will stop shouting anyway, until theres a proper coach or proper guidance. haha so bear with me guys =)

afwer

yay, one more day to end of school. survival survival. haha and today was damn fun cause th geog lecturer dint come and i had 2 hour break. bliss. and i have also decided to chance my subject combi, now the gcme's C is replaced by chess, not chemistry cause i spent liek damn lot of time playing chess today lol. somehow i play lots of chess in school nowadays. gasp. intellectual influence from chingto. argh. econs is one sick sick sick sick sick sick subject. i hate econsssssssss. its freaking difficult and i freaking hell failed the stupid lecture test again. tmd.. and maths is another sore ass subject cause ever since integration, i havent really been understanding much. damn. i was ok with the rest up till then though. haha but i guess chem and geog is quite ok la although i havent really been doing fantastically well in those 2 subjects... well, here comes holidays. sigh... "holidays" they call it. well, SSR briefing dint exactly give us a wonderful view of the "holidays" cause it was a promise for hell. 8 to 5 monday to friday. one hour break. what. the. hell. what happen to my double helping of lunches? nooooooo dont do this to me school. haha well, i realized that there were actually quite alot of people in SSR. j2s included. supervised self study. what a dumb name. its ironical in the very first place. supervised self studying. means its no longer self studying right? retarded. might just as well change to SLH study like hell.

yay i went basketball finals today! haha well i was late for the girls match cause i had GP. but the last part was like freaking interesting alr. haha from losing to winning. sigh. only if we could have done the same. but the guys match was damn nice, but not exactly thrilling la since the lead was like so freaking big lol. haha but lo and behold basketball got a hell hell hell lot of supporters la, damn. we should have waterpolo matches in a bigger place too sigh.

gahaha watching basketball was like damn interesting. cause it just makes me damn jealous when teams can go up and claim the title of being the best. guess i can never really get over being second best. grrr.. best best best. theres so much behind that freaking four letter word. i dont want to be just some swimming machine. i want to do my part, i wnat to be the best flank and best driver next year. haha its just polo all the way, oh ya, gotta clear blocks first. i dont want regrets from polo anymore. once was enough. and shit all my blogs generally tend to lean towards this subject somehow or the other hahaha. i swear im going to be super serious during real trainings from now on, funny things are reserved for less serious matches. but all training must be treated with the i-must-do-the-exercise-to-my-limit attitude. woohoo and im going to whip everyone into swimming faster so i get a partner flank/drive. hint to changpeng: ur going to die from drowning after the blocks =))

sdgert

haha life is so messed up. fate just catches u in the most funny way that u would never have think of. this retarded sentence is inspired by lots of dumb movies with overly obvious plots haha. lifes like a movie isnt it? what the hell am i talking about, sorry, blogging at 12am after doing econs and after training just makes my brain go haywire.

haha speaking about training, lol cs training was damn fun la, as in the things they do are like damn tiring and i feel that its useful la, cause they have freaking good coaches there compared to our selftraining at the pool. as in, serious shaggness that i dont feel since alvins last training. haha and omg, balls with freaking good grips. and high-standard players there too =) and of course, coach oberman's waterpolo version of the uefa champions league lol, hilarious, not so hilarious if ur swimming up and down though.

and talking about cs... i had my first cs session today! omigosh, it was damn lame la, just some spam cleanning of the wall hahaha. but.. but... zz i just cant find a good side of cs that i can actually talk about .hahaha so its just this. cs sux.

and its TIMOTHY IYPE THOMAS' BIRTHDAY. woooohoo.

haha i think im a damn nice person. i cant help it. and that was freaking random hahaha.










"i wanna be the vey best, like no one ever was" - ash ketchum.

what a cool quote for today haha.

fsdfew

davin.
is
violent
times 10

now, analyzing this violent individual called davin, he totally does not listens to reasoning. and he purely sides with girls cause he considers all smaller sized guys as victims and objects of anger venting.

and holidays sux, its already packed before it even started la, i have minimum minimum days of going out cause like half the time im going to school for training and studying wth... so much for holidays eh? just thinking of the 4th weeks 45hours concentration camp makes me go crazy la. and we only have TWO weeks of training sigh, thats so not enough la. plus one week of cip-in-the-morning. not to mention pw. holy...

yay, training 2mrw, wait i mean today since its already 12.02am.. cool, but theres still alot of ppl online now. and im JUST done studying chemistry. which evil teacher will give a test on the last week of school? oops rhetheorical question, apparently my chem teacher just gave one. PLUS CS SESSION 2MRW, my lesson ends at 1130 -.- and i need to wait for 3 hours to clean up the school. zz as if i need 3 hours to find a lousy piece of rag...

hell of a day ahead sigh.

fasdfe

argh, although i already blogged in the afternoon i dont mind doing it again cause its so dammnnnn boring now. everyone is at dance night or elddfs.

sigh gotta really get down to studying. as much as im capable of saying it, i cant really get down to super mugging mode for even 3 hours in a row. sigh.. for once, just this once, i admire muggers. nah, but i dont wnat to be one, im fine with being a jock that mugs at time hahaha. sian but study study study. concentration camp studying coming up during holidays too.. sighhh. set priroties man... number 1) study. number 2) polo. number 3) learn how to spell priroities properly.

yay polo 2mrw morning!

and im sorry for my extraordinarily short posts, mrs pow has been sapping me of all my writing energies with her insistence over my improvment in AQ questions, my lastest score was an unbelievably high, record breaking ONE upon eight.. sigh.. believe me when i say i need to study. hah but the thing is i hardly get sad over academic results, i think i really ever get sad over polo and other daily stuffs.

i want to be really really good, damn im still damn overreliant on my teammates, gotta get better and better and better. train, playing is to win only. no one plays for fun, thats bullshit.

and slamdunk is a DAMN nice comic ahaha

adsfewe

s.t.u.d.y.

s.i.g.h...

haha went elddfs drama ytd, oh gosh, it was actually good, as in not decent, but hmm good lol. there WERE some parts that were really funny though. and zhonghan is a super flirt. i shall not elaborate more here

training ytd was crap cause i dint own them as well as i would love to sigh.

dads back cant blog

asdfewer

haha i think my seniors are damn nice. polo seniors and class seniors lol.

what a short post.

guojie asks "what's your focus"

sigh.. i guess its study. damn and i got to do it well. but deep in my heart i know that seasons still not over for me and i have another focus. sigh.. but being sucky at polo wont get u retained though =|

study
study
study
THEN
train

hpyuoi

grrr i feel damn sick today man. sleeping at one o clock finishing the THERMODYNAMICS tutorial... its either im sick.. OR the weather is damn bloody bloody hot today. cause i was sweating like hell today. and my mum is bugging me to revise my stupid oral exam now. damn irritating la, stupid oral. stupid chinese. waste time like mad la, makes me go home at FOUR THIRTY every thursday?! wheres god man. does he exist, how can he let something so evil continue its existence on earth. its like borrrrrring and crap its damn hard to study.

urgh and i feel damn useless today. the pool is like ten times more chlorine? and my eyes were hurting like hell even before passing. and my passes were just crap. and shooting was crap too. haha and game was worse, the coach guy said that i HAVE NO STAMINA. and he prob thinks im some noob. grrr. ok i was relaly quite noob today. but im going to make him eat his words! haha im going to be the bestestestestest. thats like my only aim, im going to train so hard. whatever i dont have in size, i will make it up back in anything and everything.

on a lighter note... I GAINED TWO KGS!! omg after so many extra meals i succeeeded, now i can reach 65kg at the end of the year!!! =))))) haha secret recipe. eat anything during breakfast. recess: nasilemak plus added rice (its free plus coconut milk makes u fat), plus a bowl of anything else. dinner, anything.

haha im FATTTTTTTT. but not as fat as someONE i know. eh?
hahaha wait i know lots of fat ppl sigh. why can fat diffuse?




no one touches heaven in one step.
they climb
they bleed
they fight
they sweat
to reach there.
to me
reaching there is to be the best.

fasdfda

screw school. my chem teacher is damn good at barter trading la. she barter trade my handphone for a completed thermodynamics tutorial -.- and i DONT KNOW HOW TO DO. well at least like half of them. and she said COMPLETE IT.

what if i dont know how to do?

cannot dont know how to do.

zzz its OBVIOUS she wants me to go around referring to other people's answer what.. keyword: refer. REFER. REFER. REFER. not copy blindly. whatever u say that deludes urself then. haha. and zhonghan totally totally totally suck at jumping-off-the-second-story-of-the-hall exercises la. did some imba aerobatic skill and injured his back. what a NOOOOb. haha and we arent jumping off cause of exam stress. nor is it because we lost waterpolo finals. nor is it because we are a gay couple that the society refuses to accept. well, the core reason was cause zhonghan thinks its cool -.-'''''' gar what the hell. and i survived without a scar, nor an after effect muahaha. i rock. i stone. i rule.

and council investiture/stepdown was today. whoa. long breaks. no lessons. no space to seat. haha well, the pros DO outdo the cons dosent it. haha well. kinda cool though. the handing over ceremony(?) if u call that a ceremony. and they have like guest of honour for council investiture? lol, and they have councillors from other schools to come too -.- that was ultimate no link though. like stnicks councillor will benefit from this experience... haha and some of them were CRYING. oh my. shame shame. haha ok no la, guess everyone have a chance to cry in front of a crowd. happy or sad. just that council is just like this weird cca that ONLY experience success. haha its quite cool though, for someone to only know how to win and be applauded. well, they DO work hard for it. haha but they cant LOSE to anyone cause its a monopoly market cause theres no competition. wow my econs own.

asdfadsfwerwe

hmmm im feeling like u know. INTELLECTUAL today. so i decided to discuss on a intelligent topic. (which usually ends up stupid) lets discuss about the use of similes! i feel that the use of similes is too exaggarative and at the same time, not specified enough. lets start with exxagarative. when u say: hes as fierce as a tiger. do u really mean that he go around roaring and pouncing and crawling on all 4s to face u? see? exxagaration. and yes, dont mind me, i do NOT know how to spell exxagaration. im as stupid as a pig. but do i look as if im stupid enough to eat anything on the floor and roll in the mud? yes, i know what some of u are thinking, well, IM NOT. uh ha! see exagarration. and now, no specifications. when u say: hes as big as an elephant. u are wrong AGAIN, cause elephants are not necessarily big right? u should specify, he is a big as an AVERAGE elephant. see? such wonderful english. and as predicted, the topic turned stupid after a while HAHAHA. what can i say? im good at this =)

jhkghjk

i cant stand it, i feel like saying something gay like NOW.


IM AS BUSY AS A BEE!

and i have really no time to blog today. haha ok just a short note of how i have been wasting my life around. i played polo today. no details cause i wasnt outstanding today =( haha and i wasted away my afternoon at tuition learning maths when i could be sleeping at home. and i bought my mum mothersday dinner! and i bought my brother and my mother and (duh) me SIMPSONS DONUT. its called simpsons cause its the pink one from the simpsons movie. its freaking sweet. thats why im always freaking hyper. maybe lots of sugar and lots of caffeine makes ppl hyper. and tuesday is a super slack day cause theres council investiture, but its takes away my PE =(((((((((((((((((( the one and half hour a week that i get to own my class back for the other twenty hours they get to own me. ok g2g cause its like DAMN late.

short reminder to self: do 2*100 crunches 2mrw so u will die during cs training on wed. its not corrective service in case u ppl are wondering.

busy as a beeeeee
everyone is busy as beeeees
ok, im downright gay now.

and im still a firm believer of calvin-and-hobbism

hdfgh

haha i really hate playing polo on fridays... ravaging the young minds of the smaller sized bboys really makes me guilty, truamatising them before they even get to watch NC16 movies really make me toss and turn in bed at night.. NOT! like hell i care about what happens to them after the game =) hahahaha joking la, they are still my nice juniors =) but really, its quite boring playing with them, even changpeng is owning them la, that statement alone is like worth 10,000 "they suck"s la. haha and we only let in goals when we make really horrendous mistakes that involves the little ones coming within 3m of the goal post WITH the ball. and kerwei was playing hardcore match la, its either that or his whistle is spoilt, there is like NO fouls at all, haha but quite impartial la, cause its really easy for us to pawn them without fouls too ahaha. im feeling like a nasty senior now, well i DID teach some of them what to do though, nice as i am. gar but all in all, whatever i played on wednesday was definitely higher level than these little kids sigh.. ahah screw u yipyang, stop feeling conceited. nah, im not conceited. just the truth haha. never underestimate and never overestimate.

and davin is one petty LITTLE guy, just for a little comment about din tai fung and he whips himself into a frenzy, oh wait, a little comment about din tai fung and his APPETITE whips him into a unholy frenzy. in this state of unholy frenzy, he recognizes neither friends (ME! ME! ME!) nor foes, he pounced upon me and pinched me so hard that i grew a third nipple. wow.. one more and they can be officially called udders.

and i realize i only did one and half weights session this week, cause today was considered half. sigh.. not enough. but still pretty shagged lol.

and econs test was a killer.... NOT! haha im talking like a retard, actually it wasnt THAT bad, more of my inability to take in everything i read the nite before. but yea, i guess or rather, i hope its passable man.

haha and im super hooked onto 300. that old but violent movie. its DAMN DAMN DAMN nice. spartans DO come up with nice phrases haha. oh there was this damn cool quote.



Allied soldiers: We are surrounded by Xerxes' forces, we have to turn back, we can only retreat, surrender or die.

Leonaides: Spartans do not retreat, they do not surrender.


haha the way he says it is DAMN cool. super have to watch movie. although the last scene wasnt as nice as it should be, no super nice fights at the end. oh man, and there was supposed to be bigger fight in history after the movie.

ok random stuffs and all.

after a week of spam studying for tests. i decide to relax today muahaha.

but i cant stand it. i MUST end off with a quote.


Immortals? Lets put their name to the test.
- Leonaides

asdffe

haha how would u want to be defined as when someone mentions ur name. the mugger? the track and field guy? the thief? the rapist? haha what a philosophical question from me. guess we all live life in order to be the person we want to be defined as.

" Its not who you are underneath, its what you do that defines you " - Batman from batman begins.

hmmm i wonder what im doing trying to sound like a smart person ahaha i dunno either! dumb guy trying to sound smart oO wth.

haha today was like the hardest i've been training since end of competition la, lol speaking of it, its like 2 days from one-month-after-the-finals. haha ok as i was saying, cs training was damn shag now. haha good to feel so alive again though =)

and i got 19/24 for maths!!! (with a little help from chenxingyi DURING the test) haha well what are friends for? well but my chem sucked though. and ECONS ON FRIDAY SHIT. and im dead. and i borrowed more comics AHAHA self frag.

parallel lines dont meet do they? gar i thought that parallel means they might eventually converge! (smashes my head on the wall), after so many years of education -.- should have known better sucker me.

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and im like so hooked on old movies. like spiderman3 and 300.

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haha just for this one night, i dont feel like sleeping although i have been studying like hell the past few nights.

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haha this is the last day man i swear.
when i wake up 2mrw, im going to be a whole new person.
well yea, the name is still the same though.

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haha talking to zhonghan really has some effect, no no no not soothing effect DUH, talking to him is just like talking to someone double ur age. haha hes like sooo matured, bloody hell made me feel like a stupid little kid which i probably am. haha hes like so steady, know what he wants and all this shit, not just a craptalking poloplaying fantasising little kid. haha yea talking to him for like an hour is like growing up a few years. stupid old man. well sort of old. old on the inside atleast. haha i've decided upon alot of things after talking to him.

it was a wonderful dream all the way. but guess its time to wake up.

haha this is the last day i swear i swear i swear. i have so much things to do ahead of me, notice much, not many because i do not know the extent of the things i have to do. i just dont have the time to look back anymore even though its been like my habit to look back at stuffs and tell myself IF. haha no time anymore, no more ifs man. i have sooo much ahead of me. and i finally know what i want, haha u know, screw studies, im going to get like B and C D E for eoy and i will be like damn happy. and i figured what i really really really really really want is to be good at polo, im going to spend my waking hours in search of means of getting better. haha i shall start with skipping during recess time, dont get me wrong, not SKIPPING RECESS, its skipping during recess time. gar weights with 1000% will power. training like its the last day of my life. and everything else. guess i just dont have time for petty emotions anymore, haha cause its no longer about me, cause for the first time in my life i have responsibility, like real responsibility, i dont want to be like that ONE player in the team, i want to be THE player, not A player, i want to be like an ian of the team, a gabriel of the team, a diyan of the team. haha the one that defines the team, i wnat to be the someone u guys can look to when u are losing haha i want to be someone who holds the ball and teammates will say "the balls with him, its safe". yea and im sooo going to be that, i have one aim. i found that aim already. haha everything else dosent matter. dosent matter. dosent matter. haha im like using polo as a medium to escape the world. gar, dosent matters either cause polo IS my world. im going to get better and better and better. pls god. thats all i ask for now. haha and theres some real training 2mrw FINALLY.

haha well we have to be special in some way to become the main character of our anime. apparently, according to expert analysis zhonghan,there 3 types of characters in animes. the useless type. the normal type. and the special character type. the uselss are good at nothing, the normal are just like normal ppl and the special characters are ppl who are good in at least something. haha well, i want to be my own special character too. my specialty is going to be called winning, i dont care how, i dont care what happens to me either, if i can pull that guys trunks and prevent a goal but get a stitched mouth in return, i dont mind. i dont care anymore. my life is about winning as much as possible.

haha well theres still studies for now i guess. econs. sigh. SIGH .SIGH the topics are like UNLIMITED. shit im dead. haha but maybe i can die happy if i know that one thing.















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polo today was ok. but it could have been better though. endurance level raised by playing with those old man. whatever they cant have in speed they make up with experiences of grabbing parts of the human anatomy too disgusting to say. strangely, it dint feel as bad as it should. haha maybe im getting used to this already. or maybe im already too numb to feel it. or maybe cause it all exists in an alternate reality too far away for me to believe that what they did was real. or maybe cause im still lagging.

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swim swim swim swim. swim till ur muscle tear, ur breath go awry and ur bones go breaking.
weights weights weights weights. weights till ur focus drop and ur eyes go blurry.
polo polo polo. polo till the cows come home and until u win the gold.



f*** chem test.
f*** econs test.
f*** gpp.
f*** school.
f*** life.

lifes great =)

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gar. warm weathers like this just freaking makes u want to sleep. haha and of course, who can blame me for submitting to the warm weather and sleeping? blame god. haha yea, i still have a large chunk of chemistry undone. damn... well i have the afternoon =P or so i hope. pray to god make it warmer.

lol its quite retarded playing with the small boys cause they are really nub. and my stamina is TOTALLY shit. crap crap crcap crap. train more guys. BETTER turn up for polo 2mrw or else =)
or else ur stamina and skill will suck. haha and lefthandboy is not bad on his first day back. impressively so considering when we first cameback we were playing like shit.

and guess what? my father have all his casino programs on so that its lagging even when i blog -.-


































crawling out of what i fell so deep into. its a long way i know =)

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GO TRAINING EVEN WHEN U ARE SICK. U WONT FREAKING DIE LA

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sigh.. instead of maclaurinating (the study of maclaurin's expansion), i am reading comics online, laughing at people on facebook. and im gazing through singapore waterpolo pictures. hahaha its like a dream so far away man... but one day, i will be in those sea games pictures too, haha one day, i dunno when. im going to get there too. its ok for one to dream right? but for every minute of dreaming, there will be a thousand hours of hardwork. haha and maybe i can finally reach there =)

yes and i better get back to maclaurinating.

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ROAR 2MRW IS POLO DAY!! pls come out as soon as CT session ends guys (or sooner if u want =)) then we can go down and rape the small boys. traumatise them and make them pee in their little black trunks. ok this is actually just a random reminder to OWN THEM 2MRW.

haha hi bye off i go poof

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gosh i freaking hate chinese.. its DAMN boring la.. and my mum is like stuffing my face full of chinese, chinese in the morning chinese in the afternoon chinese in the night. wth.. im sure before u do business in china, the china people will ask u to write a composition for them or do a comprehension and make sure u get an A before they allow u to join their company. gar labour day is a HOLIDAY for gods sake. not do-ur-chinese-homework day.. sigh i rather spend my time unravelling the mysteries of mr maclaurin and his mindboggling expansion then figuring out chinese.

and muscle aches sux cause u have to rub that hot stuff on ur body which is downright uncomfortable.

and i finally uds why, maybe its cause those are things that i can never manage to actually say with my mouth. well i can do them with my fingers haha. cause im a jock! =)